posted July 20, 2008 02:39 PM
For the past week or two I've been having dreams that just freak me out..I have woken up terrified, crying, absolutely depressed and ****** off because of these dreams..some linger with me all day.Some examples..me riding my bike on a packed interstate in Wichita while a group full of gangsters stalk me, chase me down, and shoot me.
A best friend from early childhood suddenly appearing where I work and me punching her in the face several times til I break her nose. (In reality I hold nothing against her, we are on good terms)
My boyfriend ignoring me and leaving me.
Intense verbal arguments with my mom & sister.
Being held in a "boarding school" that I cannot esape from, and trying desperately to escape through the whole dream.
I don't understand any of these dreams, but I hate them ..they really bug me to a point I'd just rather not go to sleep at night.
Also, I am not on any medications..though I am going through a lot of emotional sstress right now.