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sunshine_lion
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From: ann arbor mi
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posted February 18, 2009 10:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunshine_lion     Edit/Delete Message
raining on the inside
my heart swells with the forming clouds that stop somewhere in my throat
see the rain must stay inside
i can't disappoint you with my dark clouds
it is not what you want to see
and i try so hard not to disappoint
such a good girl
always doing the right thing
knowing the lonliness of the rain
dripping on the inside walls
of the heart that is unknowable untouchable and pehaps unlovable
i can't live your dream anymore
i can not give to you what i do not have
my eyes betray me, just like i betray myself
so i may not look at you, i must hide the
rain
the last thing anyone wants is a sunshine girl with pain
and in the solitude of this cleansing process
find myself clean again
if indeed I don't drown
because today on the inside
the rain is just pouring down


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sunshine_lion
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posted February 18, 2009 11:09 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunshine_lion     Edit/Delete Message

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Pearlty
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posted February 18, 2009 01:34 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Pearlty     Edit/Delete Message
Sending you good thoughts..

Even sad..I do like your words and emotion.

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sunshine_lion
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posted February 18, 2009 01:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sunshine_lion     Edit/Delete Message
thanks jen, i am uber sensitive to you and your writings too. you are a beautiful soul.

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