posted October 27, 2015 10:37 PM            

Yes I could be with you
And telling you
We’ll make it through
And that our love is meant to last

But you gotta know
I have to let you go
Before love turns into hate
And joy turns into sorrow

It’s nobody’s fault baby
But the frailness of our love
And the path we must follow
That made us be apart

Yes and I thought of the poems
And the midnight voyages
Well I’ll have some in my memories
When I’m on the ocean of dreams

Just watch the horizon
And feel free to fly
Cause If I’ve chosen you
That lovely soul of yours would die

posted October 28, 2015 12:58 PM            

"Yes and I thought of the poems
And the midnight voyages
Well I’ll have some in my memories
When I’m on the ocean of dreams"

posted October 29, 2015 07:13 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
Yes, like Mirage wrote, it is not easy to let go, but sometimes that is for the best.

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For the best for the other, but the worst that can happen to me??

(music) Worst That Could Happen (Johnny Maestro, and the Brooklyn Bridge) [3:59] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=60IdvnB9nN0

My Heart has been BROKEN again... This pain soooo GREAT -- Heart direly mortally wounded one last great time of a lifetime.

If God is done with me, I want out. If there is nothing Good ahead of me, God take me Quickly. Don't let me know I'm dead until I'm up in Heaven..... (hmmm That would be nice right now, let me check? .... o dang. Nope, I'm here.)

Earthly love is a poison substance. It's a meat-eating attractive desirable plant. You enter it's Beauty, then it snaps jaws closed needling its prey: and you die, then you die, and you die and it's a forever unquenchable pain to be endured.

posted October 29, 2015 09:24 PM            

If you ever wish to write me, just say so.
God forbid that you will finish here unhappy

posted October 29, 2015 10:35 PM            

"Knowing you are with the right one, and that love will last." ... 'God forbid, to die unhappy.'

Yes, I know inside me that real love is surely possible, not just in my imagination. There just something that convinces me it is true.

The Love we can always count on IS God-- and I have Known Him.

(So stung, Ayelet-- ugh)

Have to go to bed now and close my eyes, so sleepy. Thanks for being a listener and careful responder. Wishing you a Goodnight.

posted October 30, 2015 12:54 PM            

And yes, everyone has the chance to have true love, the time will come eventually.

posted October 30, 2015 06:10 PM            

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Originally posted by LF DX:
There's nothing that I can say but hoping you can recover from this, let the pain be in your heart, feel it, don't opress it, as you can't hide from it, and as the time goes by, you will eventually come back again.

And yes, everyone has the chance to have true love, the time will come eventually.

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O gosh!!! Here I go crying again!!! because I am so Touched by your response.

Normally, I stuff things inside so deep, never sharing or revealing the true vulnerable human messes that go on inside me. I've been practicing becoming more open...

I'm new to dealing with this state of being in-Love. It had been 20 years ago for me.

Walls and emotional barriers had me cut-off from fully being alive in life. I've turned an important corner with this now...

That sense of parting and 'letting go' was brutalizing! I was so engulfed and involved with it that I could find no objectivity available and I was avalanched with feelings I did not know how to cope with! (So shocking~~ to "feel" so completely that you can't even seem to reason!! ) (Thinking about an episode of StarTrek where Spock 'lost it' emotionally.)

Thank you soooooo much for your gift of support towards me.

Learning more about Love, every day-- so many kinds.

Yes, it's important to feel that GOD loves you-- but to experience the love and support from a few Friends can make being a human on this earth plane more tolerable, even richer.

Don't know if I'll have a few relapses, ~like whiplash, burps, or aftershocks? ... Probably (ohh nooo -- laughing).

Just, THANK YOU all, for being there!

posted November 18, 2015 07:23 AM            

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Originally posted by mirage29:
O gosh!!! Here I go crying again!!! because I am so Touched by your response.

Normally, I stuff things inside so deep, never sharing or revealing the true vulnerable human messes that go on inside me. I've been practicing becoming more open...

I'm new to dealing with this state of being in-Love. It had been 20 years ago for me.

Walls and emotional barriers had me cut-off from fully being alive in life. I've turned an important corner with this now...

That sense of parting and 'letting go' was brutalizing! I was so engulfed and involved with it that I could find no objectivity available and I was avalanched with feelings I did not know how to cope with! (So shocking~~ to "feel" so completely that you can't even seem to reason!! ) (Thinking about an episode of StarTrek where Spock 'lost it' emotionally.)

Thank you soooooo much for your gift of support towards me.

Learning more about Love, every day-- so many kinds.

Yes, it's important to feel that GOD loves you-- but to experience the love and support from a few Friends can make being a human on this earth plane more tolerable, even richer.

Don't know if I'll have a few relapses, ~like whiplash, burps, or aftershocks? ... Probably (ohh nooo -- laughing).

Just, THANK YOU all, for being there!

LFDX , Pearlty , Ayelet

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