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Virgo-AriesArtist
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posted April 15, 2019 11:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I am a Virgo Sun
Understand my inner battle
If I admit I have fault
Do not be rattled

I am an Aries Rising
See that I must be strong
If I admit I can be weak
I will tread quietly along

I am a Leo Moon,
Sense my pride and glory
If I dare to be merely mortal
It’s a rare chapter in my story

All these facets of my self
They form one fierce, fearless soul
If I let you see my flawed reflection
Know I’m granting you a special role

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posted April 17, 2019 02:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Loves it!

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anonymidarkness
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posted April 17, 2019 11:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for anonymidarkness     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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If I dare to be merely mortal
It’s a rare chapter in my story

Hello Miss Leo Moon! Howdie

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Virgo-AriesArtist
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posted April 19, 2019 06:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by anonymidarkness:

Hello Miss Leo Moon! Howdie


Hiya Mr. Pisces!

Still perplexed by the Fish from recent...may just be giving up on men in general...


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ballerina
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posted April 20, 2019 12:19 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Stop playing a game..
you were going through
a divorce..and you put
it all on the fish...

The ball is in your court..
You got balls?

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All my love, with all my Heart
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ballerina
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posted April 20, 2019 01:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Never Mind..Virgo's
test, but never win!

O' the world is revolving
around me..I can sit and
do nothing..

Expect, Nothing!

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posted April 20, 2019 01:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by ballerina:
Stop playing a game..
you were going through
a divorce..and you put
it all on the fish...

The ball is in your court..
You got balls?


Lotusheartone,
I am still going through the divorce, and yet the dynamic shifted, however briefly, with Fish again...it gave me hope, then he ignored me again at the firm dinner...

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posted April 20, 2019 01:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
You are the one attached!
Do you really expect him
to throw himSelf at you?
He made his interest noticed!
..and you did nothing!?

Sorry, it's the way I see it!

Are you now officially divorced?
If not, don't expect anything...

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posted April 20, 2019 01:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by ballerina:
You are the one attached!
Do you really expect him
to throw himSelf at you?
He made his interest noticed!
..and you did nothing!?

Sorry, it's the way I see it!

Are you now officially divorced?
If not, don't expect anything...


I am working on resolving the divorce, believe me, it is progressing as well as it can...hope to finalize by early summer.

After I put increased interaction with Fish on my New Moon wish list, there was a bit of Skype conversation back and forth, plus he was showing up again in the breakroom when I was there alone, like the minute others left. At the firm dinner Monday, I saw down two seats away (with only an empty chair between us), and he totally did not say one word, just fidgeted on his phone and talked to his brother across the table. I did a Full Moon cleansing ceremony last night to release all the insecurities holding me back in life, plus I am reading "In the Meantime" by Iyanla Vanzant right now... working on my own healing before I get anywhere close to a relationship right now too.

Does your gut say you think there will be more obvious movement once the divorce is final?

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posted April 20, 2019 11:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
He really likes you
Then finds out, ouch
you are going through
a divorce..
So, now his insecurities
are involved..
..seems like for now
it's on hold..he likes
you alot, doesn't want
to be your rebound...
Start with friendship!

and my apologies for
my bluntness, I am
dealing with so much!!

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All my love, with all my Heart
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posted April 20, 2019 02:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by ballerina:
He really likes you
Then finds out, ouch
you are going through
a divorce..
So, now his insecurities
are involved..
..seems like for now
it's on hold..he likes
you alot, doesn't want
to be your rebound...
Start with friendship!

and my apologies for
my bluntness, I am
dealing with so much!!


I truly appreciate your "bluntness", lotusheartone, and the fire in me understands that type of communication better .
The poem I wrote and also posted here, "Tone Down", better explains how I am am working on building the friendship bit first. I was able to detach emotionally (in a healthy way), by working on my own insecurities, and releasing the unhealthy stuff at this last Full Moon.

It was never my intention to mess with his head, and I don't want to make him just a rebound either. It warms my Leo heart to think he likes me a lot...I like him too, and one of the things I said to him on the Skype messages was complimenting his choice of music (which I can often overhear from my desk when the office is quiet enough). That is high level and yet subtle Virgo flirting...::sighs::

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posted April 23, 2019 09:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I acted from my heart, so please don't judge too harshly...

So yesterday evening, on the way out of work, Fish passed by me as we were both leaving, and he seemed "off", his expression seemed both blank and pained. I was surprised to see him leaving, as he had literally just been in his office with the door cracked minutes earlier. I asked him if he was on his way out and he said yes, but I did not pry further even though his vibe felt concerning. It bothered me more as the evening wore on, almost like he was too calm, and I should be worried, the way people try to hide their feelings when they are considering hurting themselves. I normally would have left the topic alone til the morning, but prayed for him (as I was worried), and felt compelled to reach out, but not cross boundaries. The only safe option was logging into my work e-mail (I can access it offsite), and messaging him on Skype. I knew he might not get the message immediately, but it would get emailed to him after a certain time of no response. I literally just said, "Hello P, Are you OK? I ask because you did not seem yourself when I passed you on the way out of work today."

He did not respond, then or later, but at least I expressed concern, and let him know someone noticed. I did see him around the end of his lunch time, as I stopped in the breakroom after dropping off a bag of snacks before, and he was chowing down on the snacks, closing the bag just as I was coming in. He made a point to say that the higher up lady "J" (an Aries, LOL) had decided to open the bag, and I told him that was why I brought it in, to be enjoyed. He smiled and seemed pleasant, so acted back to his usual self.

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posted May 11, 2019 02:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted May 11, 2019 02:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

Mediation for the divorce is Wednesday...

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posted July 13, 2019 01:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Update?

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posted July 13, 2019 11:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Update on divorce? Final as of June 4th.

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posted July 14, 2019 07:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I thought others might wonder.

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posted July 14, 2019 09:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Randall:
I thought others might wonder.

Nah, only you and I are still paying attention to the situation. And I *should* let all of this B.S. go....

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posted July 15, 2019 07:38 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Nah, only you and I are still paying attention to the situation. And I *should* let all of this B.S. go....


I am paying attention to what you'd like to share, and there could be others as well.

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posted July 15, 2019 09:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I've been paying attention, also...
I just don't know what to say,
the other half of me, just ignores me...
Just waiting and waiting...

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posted July 16, 2019 01:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Virgo-AriesArtist     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
There is literally nothing left to say on Fish...he blew me off. He is not coming around.

I am on a couple dating sites, feeling cynical on men.

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posted July 16, 2019 05:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ayelet     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I hope you meet someone awesome who will reciprocate your feelings.

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posted July 17, 2019 10:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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posted July 18, 2019 03:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Onward and upward.

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posted July 19, 2019 04:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
His loss.

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