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Topic: Nun on a coffin
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ilunatique
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posted June 22, 2022 01:06 PM
  
I am in my childhood house and I hear screaming from outside. Going outside, I see a huge coffin in the garden and on top of it was a body. I could see a black robe and a nun headband on it so I assumed that it was a nun that died. The coffin was very high and I could not see the entire body, face, so I figured out based on the clothing. There was also writing on a side of the coffin, it said "Mica Mare" -my language, it translates as "The small big". But there could be a secondary meaning because right now in my childhood house lives my aunt, and my family call her "Mica" because she was the smallest kid from her house. So in this case it could also be "Big Mica". People were swarming around not knowing what to do with it. I kept hearing - what do we do with it? what is this, who is this? The coffin was blocked. It made sense that the dead body would be inside the coffin but nobody could put the dead body inside. And nobody could properly reach the body from the top of the coffin because it was so high. Everyone dumbfounded, it was so unsettling. At a point, someone managed to climb to the coffin and raised the body so that the crowd can see. I saw it too. It was indeed a dead nun, with a very white face and very black hair. But the general consensus what that she was too big to handle, too big to do anything about it. But still everyone wanted to get rid of this and solve it. The person from the top of the coffin cut her neck, grabbed her head and decided to throw away the head somewhere. The dead nun was too big for the coffin maybe? Because she was not in it and nobody could put it inside, but then nobody wanted to dispose of the body in another way so we were stuck here. IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted June 22, 2022 11:32 PM
Is there anything innocent and pure, or related to childhood beliefs, you feel that have died? Or maybe something you kept for many years to yourself was finally "given away"? There seems to be unprocessed psychic information here, something somewhat scary, perhaps, that you wish to bury in your subconscious but that is too big for you to ignore. Cutting the nun's head might be symbolic to some loss of an aspect in your personality. Try to figure out what it is that you wish to put aside, yet is screaming for your attention.IP: Logged |
ilunatique
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posted June 24, 2022 04:47 PM
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Ayelet
So helpful and thought provoking, thank you I have thought about your message a lot, and I feel like it makes sense to me and points to something so clear for me, but in the same it is so unclear When I was young, I was very focused on others at the detriment of my own good. Like a Mother Teresa, but a really exaggerated one with no boundaries. I was just telling my partner that I am happy that I am channeling this desire to help others in my job right now, without harming me... could be losing that? Dead nun = sacrificial energy, and I want to put it away, but it is too big for me to ignore or bury? If it's dead, it's weird that I cannot bury it. I am just as confused IRL like I was in the dream  I have natal Mars, South Node, Neptune all together conjunct in 1st house and transit Pluto is right over that right now........... IP: Logged |
Ayelet
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posted June 26, 2022 06:33 PM
It seems like you were trying hard, in your past, far and maybe recent as well, to sacrifice the self for the sake of others. South node in the 1st house communicates such a need. Having Neptune and Mars there adds transcendental and warrior energies to this point, and can make for very wide boundaries if any, as you've mentioned. There is something both heroic and other worldly in this aspect. Your job now gives you a constructive outlet for this energy, and so it is less taking over your life. Pluto crossing this point is very much illuminated in this dream. The nun is sacrificial, and this is a transformation you're going through, which process might be symbolized as a death. I wonder if you have lived a past life as a nun yourself. A person who is both filled with strong, fighty spirit and is sacrificing herself totally. And maybe now you have transformed this energy to a new and renewed way of living, fitting better with these times and your current life, and this is the death of your past, the death of the old personality symbolized by the severed head, and by Pluto crossing the south node, which is about the past and past lives, and the 1st house, which is about your personality, and is classicaly connected with the sign of Aries, which rules the head. I would take this dream as a sign for the significant change you're going through.IP: Logged | |
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