posted January 30, 2014 03:29 AM            

Just stopped by YELLOWWAX to say Hello... I have not read anything yet, and won't be for maybe a few more days.... Haven't been here in WEEKS!?... since the 11th, I think. Much 'catching up' to do in readings here.

Been going through a lot, like most here. My life has such 'immediate' stress-- like living on the edges of emergencies, not knowing from one day or group of hours to the next.... My Heart has NOT forgotten or ignored you... please? Time, just not managing it well enough... gets away.

Also lots of emotional processing inside.... Sometimes got to take a little Hermit-time AND multi-task responsibilities. When I can't have time at the computer, I'm doing chores, or have nose in a book studying. Lately, I force myself to have nothing to do for at least 20 to 40 minutes. Just be alone, with nothing. (Then there's usually something that comes up to demand my time that I've got to concentrate and get done.

(It's a financial review/recertifications time for me... Went as far as I could. Waiting on documents now.)

I did some major posting pieces in a couple other forums that I had neglected for an even longer while....

I usually look quickly for birthdays at LLC2.0 then head for YellowWax for your latest poems... but I've had a detour-energy working itself out.

Pearlty!? Would you please consider adding your Gemini date to our birth data Calendar there? It's Hera's database for Knowflakes/ Newflakes....in LLC-2.0 We gotta rally and ramp-up the list for Gemmy Creatives there?

BTW, congrats on Modship here-- great choice! You're fabulous! sooo knowledgeable and caring.

Sorry for this sloppy posting. Just knew I had to say HELLO to you before another day goes by.... and I miss participating in this section.

Hope you are staying warm! Take very good care of you----

BOTH of you -- Hello Faith !

posted January 30, 2014 10:34 AM            

Big hugs to you too! Thanks for stopping in to say hello. I was hoping all was okay, and I was going to put a shout out to you- yet I didn't want to appear a worry wart!

I absolutely understand time fluctuations- so no worries! Sometimes I have a little down time like now. My end of the year book keeping is done- we run a small yet growing business from home and thanks to a great accounting program it made it much easier. However; there are other times I put too many irons in the fire and don't know if I'm coming or going.

I resonate with having hermit time it's so important. I actually meditated yesterday and plan, to do so more often. I'm sure as you know those Gemmie thoughts can feel like rapid fire- and have to be quieted down sometimes.

I also wanted to tell you, because I thought of you while I was there, and the emphasis you put on guiding me towards Astrology. I attended an Astrology seminar recently close to home-at a Holistic Fair. I thoroughly enjoyed it-took lots of notes. I liked the personable way of learning and being with a group of local like-minded folks. I was sitting there and all of sudden the sun came through from these top windows, and illumined my face to the point I was blinded and couldn't see the speaker. It just rested upon me solely for awhile, and I thought it was a perfect insignia.
*ETA.. I also ordered Gooberz and Relationship Signs <~~(gosh knows I can always use help in that department) I had previously borrowed those books on occasion from the library, but I thought it was high time I should have my own copies.

I will certainly put my Birthday in the data base- I just never really thought about it until you mentioned it.

And thanks about the Modship- It was nice Randall considered and selected me, although I think the two already here- do just fine. I will continue to check in and stay involved though. I am open to any questions on poetry or writing- or the infamous writer's block, I've had to lift myself out of a few times. It's all about freedom of expression and accepting one's gifts "as is" with no constrains.

Take care as well-
It was lovely hearing from you.

posted February 01, 2014 02:09 AM            

The Radiance of that SUN illuminating your face like that??? My lord, what a mystical sign and experience!.... I am nonplussed happy for you!

Thanks for your thoughts towards me.... I think of you often, also. (sorry I made you worry,... *I* worry about me too! haha...

I used a birthtown of clevelandheights for your chart... If that is not correct please let me know? Places can shift the MC (10th House, Midheaven) a few degrees... Can make a difference for the "timing" of events in a person's chart & life. You have transit of Neptune up in that area right now...

I've generally pulled back a bit at really scouring a chart that I don't have full info on... But I'm still learning off of yours, and would love to know the actual birthplace on your certificate? You already gave me time, and I caught the year by the positions of your planets. Now I just want to tweak the cusp lines for you.... The MC is very important. I 'guessed' two places (Cleveland, clevelandheights, and it shifts your MC. That's an important place right now for you, with the transit of Neptune.

I don't have your chart in front of me right now, but "publishing" has been getting a boost for you.... Depending on how the cusps divide. (oh just let me stay quiet... I like to get as much accuracy as possible, because life is foggy as it is!) You have some really cool things about your chart. Saturn where it is on your ascendant in 12th is special.... as WELL as other parts of your chart.... (oh, I just can't seem to stay quiet~~~ chat, chat, chat!)

I've been bursting with new understandings right now... I want to sail this wind as far and as long as possible. Things pass. Chances move on... Can see things come and go... and Hindsight can be a heavy SAD teacher. Lots of grief, and joys in my past... Just gotta keep moving forward as much as possible. Every step, every encounter, every experience... It all counts.

The transits during your illuminating experience should be a Chart of its own... Keep a Log... record the day/date/TIME/place that important things happen. (A few years from now you'll be so glad you did.) If you've 'dated' your poetry? then even "these" will reveal 'transits' that were happening to your chart, back then, and give you even MORE insights.

This was a "Majestical" experience for you indeed!.... Wow... I'm still amazed right now. So so happy for you.

Astrology and the universal consciousness are my thrill... Pearlty, YOUR POETRY really does "help" people.... I am sitting on dynamite at the 'thought' of you finding a possible new enhancing field of interest in Astrology.

The unfolding that comes is mystical in itself. And with the way 'you' are able to suspend, and thread words through the imaginary-eye's needle... ? It is evident that you're a match for the wonders that this field of study can bring... You may reap MUCH reward... Takes time, but when the aha moments come, you'll whet a voracious appetite for it.... (warned you *big grin*)

Linda Goodman writes like a total Dream~~ So much feeling,... like raw eggwhite, so full filled with wonder. She had a connection to the universe...the mysterious. So much rhapsody... I really "feel" the tragedy of her losses and her loves.... She has a way of being and getting "so personal" and so intimate. I'm talking about her 'as a person' right now, aside from the astrology. It was about "essence"...

People just have to be NUMB in their soul not to 'get' her. I am aware that there was some 'criticism' of her-- but these people couldn't be coming from a place or level of comprehension. They spoke from their own level... How could they prove a validity they'd not experienced for themselves?

I have hurts in my soul that 'resonate' to hers... I have experienced and 'been' near realms like hers, in a different parallel way... And maybe many of our Poets and writers here at LL say the same.

Anyway, I've been typing and editing, typing and editing here for hours now (literally). So much I'd love to tell.

Thank you... Thanks for your care.

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ADDED Feb 4, 9:33pm -- I have read your next two posts below. I want you to know how much I TREASURE YOUR comments below... Read them over and over. How Kind you are!

Pearlty, I'm so glad to have the right info. It DID shift your chart -- sometimes a 'little' shift can be an awful BIG space... especially looking at progressions. I dug into it the other day. Yes, that puts recent event you had right 'on time"... setting up my Basics now. Thank you for letting me STUDY and learn astrology off your chart!

I didn't want to 'interrupt' your Majestic Species... (I see you added another poem below).

Just THANKS! I will enjoy reading your poems with added insight into your world.

I consider it completely DEEP privilege, thanks again!

posted February 01, 2014 01:48 PM            

So beautiful all the insights you've given! I humbly from the heart say Thank you!

In answer to your question, Cleveland Heights is a suburb of Cleveland. I was born in the city of Cleveland. I would imagine that does make a difference as to precise calculations.

Also shamefully no I didn't pay attention to dates and such when I took the step to publish. I crept at everything and still do very slowly though. I use to post here and had various poetry/journal blogs in the past and again even with that I tip toed lightly. I've also down played myself on purpose at times, as not to be "too much" which I've finally took the initiative not to do that anymore, and made it a mission to be true to myself. It makes life so much more joyful and content. I've had people come find me out of the blue and read and enjoy my poetry out there in cyber world, they've stayed with me for years now, it's not only touching it's astounding. Unfortunately with some their health isn't the greatest. When I have received letters that they were hooked up to that machine or this machine getting another health procedure done- and they tell me they were reading my poems, and how much it served as an escape and helped. My soul just kind of collapses from awe, and I want to run to the woods and cry.(in a good way)

When I first started out- (poetry)I took a look around clueless of etiquette, for instance what is too much to share about yourself? Online-especially people edit themselves-their work so much or hold back so much, and then one day it came to me how very vain that is. I knew I didn't want to leave that impression on anyone- ie; That I'm too important-so I must build a Fort Knox around me.

It feels wonderful to blend with others rather to be on the defensive coveted side of life. You also will have others like you genuinely for you, all of you, not just for the snippets we sparingly give away. That is something valuable I've learned on the journey. Being carefree, open minded, and friendly only backfired on me a couple times, yet not enough to put me or keep me in a cloistered position woefully stifling communication, which is as important as the air we breathe to us Mercury influenced individuals.

You're welcome for the care! I think that is the core of love, friendships, family, and life, without care naturally doing it's thing the world would feel awfully cold and sterile.

Hope you have a most relaxing weekend- and thanks again for all the wonderful insights.

posted February 01, 2014 03:39 PM            

And what you wrote on Linda. I thought to myself upon reading- what a stunningly beautiful, and true depiction.

As some afterthoughts to add and back to the Astrology...

To touch on a subject or two for now. There are some specifics that seem to be emphasized and play out more than others and have been the front runners lately.

Saturn of course a biggie- I felt that heavy thumb on me for a long time, yet it served and is still serving that slow directive course of having one right where they're suppose to be, and when I think I know what's better and try to change that course I'm swiftly put back on. However, the last few years have been about reaping some of the benefits of staying true as well. I get these "breaks" I guess you could say, where I have breaths of fresh air, clarity, and being company to just myself is a pleasure. It's wonderful to have hung in there and have that energy lifted sometimes, showing it all was worth it.

My moon, Scorpio. I feel that the most in the area of love. I never cared for what many say in articles or books, they make it sound like we are these dark enterprising people walking the earth. I happen to think our feelings are endless- like a well that never runs dry. I'm grateful I can pour them out in poetry, but not everyone can find a place to pour- so perhaps they suffer until they can find that outlet or a person to "feel" safe with as you're not giving them the tip of an iceberg you're giving them the Himalayas to have in it's entirety. That's a lot to place in another's heart/hands and trust them with, however- I'm proof it can be done and I'm so appreciative of the virtue of Patience to be found in another.

posted February 02, 2014 03:02 PM            

Breakfast repartees,
accompanying the freedom to feel silly

Singularities steeping
together becoming
harmoniously two
within afternoon rendezvous