Posts: 218
From: Heiskell, TN 37754
Registered: Dec 2004

posted November 17, 2005 07:51 PM         

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I look at you today and all I see
are the pieces of me on the ground,
fading from the sun, too much rain, and the bitter cold.
And it still makes my cry to say goodbye.
We were okay for a while, making it seem like nothing was wrong.
Then I dreamed and I hated where it took me.
I can't see the stars tonight, I feel so lost now.
I cross my heart and say with a sigh
why in the hell did I fall for this guy?
Sometimes I'd rather have never met you, then maybe it wouldn't hurt so bad, and I wouldn't lose me, but then I remember everything and it makes me cry.
I couldn't do it, I'd have lived in oblivion if I had never known.
I'm someone different now, whether good or bad I don't know but I'm different that's got to be something.
I can't smile like I used to, I prefer to be alone, and I always take the safe road now, but that comes with life I think.
I remember crossing my heart one night while you slept beside me, thinking I would love you forever and it's true, I do.
But that doesn't mean I want it anymore.
'Cause I don't have you anymore.
The smells, the conversations, the laughter, the everything hits me hard sometimes but now I know.
My life changed with you.
I don't want that old me back, but I don't like this new me that came in when the old new me left.
But right now, I'm crossing my heart and I'm saying
I'll make it through, all the days of looking at you, all the times I just can't hold up anymore, I'll make it through it all.

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Live your life without regret, don't be someone they forget. Your heart is not yours to keep, it's yours to give...

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From: Oz
Registered: Jan 2004

posted November 17, 2005 08:02 PM         

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From: Tn. USA
Registered: Apr 2004

posted November 17, 2005 08:52 PM         

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Leo, very expressive.

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From: the stars
Registered: Jun 2004

posted November 18, 2005 01:56 AM         

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