Posts: 132
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted June 16, 2005 10:34 PM         

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Did you know I blame myself for your pain?
Did you know I blame myself for all this?
OH how do I tell you I hate myself so much for causing this??
If I hadn't asked for time alone w/ you, you would have never let her go.
And all the tears I cry do me no good.
And all the phone calls serve no purpose.
Then you hung up on me today..without saying hi even.
I cried so hard.
All I want is for you to know that you don't have to go through this alone but I can't tell you because you dont' need that kind of pressure.
I don't know what else to do.
I cried when I finally got you to speak to me.
Talk you did not...not 5 words came from your mouth....and I told you I was ****** .
What did I get? "OK"
Baby listen to my silent screams as they dance in my head please...see how hard I am trying to hang on to you.
You are killing yourself and don't even realize it.
If I could just hold you one more time before you go, if I could just finally for the first time tell you that I love you, If ifififififif...
if...so what?
But you won't let me near.
Monosyllabic is how you are.
Scary thought.
For one who never ran out of words for me.
For one who never forgot to look me in the eye.
Now you can seem to look up at all.
And it is killing me.

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 1192
From: Stafford, VA USA
Registered: Feb 2005

posted June 17, 2005 09:48 AM         

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Posts: 310
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005

posted June 17, 2005 10:45 AM         

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*oh*

I felt that.

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