Posts: 4748
From: Calm Blue Ocean, Calm Blue Ocean
Registered: Jun 2003

posted March 04, 2009 05:30 PM         

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I stand here broken,
I am a ghost,
a shadow,
I need you to make me feel small,
it made me feel alive.

I liked standing next to a volcano,
I enjoyed the fumes,
they fed me.

Now I am nothing,
a shred of cloth,
a whisper,
you are a ghost haunting me,
and I am a ghost in a waking nightmare.

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From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005

posted March 04, 2009 06:43 PM         

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I don't know what to say, but felt like acknowledging you anyway.

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From: Calm Blue Ocean, Calm Blue Ocean
Registered: Jun 2003

posted March 04, 2009 07:24 PM         

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Thanks AG, you've always been a good virtual friend.

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From: UK
Registered: Jul 2005

posted March 05, 2009 07:15 AM         

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I can empathize, BR....my bro

I find music helps

Music is my meditation
music is my medication

I somehow feel more alive in music, revived....certain types of harmonious music has crystalizing effects on water....it makes senses...we're 70% water....I now feel glad I was hurt because it has finally given me the push I needed to teach myself to play the guitar.

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From: Pleasanton, CA, USA
Registered: May 2005

posted March 05, 2009 12:37 PM         

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Any time, Blue. I'm a big fan of yours.

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From: 11/6/78 11:38am Boston, MA
Registered: Aug 2004

posted March 05, 2009 01:41 PM         

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From: Blue Star Kachina
Registered: Mar 2002

posted March 30, 2009 09:04 AM         

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missing you brother blue !

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What we do for ourselves dies with us. What we do for others and the world is immortal"~

- George Eliot

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From: UK
Registered: Jul 2005

posted March 31, 2009 07:15 PM         

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Maybe actual emotions are illusions....

Do we have to look for love....or are we love?

Is home outside us or inside us?

??

Trying to figure it all out here.....

Love you, Blue

We're all in this together

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