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ilunatique
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posted May 29, 2022 02:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This dream is similar in meaning with my other dream "mortuary dream"...(?)

Both dreams have the action of: someone moving another through a door against one's will; against the normal course of things.

In my other dream someone was moving bodies through a door although it was wrong, now somebody was trying to move me through a door.

The dream:

I was in a big palace hall in a seat, waiting for someone. There was this other person waiting together with me, I could not see the person well but I remember them telling me that "I need to prepare very well for the moment in which another person is coming because it is going to be difficult". There were two doors, one on the right side of the hall and the other on the left side of the hall. I was seated in the middle and the person together with me was closer to the right. I wait.

Suddenly the left door opens and a gigantic person dressed in black enters the palace hall, looking at me. The person starts telling me that I need to get going, I need to leave, I need to follow them, if I dont follow them I am going to get killed, I need to get moving, leave this place and come with them etc. I say NO! and I yell imagining myself powerful like a bear.

The gigantic person leaves through the left door for some time and I think to myself that this was weird, OK. But the gigantic person comes back, this time with a very long golden necklace. Now the person starts to hold the necklace like a lasso and they start to move it like that - I recall the very shiny and beautiful golden color of the rope/necklace swirling, it was very beautiful but I realized that they wanted to catch me. So I think of the most powerful "gigantic" animal so that I can turn myself into it (in my dreams if I imagine myself as an animal I can become that...) ... and I imagined myself as a Rhino! But a gigantic one! I was so heavy, I stood my ground and I was heavy like a mountain, I didnt want the person to move me where they wanted to!!

The gigantic person however does not flinch a second, and still throws the lasso at me. They wanted me to move through the left door by force now! The lasso ties around my rhino horn for a few seconds but I moved my head around and it got lost. I become more confident and feel very sure of myself at that point, but it was not over. I was such a big Rhino, I knew that the gold rope/necklace could not catch my head, maybe only my horn. Suddenly the other throws the lasso again but... it gets wrapped in my mouth!!!!!!! The gold lasso gets in my mouth and got wrapped around my front top Rhino teeth. The sensation was so real, it hurt my gums and the pressure was feeling really bad. I then again start to move my head around trying to escape from the lasso although my mouth and teeth hurt, and I escape. I knew that it was over in a way, but not sure.

I woke up with the sensation on my teeth still.

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ilunatique
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posted May 29, 2022 04:24 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you AI
http://hotpot.ai/s/art-maker/8-cbpgfclXwMIYfyG

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Ayelet
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posted May 29, 2022 06:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Cool painting, and quite appropriate
Do you think this dream has also to do with you confronting your father? It seems this time he's more active toward you than in the other dream. Perhaps the dream reflects a new dynamic between you two?

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posted May 30, 2022 03:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi Ayelet,

Yes.. I wish I could paint my dreams but I am not a good artist. It's missing the beautiful gold lasso wrapped around the horn and the big dark figure holding it and trying to pulling through the door.

Do you think this dream has also to do with you confronting your father? It seems this time he's more active toward you than in the other dream. Perhaps the dream reflects a new dynamic between you two?

Perhaps, could be my father, but why again pushed through a door? He has not been active (as usual). He usually does not communicate to&with me because he expects me to initiate, to care about him, to think about him etc... its all about him and He only, then hurting me. Lord I was 4 years old and he was arguing with my mom asking her why I do not reach out to him - he only visited once per year if possible. I am done with this.

The new dynamic - not sure? I believe it could also be a new me? Like discovering my power and leaning into it. I have stood my ground before many times and I will not put up with this anymore.

It really helps me to post on this forum because replying to your thoughts makes me process the dream a lot more than I could on my own, thank you.

In two days I am sending the goodbye letter his way and I am not flinching a second.

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posted May 30, 2022 05:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It seems like you are discovering a new force within you. You're standing your ground and refusing to walk away in the face of hardship. The two doors are interesting in this sense. There could be a choice you're required to do, consciously or unconsciously, as to which way to choose - right or left. The left way is not right, and someone is pushing you to make the wrong choice. But, like in the hospital dream, you refuse to cooperate, and you do not surrender to bulliness. You do end up getting hurt this time, but it seems like it was worth it, and you managed to withstand the threats and the actual pain. This dream may indeed tell you how strong you've become, and encourages you to fear no obstacles in your way. You may look into which turning point in your life this dream is referring to.

And good job with your letter, I wish you the best ❤

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posted June 01, 2022 07:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I sent the long message today. Requested to not search for me ever again and closed all communication.

What happened? He sent me lots of money my way on my bank account!!! Is this the golden necklace, the only thing left that could tie onto me? Yes, gold is shiny and nice but no thank you. Sent it all back

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posted June 01, 2022 09:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm sorry you feel your father doesn't understand you. If only he tried showing regret in a more emotional way, really getting your hurt and apologizing from the heart, I bet you could have retracted your withdrawal from any contact with him. Sadly he acted in a way that's similar to the man in the dream, trying to tie you down with the gold. I'm sure he loves you in his heart, but he can't admit his errors, perhaps due to pride, so he tries keep you beside him the way he understands... missing the point.

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