posted October 29, 2022 06:53 AM            

I was watching the city from above, I was in the garden of a castle on a hill. A storm was approaching and I could see the dark clouds making their way on the sky. Citizens from the city below were walking faster than before, knowing that something is approaching. I saw my mother walking slower than the other people and I shouted at her to follow the others, but she didnt want to...

Because of the clouds, I go back into the castle and I enter a huge cold ballroom, empty and with only a long table in the middle of it with many people. I go back to the table and sit to eat, I was not sure why I was there. I wanted to understand why I was in the castle, but I could hear people around saying ”Soon, lets write the marriage contacts so that both parts can sign it.” I realize that I am going to marry the king of the city, but how did I get here???

There was no person that I could recognize, and they were all cold and distant. I felt just like a beautiful piece of meat ready to be owned through a contract by a king, so I can be a baby factory. I did not want to be a part of this! But I still wanted to understand and discuss, I could not even recognize the king from the table, I could not see him. I look around and finally see him, but he was a middle aged man, looking very beaten up and pained (I am 22yrs old). I move seats so that I can sit in front of him and talk to him, I say ”Hello, could you talk to me”... but he was completely ignoring me. Everyone was ignoring me.

The only person from the table that was looking at me and not ignoring my presence was a beautiful feminine young boy, with big eyes. I smiled and started a conversation with him
Me - ”Hello, is this man in front of me the king? Why does he not talk to me?”
Young boy - ”Yes, he is the king. I am his younger brother.”
He gets up and comes closer to my seat and tries to talk with the king but he still does not budge a bit. I look at the young boy and honestly, I really liked him, I was thinking in my mind that I would prefer to marry him even if I dont know him, because he was kind and felt for me. He was like a beautiful pixie (its weird, because currently I am attracted to more feminine guys, that are artistic etc, my current boyfriend is like this.)

I see that nothing works, so I want to escape this situation, the contract was laid on the table. I get up from the table and see a woman that did not seem to be from the Kings family and I approach her. I whisper
Me - ”Hello, can you please help me escape. I dont want to be here.”
Her - ”Yes, but dont stand still when you talk, move, or else the others will be suspicios”. (She starts walking and I do too) ”Follow me”

We exit the ballroom and she walks with me through enormous castle corridors. I was happy that I was getting away. But now we get to the end of the castle inside, and there is this huge stone room with an enormous dark abyss part. Like the stone was not built anymore at all, and you could fall from above from the top to the very bottom, but I could not see a bottom. And right on the wall facing this abyss, there was stained glass parts with astrological signs and planets.

So something like this was above and in front of me http://vitralier.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/10/87AED82F-075E-4F4B-A21C-22345F8F2EAC. jpeg
And something like this was below and in front of me http://i.ibb.co/ggGgfYs/Screenshot-1.png

Now, the woman says
Her - ”You see, your family is a whole breed of dirty cats, but more like rats. You thought that you could act like a breed of lions and join our family, but you are incapable. You will now face the consequences and die in this dark pit, under the signs in front of you (...there was Saturn on the wall, Sun, Leo, Gemini). We will not kill you, but you will die by your own - and that if you will be able to, because there will only be suffering. Go and die alone like a poisoned cat, slowly.

posted November 13, 2022 01:53 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
It could be both a past life memory and related to the present. The past and the present are seldom disconnected. Perhaps you feel the disconnection from your father as a form of death, and that is reminiscent of the past memory where your father might have also played a part. This time you get a glimpse of how things played out, while you get to stay alive, and yes, that will be transformative, since when something dies, something else is born. And while you're disconnected from your father right now, the future might be yet unseen. He might or might not change.

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Thank you so much for stopping here Ayelet.
“When something dies, something else is born.”… i love this.