posted October 09, 2015 02:53 PM
Thanks so much for generously showing us your chart like this, DX! Certainly-certainly, your emotions are powerfully deep and you love down from the soul/sole of your feet. Your convictions are strong, and if/when you channel all that energy towards the Highest Ideals, you could help Heal Others by what you create. The things you create can help heal and transform society and the world at large. Attractions to love interests can profoundly rock your world inside and out. And you're a person who has lots to say to the world at large about love, and about things that are fair and on the hearts of groups you concern yourself with. It's important that you share what's in your soul and on your mind, because you'll prosper from the feedback you receive from other.
What just happened to and with you regarding Ms Scorpio seems to reflect some of the dynamics you might expect to see in regards to your smitten-love interests and relationships.
Be mindful as you can, throughout your life, that the uber-powerful feelings you experience and the intensity felt by you for others COULD~maybe only~possibly be your-own experience-- not shared by the other person. But you probably are figuring that out about now... Even IF you may think you 'see signals'?, just know you may think there's something there when there's not. (The girls might just try to be polite, and you take it for something deeper than that.)
So!!! (Humorously), you know that song, Addicted To Love (Palmer)? yep... 
Those squares to your 7th House Venus. *sigh*
I've known several persons with Moon in Aquarius now... From personal experience, they externally can come off quite detached and aloof, but their inner-worlds may be rich and quite flowing with emotions that are not being leaked to the outside. It can surprise those around them that they even 'care' about things (or them).
You have to make sure to communicate your feelings out loud (and early) if you really-really like someone. Don't wait too long, or your fantasies can get so worked up in your head that you miss the fact that you needed to bring that Other person ALONG with you on that mental journey before you propose! LOL.
If they don't know what you're thinking and feeling, then don't be shocked by the Other not quite meeting your same level yet. Relationships have to be Built, over time.
I've remembered hanging around guys who had had a real interest in me, but kept it to themselves, saying nothing. Then, when I announced I was engaged to be married, they got all despondent. (Had they said something much-earlier in our association, then they would have had a shot at the relationship.)
Could be a kind of emotional shyness? on their parts. They put themselves through such inner-turmoil, without it showing. Moon Aquas need to realize that outside-people can't always read their minds. LOL
So, I'm proud of you for approaching your Ms Scorpio and showing her how you feel, DX. That was hard to deeply reveal the things you feel.
Be careful of trying to 'push' too forcefully around those 'corners' of your squares while not paying attention to the feedback you're getting from that Other.
(Don't take drugs (~addictions!!). Don't go all~violent publically (you might not like results you get). Monitor your health, and work-out those emotions channeling the force of them through your Creative Muses and safe Activism that doesn't involve harm or violence.)
You seemed to do a really good job with your Ms Scorpio, feeling those feelings, writing about it, composing songs about it---
It was so beautiful watching you blossom under that Love relationship and the Expressions you had. Like Bruno Mars, you'd 'Catch a Grenade' for her...
Celebrate your Muse of Creativity. Your muse can do you very well, career-wise... but maybe not without feeling that your Heart gets crunched. Remember that a crushed flower releases greater fragrance and oils.
Develop for yourself some core Higher Ideals, and set of standards for behaviors and Values now (especially at your age, it's individuation time for you-- lots of sorting what you want to keep as your own unique forming-identity, and what actually belongs to parents, friends, culture, etc.)
By consciously deciding on Good values, higher moral-behaviors (saying this because of your Neptune & BML in 10th), these will help you tune align and step yourself towards loftier and Higher Healing visions that your soul be drawn to.
When your ideals and your work are aligned with doing Good, then God [Neptune, with Uranus] can help you (as some say) 'Pull that rabbit out of Hat' after things went really badly (when it's time for it).
Neptune in the 10th could prone you to scandals or public-attention from time to time (especially with Venus 7th in hard aspects to your Nep and Uranus).....
sooooo, because of that? Don't **** those women off, DX... Let 'em breathe some air, or you'd be in deeeep doodoo if they have some kind of clout-connection to your work and public image or projects.
Watch your health, and any potential chronic conditions.... Avoid 'addiction'...
Stay away from hard drugs, and monitor even with the meds you take for illness. Having balanced health habits now (including taking good care of yourself emotionally, btw) will help you through those harsher times that come (as they do, for all of us).
I know I haven't gotten to everything in your chart-- You have challenges but what Potential! Use it to the Highest Good, and you'll leave this earth a Better Place.
Since your Ascendant degree is on my asteroid Elvis, here's a Love song for you! Prayers and wishes that you meet The One who can make and complete You...
(music) Love Me Tender (Elvis Presley, lyrics in Spanish) [3:17] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=46zzW2C47Eo