posted May 14, 2004 02:23 PM         

Do you remember
How your brother almost drowned?
Only one year old and your mother nowhere to be found.
I still remember.

Can you remember
All the times you looked into your sister's eyes as they raped her
Screaming "why oh why" 'til your tears ran dry?
Until my conscience bleeds
I do remember.

I don't forgive you
Because everything you did was unforgivable
And I'm still living with the pain
I won't forgive you
Until the scars you gave to me
Have followed you into your grave
And since the hurt won't go away
I don't forgive you.

Do you remember
When they locked you in a closet
Then screamed at you for adjusting to the calm?
Yes, I remember.

Do you remember
How she sent you away with a stranger
When your only crimes were love and loyalty?
How I still remember.

I don't forgive you
Because the things you did to me are unforgivable
And now I'm throwing you away
I won't forgive you
Until you dig a hole and jump into
A very early grave
And still this rage won't go away
So I don't forgive you.