posted January 24, 2016 11:16 PM            

My sense of self was in the ditch
Crying out some tears at the bottom
Letting myself out of my mind
As I left it all behind

And not the bright skies or the stars
Nor the theaters or the bars
Could lift me out of my misery
So I learned to live and forgive once again

And I confessed in my letters
And I poured my soul in my songs
I couldn't make things any better
Even if I dared to cross the line

And the sun's still shining
But the light doesn't reach me
The light I need it's still missing
And it won't come back for a while

I fought with the mirror
As I saw the children laughing at me
Saying "You're not worthy"
And I said, You're not me anymore

And I woke up one morning
Knowing it was the end of the tale
For the spirit I have failed
For the future I won't throw it away

posted January 29, 2016 03:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
As it appears, you've been through a lot.
Sometimes suffering makes us shine, and the gift of love you give her in your dreams is actually the realest thing you can give her.
So beautiful.

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Wonderful comment, Ayelet! So deep.

LF_DX.... {{{ }}}

posted January 30, 2016 09:40 AM            

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Originally posted by Ayelet:
As it appears, you've been through a lot. Sometimes suffering makes us shine, and the gift of love you give her in your dreams is actuaply the realest thing you can give her. So beautiful.

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