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posted February 02, 2016 02:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tgem     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I have a silly question: can anyone pull cards to see if I will any success or a future as a bodybuilding/fitness model pro?

Leave yours....

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posted February 02, 2016 02:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Julz,

posted my question in the post to Aunt Anomalia.


T-Gem,


book - tower - cross

I fear not

It would give you too much of a backache (tower-cross).


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posted February 02, 2016 02:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aunt Anomalia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ceri, when did you get so pushy?

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Not the one from "OOMPH!" though, right?

It's him. I'm not into tattoos, piercings etc. but I'm mesmerized anyway. Discovering this video nailed the coffin https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1dwlVJu0Jdw He seems like a cool guy which helps. And, in case it's not clear, I really like some of their songs (and his voice, mmm) and I'm not even a fan of German.

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I think at first he would feel like juggling options (?), being indecisive, but then a surge of curiosity and passion, and you would leave his world "turned upside down".

As far as I know he's married and if he still was at the moment of our meeting, maybe he'd have a little dilemma...Should I be flattered? I have a feeling our encounter would be electric. If we he only was younger, single and childless...We have some strong shots in our astro, I can post it if you like.

Your cards: Queen of Swords, Emperor, Moon
Hmmm. It would be a polite meeting, at least on the surface. Perhaps a rather dry, official atmosphere would be there. Mr. Sag would probably lead the meeeting and his wife would be occupied with stabbing you in her mind (Moon)


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posted February 02, 2016 03:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I MISSED AA's post! <3
@AA
If Dero (singer) met me, how would he be affected by our meeting?

Ace of Cups Judgement 2 of Cups

Lots of Love?, possibly the beginning of a life changing emotional connection? A lots of compassion between the two of you its as if you just revived him with meeting you and caused some deep profound change - nothing would ever be the same again !

Judgement > 2 of Cups
The start of a loving relationship, feelings would be reciprocated.

@Ceri
how would that encounter/meeting between him, his wife, a common acquaintance and me be like?
Would it be as awkward as it sounds`?

6 of Cups - Queen of Pents - Magician
Hmm who is "him" ?

I'd say there would be fondness in the air (him is either a person from your past or from a previous lifetime), if this is someone you like there is the possibility of becoming the other woman - I think both of you would be intrigued by each other - a very mental/intellectual connection lots of interesting convos and no I don't get that it would be awkward the meeting of them.

After reading AAīs post hmm could it be his wife may see you as the other woman (queen of pents) manipulator (magician) you'd be a threat to his wife?

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I have a similar question!

If Tom (guitarist) met me, how would he be affected by our meeting?


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posted February 02, 2016 03:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Tgem-

3 of Swords - Hanged Man - 5 of Swords
I get a no too, I get that it would be a strain on your body and would cause ache (heartache) chest pains. You'd have to take lots of time out time (hanged man) and could be left disappointed or defeated (5 of swords)

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posted February 02, 2016 03:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yes, Auntie, EXACTLY that song/ video did it for me, too!

I remember it wsa playing on the music channel all the time in the year I was preparing for my teacher-exam, and I was so annoyed at first, and disliked that style of music, and then found myself completely mesmerized.


This here as well
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CGvvBzL7mnA&list=PLb3R6Spy9bUFAKI619Ik2HheM6opmwjYP&index=3

The compulsive fascination subsided though a year later or so, it was like this music helped me unearth something from a dusty corner of my own soul. And when it wsa done, it was done, so to speak.


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posted February 02, 2016 03:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tgem     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks Ladies, that's cool...it is a bit far fetched so I'm good with it. And you're both right - I'd probably really hurt myself as I already have lower back issues.

Ceri - I can pull cards but I'm afraid I'm too biased about this particular question. Problem is I LOVE the shirt, DEFINITELY think you should wear it and not give a flying F***K what kind of impression it gives or what others think of you. If you feel good in it, ROCK IT👍👍

I'll answer another one for you though

@Julz what question would you like me to pull for?

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posted February 02, 2016 03:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:
It would be a polite meeting, at least on the surface. Perhaps a rather dry, official atmosphere would be there. Mr. Sag would probably lead the meeeting and his wife would be occupied with stabbing you in her mind (Moon)


Haha, I can SO see that!

BTW he rather often comes up as Emperor lately. Hmm.

And I suppose the meeting/ encounter might actually happen sooner than I like.

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posted February 02, 2016 04:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aunt Anomalia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
One more thing like that and I'll start believing we're twinflames lol. Be a good friend and go to their concert and make Dero hold a sheet of paper with a dedication for me and take a pic Tell him it's for his future gf This is getting funny. Even I got "suspicious" cards as far as I remember.

Btw, may the force be with you at that meeting.

Btw2, I think we should compare our charts with Dero, what do you think?

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posted February 02, 2016 04:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Julz,

It resonates very much.
In some way he is from my past, yes. either meaning that we actually first met 8 years ago, though we crossed paths 2 years before that, and just recently it seems like we might even have fleetingly crossed paths before.
Unknowingly of course.
He`s a singer/ performer, but well we sort of have similiar roots in the same town, at least in childhood. Well he still lives there, I was only ever visiting. lol

Anyway, yes, she (his wife) doesn`t like me at all.
And to be honest, it`s a little bit his fault. I mean you simply do NOT comment on some woman in the audience (me) driving you completely crazy so you mess up all your lines, while your future wife, highly pregnant with your first born, is sitting first row. She wasn`t really amused.
And not after that when he just would sort of single me out pretty much in every show I was at, it was always just that "little intrigue" going on between us, and I am certainly one of the crowd who was speaking to him the rarest of times, partially actually even BECAUSE of her, because I did not want to upset her.

I met him on some kind of meeting/ gathering last august, a fanmeeting of sorts, he scheduled so "we could get to know each other a little better" (I guess he likes his audience. lol) and well, I sort of mentioned on his fb that this was a great idea, but that I probably would not come, because I was so shy.
To which he more or less ORDERED me to come. lol
Which I did, and sort of found myself a bit in the centre, as he was obviously finding it entertaining to either go on about what I was eating, my left overs, teasing me about some quiz and so on. His wife came to the meeting as well, but only later, shortly before I had to leave prematurely (and he was complaining about that, too. He was sure complaining a lot, including singing to his little son the song: "No woman, no cry". LOL
It makes me just laugh how similiar we think, whenever I experience anything, something, I will also think of a certain song, I just don`t verbalize it always. lol)

Anyway his wife did for once seem to not shoot daggers at me, but she was looking totally flabbergasted from him to me and back, I guess it was just too obvious of a change in our communication (well for once we HAD real communication. lol) .

Anyway, it is all a bit weird and tangled up, and most of the time i just see it as my very own little soapopera.

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posted February 02, 2016 04:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by tgem:
Thanks Ladies, that's cool...it is a bit far fetched so I'm good with it. And you're both right - I'd probably really hurt myself as I already have lower back issues.

Ceri - I can pull cards but I'm afraid I'm too biased about this particular question. Problem is I LOVE the shirt, DEFINITELY think you should wear it and not give a flying F***K what kind of impression it gives or what others think of you. If you feel good in it, ROCK IT👍👍

I'll answer another one for you though



Ah I am over the wardrobe question for the moment.


Hmm maybe you could pull cards on why he responded to my post with these smileys?


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posted February 02, 2016 04:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Julz,

Knight of Swords - 9 of swords - Ace of wands

haha.

You would cause him to have sleepless nights because of the Ace of Wands. Umph, do I have to paint a picture?

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posted February 02, 2016 04:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
@Tgem
Yes, must take care of your body <3

Ohh this one, multiple jabs to see what you guys get.

If Tom (guitarist) met me, how would he be affected by our meeting?

@Ceri
I get sad reading your story and "star crossed" was the words that came to mind
But what an experience cards were on point!

Haha poor fella Knight of Swords is aggressiveness action/mentality right? There was an interview once and his brother accused him of being a very aggressive pursuer

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posted February 02, 2016 04:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aunt Anomalia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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You would cause him to have sleepless nights because of the Ace of Wands. Umph, do I have to paint a picture?

lol

Julz

How Tom would be affected...
10 of Swords, 9 of Cups, 2 of Wands

Oh. I think it would be a manifestation of his wish. 10 of Swords - he's unhappy, maybe he feels very lonely and dreams of meeting an awesome woman. 9oC - he meets you and likes you so much he feels as if his dream came true. 2 of Wands could represent your encounter or him considering pursuing you.

Now stop bothering us and go meet him

My question is: if Dero became my boyfriend, what would be our relationship like?

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posted February 02, 2016 04:31 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for tgem     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Ceridwen:

Ah I am over the wardrobe question for the moment.


Hmm maybe you could pull cards on why he responded to my post with these smileys?


Lily- house-man
Looks like he's become comfortable enough with you now to really flirt with you. IMO guys don't send cutesy emojicons unless they're really into someone...that part was my intuitive take.

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posted February 02, 2016 04:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Don't you ladies tempt me, I may just buy front row seats and a meet & greet

Nah, I'd be scared tbh concert yes but meet&greet one on one absoloutley terrified, I get clumsy when I'm nervous REALLY clumsy >_<

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@AA
if Dero became my boyfriend, what would be our relationship like?

6 of Wands - 3 of Pents - Devil

Hmm, someones social status would elevate, more social gatherings or parties attended, people would stare and speculate. There could be a working together one teaching the other as one of you seems more experienced in relationships. You two would be each other temptation, lots of sex and self indulgence

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Seriously why can't we date these famous people obviously we would make perfect couples


Changed: ok would I be happy if I moved/lived in Germany?

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Red (5 of sw) and black (9 of sw) on you is a killer
In the best of sense!
You look great in it, it's very fit for a show too, plus it matches the smartphone, accessorizing is verrryyy important

Seriously now, that color, which is in fact red with a little black, looks amazing on you, and that blouse too.

My cards for the impression on you know who and in general too
DEATH 6 OF CUPS ACE OF CUPS

clearly a strong pleasant impact also showing a transformation, as you said, a make over
with a touch of retro, history
making men wanting to woo you
and just a big "like" overall


It's funny how my spread actually clarified Death from the other

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posted February 03, 2016 01:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Aunt Anomalia:

Btw2, I think we should compare our charts with Dero, what do you think?


WEll, I am not that interested in him, but you can compare your chart with him of course.

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posted February 03, 2016 01:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Lily- house-man
Looks like he's become comfortable enough with you now to really flirt with you. IMO guys don't send cutesy emojicons unless they're really into someone...that part was my intuitive take.

Thanks, a nice comfortable spread.

I will just believe in your intuition since it is so positive for me

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posted February 03, 2016 01:52 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by Julz87:
Don't you ladies tempt me, I may just buy front row seats and a meet & greet

Nah, I'd be scared tbh concert yes but meet&greet one on one absoloutley terrified, I get clumsy when I'm nervous REALLY clumsy >_<

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Haha, sometimes they leave you no choice, though

Since I wasnīt loitering around stage doors or trying to go to any kind of "meet and greet", he had no other choice but do the "meet and greet" during his shows, which totally k nocked me off balance the first time it happened. I tried to ignore him, I really tried. But how long can you try ignoring a man who is squatting right beside you, looking at you expectantly, obviously waiting for a reaction and commenting on your absolute ignorance of his presence?


As for your question about moving to Germany.


Strength - 2 of wands - Page of Pentacles


I think you would do perfectly fine over here, even enjoy it and settle and somehow become rather productive, but with the 2 of wands you`d still probably look out for somewhere else, maybe even missing your home a little (though 2 of wands is not really a "missing" card)

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posted February 03, 2016 01:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Aww, Leeloo, thank you for the lovely words and spread.

I think I AM going to wear it, unless it is freezing cold of course, then it will have to wait until may.

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posted February 03, 2016 02:06 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aunt Anomalia     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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WEll, I am not that interested in him, but you can compare your chart with him of course.
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I did it a long time ago. I meant discussing our astro with him on LL. But it's ok if you're not interested. Just tell me if you'd agree with a Libra ASC conjunct Uranus for him, I'm trying to settle on something. Venus is in Taurus.


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posted February 03, 2016 06:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Julz87     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
OMG Ceri I would die! Did you give him the attention he wanted For me No, no kneeling Tom for me. My heart wouldn't be able to take it

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Germany looks like a fun country lots of music, diversity of cultures but tbh I've always had my heart set on the UK - England more so its all so beautiful, old and so Capricorn-ness....my Capricorn moon longs for it...antiques run far and wide and history is just so rich, so much to do so many events not to mention that nearly every British person I know is a creative (artist) in some way


Oh I got a new one, how would life be for me should I live in Manchester or London - though I prefer Manchester tbh less commotion a bit more affordable >_<


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posted February 05, 2016 06:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Julz,

"OMG Ceri I would die!"
Yeah, I did. In fact that evening I felt at my lowest in selfconfidence, and at my ugliest. Had been literally giving my self a very harsh telling-off mentally about being as fat as I was at that time. That was a few hours before the concert. And he comes and not only shakes up my reserve but tries to tempt me accept chocolate from him. Chocolate!
I was actually thinking he was braindead or something like that. First of he apparently did NOT see the glaring neon letters glowing brighly in my aura that said: "Closed for business. No approaching allowed!", but seriously, you don`t offer chocolate to an ugly fat woman.
But like that night we first met he seemed to have a bit of a different view on me than I had on myself.

" Did you give him the attention he wanted"
No, I don`t think I did. Well of course I had to answer him, but only very short. And well in fact after he had gone away for a few steps to look for another "victim" whom he could trick into that game he had in mind (well there were so many volunteers in the audience, so why did he have to come to me, who definitely was NOT volunteering at all. lol), anyway after a few steps, he turned back and came over to me again just to ask for my name (which I am sure he had forgotten the minute he turned away, but it was strange, it would have made sense if he had asked for it during our very very short exchange, but he asked pretty much after it was clear I would NOT cooperate. At. all.)

He didn`t try to speak to me that night again (I was really defensive, having a stick up my bum, and pretty much did not even like myself that night. lol), but he came back to stand just behind my chair and sing a whole stanza from there, with his hand on the back of my chair. He did not just push me out of my comfort zone that night, he pulverized it.

But to be honest, for all the attempts he made to communicate with me I mostly have been more than a little defensive, unresponsive and just being a non-verbal b*tch, which I did not want, but I was just extremely insecure at that time, and had no idea how to deal with that man.
I still donīt know, but by now I simply do. Deal with him, I mean.
By now we seem to take turns in making each other uncomfortable and crazy as it seems. lol


But I will never forget the expression on his face, when it dawned on him, that I apparently might like him (despite my very strange behaviour). I don`t know exactly WHAT he thought this moment. But it was the day after we had a short facebook convo about the upcoming fanmeeting he scheduled, and where I admitted I would like to come but probably wouldnīt because I was being seriously shy.
And the night after that I actually saw him on a concert, and we had this very extended eyecontact during a song (and for once I did not force myself to break it after just a couple of seconds, but figured if he wanted to maintain it, I could reciprocrate that. lol), and during that there was just that open, brightest smile growing on his face I`ve ever seen. It was like seeing the sun rise for the first time. I think that was when he maybe understood a little bit why I had been acting so strange and defensive (and let`s face it,even rude) in the years before, and that I apparently did like him.
I mean of course by then it was too later for anything to happen between us, but just seeing that light in his eyes and face, just because I was smiling at him, - well I can`t quite describe it.

And I am not backing out of it. I mean by now I am pretty sure he knows I like him really much, and it doesn`T even bother me that he does (and well there is no chance it can be requited, not in relationship-terms at least), and well of course it makes for a weird situation (in different ways this time). And honestly speaking even though he was married at that point already, him getting married officially in november (with church and rings and pregnant bride and the whole stuff), well Iw as aware of that and it should not have pinched, but it did, so I had to cut myself off from any kind of interrelating with him (we are just very very superficially communicating of course), which I did for pretty much the whole november and most of december. Just needed that mental break and time-out.
Well he wasn`t communicating online anyways, he had totally changed his usually outgoing, funny, communicative behaviour, exchanging it for sparse comments, only publishing where he was going to play and posting pictures of himself where he looked like sh*t to be honest.
He was sick pretty much for 3 months ongoing.


Eventually I did resurface though, when I was feeling I had processed that emotional blow (which should not even have been one, but was feeling like one nevertheless), first commenting on something on his fb, and then seeing him on stage again at the end of december.
And he himself has taken up his old facebook-communication behaviour again, and seems much more upbeat than he did for some weeks, though he seems to have developed a liking for posting smileys. lol And sharing memories of many years ago, which shook up me quite a bit, as I realized that of course without knowing I must have been there at the same place at the same time. LOL
But then again he probably even knows, as he seems to have always been aware of me sooner than I was of him. Even on concerts that is most often the case, that he seems to see me sooner than I see him. No clue how that is even possible. After all he is the "star".

But yes anyway, it`s a little weird story.


"Oh I got a new one, how would life be for me should I live in Manchester or London - though I prefer Manchester tbh less commotion a bit more affordable >_<"
Oh I love London!
Everytime I am there it feels like coming home.
Well but maybe it did contribute to my liking of the city that I was there with a friend for the last 3 times, and we were seeing Jude Law on stage, and this was really a treat. Amazing stage presence with an intensity that he never seems to bring across in the films, at least not in that way. But seeing him on stage one immediately knows how the Mars in scorpio and Sun in Cap-square-Pluto-on MC manifests.


So Manchester for you?
Wheel of Fortune - 10 of Swords - 8 of swords

Hmm, no, just no. I`d say. That looks like meeting fate there but not the pleasant kind.


London?
9 of cups - Queen of Wands - Justice

Actually I think that would be the much better choice. the 9 of cups the pleasantness, the wishfulfillment, the anticipation of good things to come, just feeling emotionally satisfied. Being a passionate creative confident woman there yourself, full of energy, and Justice highlighting the significance and how fire and water are balanced. Very emotional, very sensitive, compassionate and yet temperamental.


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posted February 05, 2016 06:49 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ceridwen     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Julz,

"OMG Ceri I would die!"
Yeah, I did. In fact that evening I felt at my lowest in selfconfidence, and at my ugliest. Had been literally giving my self a very harsh telling-off mentally about being as fat as I was at that time. That was a few hours before the concert. And he comes and not only shakes up my reserve but tries to tempt me accept chocolate from him. Chocolate!
I was actually thinking he was braindead or something like that. First of he apparently did NOT see the glaring neon letters glowing brighly in my aura that said: "Closed for business. No approaching allowed!", but seriously, you don`t offer chocolate to an ugly fat woman.
But like that night we first met he seemed to have a bit of a different view on me than I had on myself.

" Did you give him the attention he wanted"
No, I don`t think I did. Well of course I had to answer him, but only very short. And well in fact after he had gone away for a few steps to look for another "victim" whom he could trick into that game he had in mind (well there were so many volunteers in the audience, so why did he have to come to me, who definitely was NOT volunteering at all. lol), anyway after a few steps, he turned back and came over to me again just to ask for my name (which I am sure he had forgotten the minute he turned away, but it was strange, it would have made sense if he had asked for it during our very very short exchange, but he asked pretty much after it was clear I would NOT cooperate. At. all.)

He didn`t try to speak to me that night again (I was really defensive, having a stick up my bum, and pretty much did not even like myself that night. lol), but he came back to stand just behind my chair and sing a whole stanza from there, with his hand on the back of my chair. He did not just push me out of my comfort zone that night, he pulverized it.

But to be honest, for all the attempts he made to communicate with me I mostly have been more than a little defensive, unresponsive and just being a non-verbal b*tch, which I did not want, but I was just extremely insecure at that time, and had no idea how to deal with that man.
I still donīt know, but by now I simply do. Deal with him, I mean.
By now we seem to take turns in making each other uncomfortable and crazy as it seems. lol


But I will never forget the expression on his face, when it dawned on him, that I apparently might like him (despite my very strange behaviour). I don`t know exactly WHAT he thought this moment. But it was the day after we had a short facebook convo about the upcoming fanmeeting he scheduled, and where I admitted I would like to come but probably wouldnīt because I was being seriously shy.
And the night after that I actually saw him on a concert, and we had this very extended eyecontact during a song (and for once I did not force myself to break it after just a couple of seconds, but figured if he wanted to maintain it, I could reciprocrate that. lol), and during that there was just that open, brightest smile growing on his face I`ve ever seen. It was like seeing the sun rise for the first time. I think that was when he maybe understood a little bit why I had been acting so strange and defensive (and let`s face it,even rude) in the years before, and that I apparently did like him.
I mean of course by then it was too later for anything to happen between us, but just seeing that light in his eyes and face, just because I was smiling at him, - well I can`t quite describe it.

And I am not backing out of it. I mean by now I am pretty sure he knows I like him really much, and it doesn`T even bother me that he does (and well there is no chance it can be requited, not in relationship-terms at least), and well of course it makes for a weird situation (in different ways this time). And honestly speaking even though he was married at that point already, him getting married officially in november (with church and rings and pregnant bride and the whole stuff), well Iw as aware of that and it should not have pinched, but it did, so I had to cut myself off from any kind of interrelating with him (we are just very very superficially communicating of course), which I did for pretty much the whole november and most of december. Just needed that mental break and time-out.
Well he wasn`t communicating online anyways, he had totally changed his usually outgoing, funny, communicative behaviour, exchanging it for sparse comments, only publishing where he was going to play and posting pictures of himself where he looked like sh*t to be honest.
He was sick pretty much for 3 months ongoing.


Eventually I did resurface though, when I was feeling I had processed that emotional blow (which should not even have been one, but was feeling like one nevertheless), first commenting on something on his fb, and then seeing him on stage again at the end of december.
And he himself has taken up his old facebook-communication behaviour again, and seems much more upbeat than he did for some weeks, though he seems to have developed a liking for posting smileys. lol And sharing memories of many years ago, which shook up me quite a bit, as I realized that of course without knowing I must have been there at the same place at the same time. LOL
But then again he probably even knows, as he seems to have always been aware of me sooner than I was of him. Even on concerts that is most often the case, that he seems to see me sooner than I see him. No clue how that is even possible. After all he is the "star".

But yes anyway, it`s a little weird story.


"Oh I got a new one, how would life be for me should I live in Manchester or London - though I prefer Manchester tbh less commotion a bit more affordable >_<"
Oh I love London!
Everytime I am there it feels like coming home.
Well but maybe it did contribute to my liking of the city that I was there with a friend for the last 3 times, and we were seeing Jude Law on stage, and this was really a treat. Amazing stage presence with an intensity that he never seems to bring across in the films, at least not in that way. But seeing him on stage one immediately knows how the Mars in scorpio and Sun in Cap-square-Pluto-on MC manifests.


So Manchester for you?
Wheel of Fortune - 10 of Swords - 8 of swords

Hmm, no, just no. I`d say. That looks like meeting fate there but not the pleasant kind.


London?
9 of cups - Queen of Wands - Justice

Actually I think that would be the much better choice. the 9 of cups the pleasantness, the wishfulfillment, the anticipation of good things to come, just feeling emotionally satisfied. Being a passionate creative confident woman there yourself, full of energy, and Justice highlighting the significance and how fire and water are balanced. Very emotional, very sensitive, compassionate and yet temperamental.


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