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Topic: "demons" or clever enemies? Any insights? PLEASE?
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tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 71
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted December 06, 2005 01:59 AM
 
Have had a 6 day run in with a pastor, his wife and his family! Quite the attack with a few neighbors joining in for the assault!!
I am okay but was spit upon, had terrible things yelled at me about my family and a group of people yelling, "You're insane, insane!" then getting together to align their stories (lies) I want a few gut reactions and insights by any means necessary! It is not the first time strange attacks have occurred- Feeling a bit quesy and know to stay on my toes. the police ticketed the spitter with assault...Please respond with ideas of why this happens, who might be setting me up, and what the outcome will be. i personaly feel like i will be vindicated after these humiliations but wonder how safe i am and will be...i am a Plutonian ascendant in Leo...IP: Logged |
peajie
Knowflake Posts: 246
From: Australia
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted December 06, 2005 10:40 AM
just thoughts............A confrontation needs two, and a response.
It also requires your presence.
If you have trouble with lunatics then stay out of the asylum ! The hardest lesson to learn on the Path is to accept that " my presence provokes the bad in people". IP: Logged |
Mystic Gemini
Knowflake Posts: 1608
From: New York City
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted December 06, 2005 11:15 AM
Next time you should yell at the pastor and ask him if this is what God likes to see him doing.IP: Logged |
tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 71
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted December 06, 2005 11:03 PM
They came to me and I fought them not. Just deflected the negativity but still lost some energy. i was spit upon and my family was cursed. This was deflected.IP: Logged |
amisha121877
Knowflake Posts: 464
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2004
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posted December 07, 2005 10:03 AM
where and what?!?! this story is very disturbing. those people sound insane. their leader sounds like a "winner"..........what is he, the wanna-be incarnation of Cotton Mather?IP: Logged |
tuxedo meow
Knowflake Posts: 71
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted December 15, 2005 03:23 AM
This was insane. There have been 11 days of incidents lessening as the days go by. I mean lessening as far as "in front of my face" I live in a small annexed town and have known, supported, and defended these folks a long time. The words coming from their mouths are the exact words I have heard from other groups of attackers in this area. That is why I was thnking and reacting as if this was a demonic attack. I have a Pluto ascendant in Leo- my transiting, progressed, and natal Plutos are basically lining up which, according to Jeff Jawer, is a rarity..my progressed chart shows quadruple Aries all in the 7th (I think) house.
One of these people literally ran up my walk and got extremely close. I could feel the spittle as her tongue raged. I never step back when intimidation threats are ocurring. They somehow get a group together which also does not intimindate me. It does hurt my feelings sometimes and tris to awaken some long buried self-shame-doubt emotion. It hits me in the gut where nasua begins which is always as a sign to me of the dark side of the arts if you know what you mean.
ALSO might like a bit of a supportive beau but one that "gets" the spiritual sides of battle and is strong and trustworthy. My standards are high. I must trust him. He has to be able to be at least as aware as me so with the trust perhaps I could rest and feed more into my feminine side. I AM female. Then the idea that there ARE attackers in the first place, the dealing with feelings, the actual physical defense, the ethical thoughts when bringing in authorities, having to defend my call to them, etc... quite tiring.
Defense of the Spirit should not be tiring should it? If one is not feeding fear then ones energy should be static, no?IP: Logged |
funkyaquarianpixie
Knowflake Posts: 164
From:
Registered: Aug 2005
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posted January 05, 2006 06:51 PM
working magick in these situations isnt the issue....its the physical adrenaline of the fight or flight response. adrenaline helps these workings no end mind... boosts everything up, but eventually you come down and feel tired. eat bananas.. it helps... or drink fruit juice after such incidents and the sugar crash from adrenaline comedown wont be as obvious. The ringleader is a Pastor? Phone the local papers.. hes supposed to be one of them "pillars of the community" thingies. Obviously not mind but the press might humiliate him into behaving if the police are crap. Its a body thing.. all your senses become sharper on adrenaline and the body is geared up to deal with more than it usually does and deal with whatever might go down.. its a lizard brain thing. By that i mean the primitive instinctual lower brain functions, basic survival and stuff. IP: Logged |
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