Posts: 714
From: USA
Registered: Nov 2001

posted October 09, 2003 01:34 PM         

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Written after a particularly horrid Chem class.... must be that Moon conjuncting my ascendant this morning
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10/09/03

I Hate feeling stupid.
I Hate being in the dark.
What can I do to learn this blur,
of equations in abstract?
Everyone around me
is so prefectly in the clear
I wanna scream out, let go the tears
but they'd think my frustration
a total waste of time!

If I angrily slammed my fist down
Demanded he slow the lesson down
The rest of those around me
would laugh at my lack of understanding
Insensitive selfish idiots
I wish I could just melt away
I have other skills that boost my sanity
instead of always tearing it down

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-K
"Most people love with restraint
As if they were someday to hate
We hated gently, carefully
As if we were someday to love"-Venus Trines at Midnight

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Posts: 3280
From: San Francisco, CA, United States
Registered: Feb 2002

posted October 09, 2003 08:54 PM         

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Wow, total Aries energy right there!

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Posts: 16464
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000

posted October 27, 2003 01:30 PM         

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"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark

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