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LF DX
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posted December 24, 2015 01:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Have you looked yourself in the mirror?
You have lost your precious smile
I watch you and it’s getting clearer
You have lost it already for a while

And you don’t even try to tell
What’s the cause of this?
And you don’t even try anymore
It went from bad to worse

I can’t help it, but to think what’s going on
What happened to the us we were
We live now in the days of Miscommunication
As we look at each other, with a defiant stare

“You seem lost in your debts and works”
Those are the words I heard you say
“You’re lost in your selfish ways”
“And forgot about what made the spark”

“And you do nothing but stay quiet”
On what caused this mess
And I can’t wait for you to change it
This feeling of lovelessness

I can’t help it, but to think what’s going on
What happened to the us we were
We live now in the days of Miscommunication
And we can’t escape from this nightmare

I pawned my soul for this home
While you were living the dream
You were the freebird while I followed the stream
All it seems it’s a waste of time

And you had your binge drinking
With your endless risky bets
What else can I say my darling
I can’t cover your shallow needs

I can’t help it, but to think what’s going on
What happened to the us we were
We live now in the days of Miscommunication
And it seem this can’t be repaired

“What have you fought for my dear” you said
You once had fought for freedom
A soldier of truth and wisdom you were
Now you are a puppet of capitalist martyrdom

And you had since left me stranded
On my own for the causes
And I can’t no more be satisfied
When my happiness is falling into pieces

I can’t help it, but to think what’s going on
What happened to the love we had shared
We surrendered to the days of Miscommunication
And our ending seems so unfair

Is it so hard, to remember the past we had
Where we didn’t need words to communicate
Now our deepest concerns are well hid
As we’re torn apart by the twists of fate

How easily we surrendered
To the boredom and the unrest
To the silence and the guilt trips
And the distance that’s growing fast

And we are both equally tired
On what to do with this
This bond seems it has expired
If feels like we’re going to call it quits

I can’t help it, but to think what’s going on
What happened to the love we had shared
We surrendered to the days of Miscommunication
And it saddens me we had stopped to care

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Ayelet
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posted December 24, 2015 04:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Sad. Very open and candid. Even though it relates to a personal experience, I can feel it is also about a more universal concern. Did you show it to her?

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mirage29
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posted December 24, 2015 05:59 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for mirage29     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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LF DX
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Registered: Sep 2014

posted December 24, 2015 06:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for LF DX     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Not really, I haven't talked to the cancer woman for 14 days already, albeit some of it it's about her, it's more about me and my constant self-doubt about many things in my life. When I wrote this I was in a very angry and irritable mood, and I guess I combined all of my frustrations in this lyric. Most of it it's fictional, but the frustration that is within the lyrics it's real.

What happened between us is that we both just drifted apart, and it seems for now that everything is blocked between us, and we haven't tried to at least to say hi to each other in a while, and it's very frustrating. Myself for fear, she, I don't know it.

We started to get more and more closer as our rehearsals ended, we shared a lot of things, we enjoyed to be with each other, she stayed in my place till the night (no sex, just talking and having fun), I haven't had this kind of connection with a woman in my life before, it was great, until we had our first date, and in a moment we could have kissed I simply got an anxiety attack, which left me pretty nervous, and I made her feel very unconfortable and left the place we were, since then things went downhill, and a mutual friend told me recently that she's been hanging out with someone, not sure yet if it's dating or just hanged around, but that was the kaboom, and after we spend together in a friend's event, where we spent together almost all night long but it felt like we had a big wall separating us, our conversations slowly became more colder and colder, then suddenly we stopped talking, not even for things of our band.

Most of the recent poems are about her, and the powerful feeling I have for her, so powerful that I can't control the madness inside of me, the fears, the insecurities, the sentiment of fatalism, that she's drifting, etc, etc, but, I'm very responsable for it as well, for staying quiet during all this time and not even trying to text on how she's been.

And we have to make a rehearsal this saturday, I haven't seen her or talked to her for a long time, let's see where it goes, but believe me, this is painful.

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Randall
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posted December 25, 2015 09:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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