Posts: 176
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted August 21, 2005 01:39 AM         

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Its all I get when I go for it.
A "leave your name and number after the tone" and then....the tone damnit.
Bend over, touch my toes,
dial the number then here we go.
All over again, I waste my air
answer it or don't, I don't care.
I just wanted to say hi,
let you know you're still my sky.
Careful, I'm easily amused
and chances are I laughed cos its overused.
I sing and play air guitar
while I listen for the message to start.
Over and over again,
its all the same.
One, two, three...
hello, its just me...
Do you listen to it?
or delete it straight?
I'd kill all the birds with one stone
if I'd just weren't so scared of that tone.
Tell you I love you, miss you and care
but damnit to hell, I don't dare.
PICK UP THE PHONE, is all I want to say
but all I do is mumble at the end of the day.
I twirl the cord, hit the number, hang up
redial, twirl some more, give up.
You definately should have kept the operator,
your voice is back to square one all over.
What to say, What to say...
HI darling, how was your day?
got something to ask you if I may...
do you think I should find out another way?
I am here...I am always here...
and 11 more days and you'll be near.
Much closer than I think I want to take,
it'll be hard to make the calls I need to make.
Say something, answer the phone, let me know
just give me something to show.
Five more seconds and there is the beep
what do you know,you're a creep.
I guess all I have left to say is
I love you babes, but I can't live like this.

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love is not love which alters when it alteration finds, or bends with the remover to remove.
William Shakespeare

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Posts: 505
From: piopolis, quebec canada
Registered: Jul 2005

posted August 23, 2005 10:44 PM         

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Leo on Fire,
I can hear your heart's desire, so go for it, you are on Fire.
Are you a musician?

cuz, that sure had a beat for me.

Love and Light

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Posts: 1299
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005

posted August 23, 2005 10:49 PM         

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Honey babes, you are awesome and you know what?
YOU NEED to go out.
Hold everything else, go get in a nice hot long bath, make youself feel beautiful, arrange a meeting with a good friend, or someone you'd like to be a good friend, and stay away from the phone.
I can feel the tension here. You need to disconnect. Literally.

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Posts: 505
From: piopolis, quebec canada
Registered: Jul 2005

posted August 24, 2005 01:10 AM         

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When I said, go for it, I mean, go with your feelings. Don't do anything crazy, now.

You are very young, with so much, to share. You are very talented. And the Angels are here.
I love all the sharing you are doing.

Love and Light

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