posted July 29, 2003 03:49 PM         

My mother is very religious so she has many portraits of Jesus around our house. Becuase of her I pray to Jesus everyday. So we have this fake Leornardo D'Vinci painting of the Last Supper in one of our Living rooms. Well about a week ago, this painting fell from it's place with no explanation, when it fell, it even landed upright which was rare because the painting, would've fallen on it's head the way it was positioned. We thought nothing of it and moved on.

Then a couple days ago, I was in my mom's car and I was thinking about Telekinesis and how you can move objects with the mind. So I attempted it on my purse that was on my lap. I wanted to see if I can open the zipper with my mind. Couldn't do it, gave up. So I put the purse aside and a minute later I noticed that a bit of the zipper was open. I was stunned and I gave it a logical explanation saying it was already like that when I saw it. But I couldn't remember.

The same day we got home, I got out of my car, and I noticed that the outside light of my house was flashing. The houselight was not open when we left. So it was doing something very strange. Being very imaginative I was getting all kinds of ideas, got scared, and told it to stop. It didn't stop, until I messed with the switch myself, nothing was wrong after that. I was getting a bit weary, and started to pray that it wasn't any astral entity, as I have a very strong fear of this.

But at that same night, I was dealing with sleeplessnes. Becuase I have been sleeping more by day, then by night. It was early in the morning, and I decided that I was going to pick up Gooberz and read it. I was reading the chapter in which she is speaking to her Guru in and they're talking about Twin Selves. I was getting very relaxed and very confident with what she was saying. Then all of a sudden, the power in my house goes completely out, it's pitch black in my room, I get terrified, and seconds later the power comes back and everything is back to normal. This doesn't happen! I have a very wild imagination, that's what it could be, but it's still strange and coincidental.

Then the little things happen, like when I'm in a room with a bunch of people, the lights start to flash, get scared and then it stops. Then I see objects fall in my room, get scared then it stops. Then when I'm about to open a door, the door will move forward by itself, get scared then it stops. These little things happen when I'm relaxed and very confident. If this isn't my imagination, I don't think it's an astral entity, because it's presence would be more obvious. A little piece of me thinks this is my UNconcious doing, and that I'm accidently making these little things occur, that my concious is not in control of. My concious then sends an urgent message of fear and it completely stops.

What do you guys think? I don't want to see this continue becuase I can't fully control it. Awhile ago, even my dreams were showing me this possibility. It frightens me, and on top of that, a couple weeks ago I saw The Exorcist, big mistake, completely scared.

-StarLover

posted July 30, 2003 07:51 AM         

Check out this thread, it may answer some of your questions.

http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum2/HTML/000863.html

Love and Light,

posted July 31, 2003 03:16 AM         

Wow! Just saw the string to which you posted the link.

posted August 04, 2003 02:34 AM         

She's a .

posted October 08, 2003 03:28 PM         

-StarLover