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Topic: Dreams and Illusions
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LF DX
Knowflake Posts: 85
From: Paraguay
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 06, 2015 11:58 AM
  
I’ve spent a lifetime searching for things I can’t have
Looking too much of what people should perceive
As luck eludes me and sometimes I’m too blind to see
Some dreams and illusions are not meant to beTerrified of the future where repression will rise
Where voices and proses will disappear in disgrace
It ain’t me only who won’t dare to see
Some dreams and illusions are not meant to be I ran out of money and a job is hard to find
Living through art I think has been in vain
As many believe in me but they just cannot see
Some dreams and illusions are not meant to be
She sit beside me telling me that she can’t be
Someone to lean on in the times that will come to me
Many of us are blind and cannot see
Some dreams and illusions are not meant to be Some dreams and illusions are not meant to be A few things to say. - After having a deep conversation of life, telling our dreams, hopes, I've found out in a subtle way that she has a boyfriend, and the man is a good guy, she's with someone who'll make her happy, I know it. - This lyric I wrote is the first one of my recent creative spark, after having a dream that started all this anxiousness, for a good reason in the end, I felt that my time has passed, and it was like that unfortunately. - In this lyric says that I'll quit music, no, I won't quit it, I can't live without music. Yeah, it made me sad, but not as much as I thought, as seeing happy that lady is important to me, and I won't intrude that much into that. Besides, I've met her family has well, I fell in love with her parents too, hahahaha, cause her father is a music geek as me, and we talked a lot, and I enjoyed playing with her friends. The conversation we had made me realize how amazing that woman is, and I slept feeling a love so deep, powerful but no destructive, and gotta admit, that I hope in the future if things happen, that we can be together, cause she's the one that I want to have a future with, sharing our dreams, working towards goals, enjoying life, making love, to have a family... it sucks that she's with someone, and I have my chance, but I didn't do it, my fears didn't make me move. But at the end of everything, I'm very happy to be part of her life as she's in mine, I'm happy that we are forming a bond, that no matter if it's love or a friendship, it will last, and that's the reason that I'm not that sad. I'll keep enjoying her company, and live and make my dreams, and I hope to have another chance in the future. Cheers.
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Ayelet
Knowflake Posts: 1055
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Registered: Sep 2010
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posted September 06, 2015 04:51 PM
Some dreams and illusions are not meant to be.
Yet some are.
You'll keep fighting of course, it's all in good sport...
A friendship can also be a great bond, and I wish you to find true happiness with someone, either else or same..
I know you will   IP: Logged |
Randall
Webmaster Posts: 56973
From: Saturn next to Charmaine
Registered: Apr 2009
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posted September 07, 2015 02:10 PM
Keep up the fight.IP: Logged |
mirage29
Knowflake Posts: 4063
From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted September 08, 2015 04:27 PM
Ah...DX! Bet you didn't realize that you became entranced right when Venus turned retrograde. She's turned into Direct motion now in LEO. You came to find out things about yourself, and your talents, that you didn't know before! Sometimes those Celestial Giants In The Sky play house, then also clean the house, as they help us to fall in love... so very intensely. And the pain, so excruciating, reveals gifts in its midst and afterwards.  The king and queen of Hearts, chasing each other...  . .  . .  (music) Giants In The Sky (Stephen Sondheim, musical Into The Woods) [2:27] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SBF5KO4iuK4 IP: Logged |
LF DX
Knowflake Posts: 85
From: Paraguay
Registered: Sep 2014
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posted September 08, 2015 11:27 PM
Well, after investigating a bit of the Venus retrograde, I must say that the day that this beautiful but unrequited feeling started was the very first day of the retrograde, on june 21, and I found the truth the last day of the retrograde, so yeah, maybe this is another karmic love to make me grow up, but yeah, this great soul has did quite a number into me, as being a more evolved scorpio, her strength and inner power, her dreams and goals amazed me. But I must go on my way, and keep on going, I'll do it all over again, when I'm in a far more evolved state, because I know deep inside, that we can be a F-ing amazing couple, I know it.Cheers IP: Logged |
mirage29
Knowflake Posts: 4063
From: us
Registered: May 2012
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posted September 10, 2015 10:46 PM
"... because I know deep inside, that we can be a F-ing amazing couple, I know it."{{ }} Here's to Scorpio Amazingness!!  Enjoy IP: Logged |
Pearlty
Moderator Posts: 1084
From: Ohio
Registered: Jan 2012
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posted September 12, 2015 01:03 PM
Enjoyed your poem/words, and the sharing of your world-thoughts as well.This.. "But at the end of everything, I'm very happy to be part of her life as she's in mine, I'm happy that we are forming a bond, that no matter if it's love or a friendship, it will last, and that's the reason that I'm not that sad. I'll keep enjoying her company, and live and make my dreams, and I hope to have another chance in the future"   IP: Logged | |
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