posted March 13, 2016 09:19 PM            

I wish I could save you,
I really do,
but you don't seem to care at all...

And there was a cry,
I do not know why
or where it was coming from...

You seem so lost.
I want to find you behind those eyes,
hold you within a vision
of the real world, which means
the world as it should be,
a world without an end unto itself

So precious
So tiny
So whole

There is nothing at all
I could say right now
but silence

And it won't hurt you
anymore,
I promise.

posted March 16, 2016 11:00 PM            

(music) Someone Saved My Life Tonight (Elton John, live, 2014) [7:44] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fZeASdPOnBY

(music) If I Could Change The World (Eric Clapton, lyrics) [5:14] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QFjKSOeCIGQ

Time to Rise, my Ayelet...

posted March 18, 2016 08:20 PM            

Storms can feel so chaotic and bad! Some birdies get tossed, blown and shredded a bit too hard.

Here's an Angel with an Umbrella... Until that storm ceases, allow your innerChild to stay charmed warmed and safe-within.

(Did you know that March 19th was designated as "Children's Day" many decades ago? Was also Feast Day of St Joseph, the step-father to Jesus--- took care of all his physical provider needs as a child.)

(((I know this is serious-feeling with you... )))

For your innerChild self.
(music) Little Bird, Little Bird (Elizabeth Mitchell) [2:28] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tz6WRiNwujQ

God Levels mountains, and turns them into molehills...

I always found this song helpful when I've been in deep grief and awful emotional pain.

(music) He'll Take The Pain Away (Kirk Franklin) [7:05] http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eNhEdTP3oWY

posted March 19, 2016 08:38 AM            

I wondered about something, and gonna put this in that thread, you know, the one I almost deleted entirely.

posted March 19, 2016 06:45 PM            

Thanks for the feedback that you liked the birdies! Somehow there was something in me that thought you'd like that. Maybe a little ~weird? to post such things??? but I just 'flow' with what's inside me. If it were more mainstream, maybe it wouldn't have the same effect. So, it blesses me to just be creative in my own unique approach. And maybe that will be something "fresh" for your soul.

Okay. I saw the message you left in my main thread (thanks!!), and I just came from your other (mostly deleted) thread. Saw the message. Now.....Please don't delete it until after our convo grows a bit cold.

You know that sometimes I'm quick about getting to read and respond, and other times there will be wider gaps in time (for the *usual* or unusual reasons at home).

Sometimes I need small blocks of time to just let my own things process through me, too. You KNOW I like to do a good job answering you. If you didn't hear from me right away, it doesn't mean I'm upset by anything you said---- I probably didn't even read it yet. I'll try to give you an indicator-smilie if it's going to take me a little more time after I've read you.

So please don't get upset with me and delete things prematurely. KNOW that I'm interested in you and the things you have to say. I want to respond in a Quality way to you...........

So, please...... I thank you in advance for being patient with me? {{and a hug!}}

This is a ~surreal kind of video song. I don't know? Maybe, just, some days... LOL.

posted March 20, 2016 07:03 PM            

Love yourself..... Just, Love.