posted May 23, 2015 01:43 AM            

Bouquet - Book - Child
Queen of Wands

posted May 23, 2015 07:59 AM            

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Originally posted by Ceridwen:
I always do that before going on a short trip as to what or how I am going to experience on that weekend.

Bouquet - Book - Child
Queen of Wands

This looks not too bad luckily.
I mean no coffin, scythe or Mice, that is nice! and naturally the book and child again

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posted May 25, 2015 01:02 PM            

And mmh, can you maybe pull a few cards on what was going through his head about me?
You know the usual after-trip-spread.

NOt so much what he was thinking about me, but more what kind of emotional impression it/ me left on him.

posted May 25, 2015 01:25 PM            

6 of Cups - 7 of Wands - Empress

posted May 25, 2015 01:45 PM            

6 of cups coming up again, so no question, if he recognized or remembered me.

7 of wands makes a WHOLE LOT OF SENSE.
Man was on on his guard, defensive, clearly.
I mean man was also on stage and had a job to do. And it was obvious that in the beginning he tried really EVERYTHING to NOT look at me.
Not even sure why.
And yes I WAS visible, I was at least to this other colleague of his and his friend, who was also part of the play.
I was just invisible to him, for most of the 1st act, and yes, I know how it feels if someone is intentionally trying to block you out.

So what happened then? Cause in the 2nd half he surely was giving me a lot attention.

Until the bows, where he could have acknowledged me, and like usual, did not. At least not at first.
It puzzled me quite a bit, as he seemed a little inconsistent in that way.
Nevertheless when he thought I was not looking at him, but instead was applauding someone else, in turning my head back I caught him looking at me (had caught him before during the play as well).

It`s just weird, he was not really acting like the confident "star" he is, but he almsot seemed, insecure?
He isn`t usually the shy one though, but the way he was looking at me, felt far from his usual boasting stage-Self. *scratches head*

So I am not realy sure what is going on. I mean it`s not like we have never seen each other before (well okay last time I visited something of his was almost half a year ago) or never exhchanged a word.
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It`s not like it is not clear that I like his work, right?

So what about the sudden almost shyness in his behaviour?
I mean probably it is the wrong word, but it was a little wierd, that build up over the show, from him trying to block me out totally, over some sideway cast glances here and there leading up to some very straight direct looks in the 2nd half. And then during the bows pretending to not see me, or not wanting to look (except for another sideway glance), and yet when they were going backwards from stage, and the curtain almost descended he was all but staring at me.

You know what I mean?
It is a little weird, right?

He did not do that to any of the other girls and women there, and well, there were quite some noisy fans in the centre. lol
Me, I was not in the centre, but at the side, and I am never noisy.
I am just.... there.
And surprisingly that usually seems to be all that it takes.

posted May 25, 2015 02:44 PM            

9 of wands - 9 of swords. Well the trains had mucho delay (first one over half an hour, second one 20 minutes). luckily I planned with huuuuuge gaps in between so I made it there without bigger problems.

Sleepless, well not really, but it is true, after these vents, my energy ssystem is in overdrive, so my sleep is ... different.

As for him, well, I pretty much described it above.
I donīt think there was anything wrong with me though or how I looked.
In fact I was alittle surpisd when I saw the pics. I really do have changed. lol

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posted May 25, 2015 03:26 PM            

I was feeling quite confident in it myself.
And surprised actually. lol