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NosiS
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posted April 05, 2005 01:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Week 2 (Week 1 started on Easter Sunday)

Out in the sense-world's glory
The power of thought gives up its separate being,
And spirit worlds discover
Again their human offspring,
Who germinates in them
But in itself must find
The fruit of soul.

-Rudolf Steiner, translated by Ruth and Hans Pusch

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posted April 05, 2005 08:22 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I love reading Steiners poetry!

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posted April 06, 2005 10:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Please post more when you can!

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posted April 07, 2005 01:54 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Actually, this book I have, called Calendar of the Soul, has all these verses by Steiner and it's basically an exercise that is to be done every week. Each week out of the year is focused with a certain verse and one is to meditate on its relevance. I was thinking it would be a good idea to post each verse in this forum on every Sunday to share it with others. Maybe we can surmount to some dapper discussions...

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posted April 07, 2005 02:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
YesS YesS, please do!-

I'm hoping what you're hoping too

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posted April 08, 2005 03:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
"The power of thought gives up its separate being..."

I am not exactly sure as to what this means, but I can only guess that it speaks of our thoughts being at one with everything, and not just exclusive to our Mind, when we are in the glory of the world of senses.

It seems that this poem speaks of the intimate link between Mind and Soul. As a rough interpretation, I think it speaks of the at-one-ment of the mind, or "the power of thought", that is found in the glory of our senses. Our thoughts are connected to the experience of stimulus through are senses. When we are happy, it is because of some sensation we are having through one or more of our senses. Even if it is a memory, it is still a recollection of an experience through one or more of the five senses.
So, if we keep going, the poem seems to tell us that through our senses we may achieve an at-one-ment of our thoughts. Let's think about this. If our Mind directed all thought to the interpretation of the sensory stimulii around our immediate environment, then we would be at one within our own being. Imagine absorbing everything around you: the computer screen along with all the organized clutter on your desk with your eyes, the scent of your abode (a mixture of your own scent with others that live with you and the smell of paper or parfume making a collage of aromas), the feel of the carpet or your footwear on your bare feet, the clothes on your body, and the plastic of the keyboard on your fingertips, the taste of the brisk air in your mouth that accentuates its odor, and the sounds of your computer's buzzing, key's typing, people talking, television bursting, birds chirping, phone ringing...ok, so my house is usually pretty busy but the point is made. I would go as far as to say that this is what it's like to live in the Eternal Now. All sensory stimulii is directly interpreted by the brain/Mind and thought is immediately connected to it, not separate from it.
Steiner relates in the poem that "spirit worlds discover again their human offspring" when "the power of thought" has achieved at-one-ment. In essence, we are connected to these "spirit worlds" that we flourish in, yet in ours-elves we "must find the fruit of Soul."
I could keep going, but I'm out of time...

Peace Profound

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posted April 09, 2005 04:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Last year I built a prayer on the same week I read this Steiner poem:

To my Higher S-elf,
My angelic refraction,
In Your cleansing grace
I sanctify my thinking in unification.

Walk in me the virid child-
Aligned with widest wisdom-
And lull the fiercely caging savage
Waxing in destruction.
Still the stifling echoes
That streak about the gaps within
And stem from feats of failure.
Incandesce this dappled depth,
Incessantly, with binding Love and Light
That bends upon Your beckoning.

Upon the limitless branches
Of my potent dreams and potential,
Find in me the fragile fruit
blooming on the Tree of Life.

Thank You. Amen.

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posted April 10, 2005 08:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Third Week.

Thus to the World-All speaks,
In self-forgetfulness
And mindful of its primal state,
The growing human I:
In you, if I can free myself
From fetters of my selfhood,
I fathom my essential being.

-Rudolf Steiner (translated by Ruth and Hans Pusch)

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posted April 11, 2005 02:27 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

And I love your poem too

I want to get back to this later: "The power of thought gives up its separate being..."

It's a total synchronicity your posted that line...
It's helped me find an answer...I'll explain later...
Im at work at the moment.

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posted April 11, 2005 10:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Looking forward to it, SunChild.

I don't have enough time at the moment either, but I must remark on the second and third lines in this poem. It's almost pardoxical isn't it? "In self-forgetfulness / And mindful of its primal state..."

Even as a translation, Steiner's musings contain such an intensity in dimension of the higher worlds.

Be back soon.

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posted April 13, 2005 01:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Preface to the Second Edition of Calendar of the Soul:
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The course of the year has its own life. With this life the human soul can unfold a feeling-unison. If the soul opens itself to the influences that speak so variously to it week by week, it will find the right perception of itself. Thereby the soul will feel forces growing within that will strengthen it. It will observe that such inward forces want to be awakened - awakened by the soul's ability to partake in the meaningful course of the world as it comes to life in the rhythms of time. Thereby the soul becomes aware of the delicate, yet vital threads that exist between itself and the world into which it has been born.
In this calendar a verse is inscribed for each week. This will enable the soul to participate actively in the progressing life of the year as it unfolds from week to week. Each verse should resound in the soul as it unites with the life of the year. A healthy feeling of "at one-ness" with the course of Nature, and from this a vigorous "finding of oneself" is here intended, in the belief that, for the soul, a feeling-unison with the world's course as unfolded in these verses is something for which the soul longs when it rightly understands itself.
-Rudolf Steiner

In this week's pOem, Steiner mentions "the growing human I". For those of you who have read any other works by Steiner, you might be familiar with the Ninefold Constitution of the Human Being. I came across this concept specifically in a book of his called Rosicrucian Wisdom. For a quick description it should suffice to say that it is an unfolding of our entire composition (i.e. our physical body, etheric body, astral or soul body, etc.) and that it is made up of nine parts. The highest and loftiest of those parts is called Spirit-man (or Spirit-woman in the case of females...we'll give the translator the benefit of the doubt and say he was probably under the pressure of a deadline). I took this concept of the Spirit-man or Spirit-woman to be the same as the concept of the Higher Angel of the Self, the "I" in women and the "O" in men from Linda's teachings, after conferring with a good friend of mine. It is this same concept which I believe Steiner is referring to in the line "The growing human I".
This pOem makes me think of the many facets of myS-elf that I do not fully understand. How do I know who I am? What defines ME? Is it my family, my friends, where I was born, what I read, what I eat, what I believe, or my actions? Is it a combination of these things? What makes us US? Then I think of how the identity I identify with now is only a subterfuge and not my true Spirit S-elf. There are many experiences I have undergone and actions I have taken that do not represent my true Spirit form, but I am allowed this through free will. Some of the things we identify with are even given a negative connotation as the word "fetters" is used in the sixth line of the pOem. Then again, this "selfhood" that restricts us may very well direct us towards the path of revelation. A growing-knowing of the Higher S-elf. The "World-All" from the first line I interpret as the rhythm of the world we live in in-unison with the whole uni-verse that was mentioned in the preface, "an 'at one-ness' with the course of Nature". The poem seems to reveal that we may reach our Higher S-elf when we are in tune to this rhythm and that a product of this attunement is the release of our earthly identity, or at least a loosening of the strong grip we handle it with as to be open-minded enough to grow through our learning (an eternal process,btw).
Any thoughts anyone?

Peace Profound

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posted April 16, 2005 03:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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...In you, if I can free myself
From fetters of my selfhood,
I fathom my essential being. (from the pOem a few posts above)

Glory be to the majestic music of the heavens!!!

As I was driving in my car yesterday, I received a most luminous revelation about the last three lines of this week's Steiner pOem. As I've kept repeating the pOem to myS-elf this past week, I kept getting a minor visual as I reached the last three lines. This visual was of a body of water upon which there was a boat and I kept getting the implication that there was fishing being done, though I didn't see any fish being caught or hurt. This wasn't really a vision, for I've experienced on rare occasions much stronger vibrations that might be called thus. It was more of a subtle daydream that I now know was due to the alliteration of these last three lines. If you'll notice from those lines, you will hear that the most prominent letter in them is "f". The ones that stand out the most are "free", "fetters", and "fathom" though they are not alone. I think this little visual that kept coming to me had its origin with the word "fathom" as it is a word used to measure depth in a body of water. As I kept this thought throughout the week, I later connected it with the word "fetters" originally interpreting it as a restrictive chain or bonding. Then, once I visualized the "fetters" as a thin string in the likeness of a fishing line the revelation hit me like a current of electricity.
Now, where I am going with this has to do with what I've written about previously: our search for our true S-elves in relation to the identity we find or build from our own lessons in life and our environment. I use the words "in relation to" purposefully for there is a most definite and calculable intricacy between our true angelic Spirit and the ego on this present earth, in the way that a spider and a butterfly might meet upon the spider's web. The visual I received from these lines also allowed me to think of the term "fishers of men" as used in regards to Jesus Christ and his disciples. Immediately after I came to the stunning clarification that we must all be "fishers of S-elf". How exactly may we do this? I suppose that it is up to each and every one of us to find a path suitable enough for our own needs, but the pOem does shed a little light that may help us gauge our current state...
If we attune ourS-elves to the "oneness" of the world around us (what I've interpreted the "World-All" to be), and free ourS-elves from the restrictions of our "selfhood", then we may truly become who we really are in Spirit. Subconsciously, I feel that upon reading those last three lines one immediately registers the word "selfhood" with a negative connotation. Yet, as I've meditated and focused on this pOem I have taken myS-elf to the depths of my learnings and reasoning until I no longer saw the word "selfhood" as something to keep away from. Yes, it may be defined as a notation of self-centeredness, but that is only one of its definitions (and even self-centeredness may be a positive thing given the proper conditions). The comprehension of "selfhood" as a restricting idea compelled me to focus on that as a totality. As I kept concentrating on this poem over and over again, it was as if my brain was dilating in its attempt to connect the concept of the Higher S-elf to the s-elf-centeredness of selfhood and the ego instead of maintaining a separation of the two. Once I was able to grip this idea sufficiently, I then understood that I was not accurately interpreting the word "free" as well. My mind maintained the concept of freeing myS-elf from the lower state of selfhood as staying away from it at a distance. Distance, though, does not define freedom. If a hand opened the latch of a bird's cage and the bird flew away into the world, is the bird truly free because of it's distance from the cage or did the bird's cage just get bigger? What defines freedom then? To this I may not consciously have the answer, but thinking of this resounds a quote in me. "The truth shall set you free." As I think of the lines "In you, if I can free myself / From fetters of my selfhood...", I see it ever more clearly. If we understand the passions and desires that we maintain with our egos and see the macrocosm of the Uni-verse and all things one, then our passions and desires will not be put out but burn ever brighter until its luminosity reaches Heaven and our Spirit. Then, we can understand WHY we identify WHAT we identify with on this realm by loosening that primal hold we have on it enough to expand our freedom of it. Instead of being so highly inclined to think, feel, or act in one way we may open the possibilities towards different kinds of thinking, feeling and doing.

Peace Profound to All!

P.S. Randall, I don't know if I'm breaking any regulations on the forum by being the only one keeping my own thread alive. I apologize if this is against any rules. My persistence in posting is in the hopes of others replying here so that a spiraling of ideas may ensue, but unfortunately I have not received any replies other than SunChild's. If this is an issue and you would like me to find another way of posting this topic, please let me know. If not I warn everyone: I can go on FOREVER.

Peace In and Peace Out, ya'll

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posted April 17, 2005 03:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
4. Fourth Week

I sense a kindred nature to my own:
Thus speaks perceptive feeling
As in the sun-illumined world
It merges with the floods of light;
To thinking's clarity
My feeling would give warmth
And firmly bind as one
The human being and the world.

-Rudolf Steiner (translated by Ruth and Hans Pusch)

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posted April 17, 2005 09:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thankyou...

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posted April 18, 2005 03:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey Sunchild!
You didn't explain the synchronicity of "the power of thought gives up its separate being" and how it helped you find an answer...You left me dangling!

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posted April 19, 2005 12:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for SunChild     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hehe sorry I do that all the time- I forgot to come into this forum last night- but I may pop in tonight!
It's not a awesome story- just a little coinkidink!

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posted April 19, 2005 01:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Great! I like little coinkidinks. My moon is in Virgo, like 26taurus, and I like contemplating and breaking things down to its smallest particle...

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posted April 19, 2005 06:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I find the most wondrous pair of words in this verse to be "perceptive feeling". It ignites a thought pattern that I would find to be highly relevant to the third eye and, once again, the meeting of the Mind with the Soul. Conventionally speaking, a feeling is something felt anywhere in the body, whether it is a scratch felt on the tip of the toe or a deep emotion felt at the core of the heart or stomach. So what does this adjective in front of the word "feeling" evince? Looking up the word "perceptive" in my handy dictionary, I read that the word is relative to the perceptive faculties and also refers to a capability of discernment, or keen insight and judgement. The first senses that I can immediately associate "perceptive feeling" with are the senses of touch and taste. We can perceive an object by touching it or taste food by putting it on the tongue, through which we get a feeling that travels through our nerves and is interpreted by our Mind via our brain. But what of sight, sound and smell. I find, at least for myS-elf, that I do not often relate these senses with "feeling". That term tends to be dominated by the senses of touch and taste. And yet, it is often that we see something that may arouse us or hear a song that uplifts us or smell the rising scent of incense that puts us in a peaceful, serene state. It is a solid Truth that our perceptive faculties are part of a formula that results in a mental interpretation and "feeling" or emotion as quotients. Depending on our own personal inclinations we tend to give more weight either to the mental organization and interpretation of sensory stimulii or to the creative, sensitive, and intuitive feelings and emotions that are received through them.
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"the Supra Conscious Soul
causes all feminine Souls of both men and women
to possess the qualities of gentleness . . perception
sensitivity and intuition . . intellect . . creativity

while the Universal Mind causes all
masculine Minds of both men and women
to possess the qualities of intelligence . . invention
organization and reasoning . . courage and endurance" (Heathcliffe to Linda in Gooberz)


As this unfolds, I understand "perceptive feeling" more clearly.

All of a sudden I am reminded of some thoughts I felt a few weeks back. I was thinking about the way light works upon matter and how we have shed such limiting knowledge from it, scientifically speaking of course. We know that light spreads into a spectrum of colors and that our eyes perceive the color that is reflected by each object in our environment. If we only see the colors that objects reflect, though, then what of the rest of the light that comes into contact with these objects? The concept of it being absorbed by matter has been accepted, but if this is true then to what purpose? Perhaps, once again, Steiner's pOem offers some insight...

This "perceptive feeling" is personified in the verse and is given a voice. It speaks, "I sense a kindred nature to my own" as it is bathed and "merges with the floods of light". The image I get here is not limited to the feeling merging with the direct light emitted by the sun, but how all matter reacts to the sun's light and is made visible to us through physiological processes. This "perceptive feeling" "merges with the floods of light" "in the sun-illumined world". The outpour of light from all the matter that surrounds us is so extensive that this pOem refers to it as "floods"! How peculiar that the Nazarene's words have just entered my mind! "I tell you the truth, no one can enter the Kingdom of God unless he is born again . . of water and the spirit." For some reason I have a strong feeling to stop right now. Surely, though, I will continue later.
Peace Profound!

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posted April 21, 2005 06:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Eleanore     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Just wanted to let you know I found this thread and am working my way through it. Trying to keep my energies up now but you know I love Steiner.
You have grown so much!

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Thanks for coming by, Eleanore! It means A LOT to me. Perhaps we can further deepen our knowledge through the focus of these pOems, a concept that is hard to imagine knowing the already established kinship between us.

Peace Profound!

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posted April 25, 2005 05:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
5. Fifth Week

Within the light that out of spirit depths
Weaves germinating power into space
And manifests the gods' creative work:
Within its shine, the soul's true being
Is widened into worldwide life
And resurrected
From narrow selfhood's inner power.

- Rudolf Steiner (translated by Ruth and Hans Pusch)

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posted May 03, 2005 02:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for NosiS     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
6. Sixth Week
There has arisen from its narrow limits
My self and finds itself
As revelation of all worlds
Within the sway of time and space;
The world, as archetype divine,
Displays to me at every turn
The truth of my own likeness.

-Rudolf Steiner (translated by Ruth and Hans Pusch)

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Keep them coming, Nosis. (the 6th is a particular favorite)
Even a little spark of Light, in an otherwise dark room, is both a welcome and a Blessed thing.

"In quella parte del libro de la mia memoria dinanzi a la quale poco si potrebbe leggere, si trova una rubrica la quale dice: Incipit vita nova."

-Dante

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