posted June 14, 2014 06:15 PM
Thanks for the kudos Randall and mirage :3.@mirage,
I was trying to sum into words the healing of the extreme pain I felt recently and finally coming through it. I was over the hardships I had recently experienced and even though I was in safe territory, I still felt alienated and devastated.
I started to think of the term "Black Hawk Down", as well as the Native American medicinal totems for hawk and dove. When doves cry started playing in my head too, my brother and I having sang the song a couple nights ago in karaoke.
How can you just leave me standing
Alone in a world so cold?
[...]
Why do we scream at each other?
This is what it sounds like when doves cry.
Then I saw a scene, a bonfire, a broken hawk, and a dove circling the scene before landing.
At what point does a dove stop crying for peace and actually pursues it as the final resort?
Hawk is the intuition, the higher sight. Dove is peace.
I realized that I will not be able to regain my intuitive senses fully until I make peace my shield to heal self.
"Innocence was violated. Trusts broken. Lives Lost. Wounding of Spirit of Innocent People... How many times? Looping over and over. It happens to one person, it happens to ALL that IS connected. Healing is needed on multi-level layers of personal consciousness, as well as societal."
I like how you summed up my poem. Sometimes, I can only speak in metaphors, finding it extremely difficult to word the things I want to convey because the things are so abstract, but so strong.
Basically, at the end of the poem, the dove, who is a peaceful entity, is calling us back to our true selves. Drawing our power from the combined spirits of courage from our ancestors, the rising Divine Mother cannot be denied anymore.
I said off hand to people after watching the movie Maleficent with Angelina Jolie that this is the year of sisterhood.
I think more accurately, we're being drawn back to the sacred temple within the self to become fortified with true love, for self, for others, for the divine feminine that seemed absent for a while.
Yes, yes, yes, yes.