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posted July 09, 2018 10:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
Awesome, Silverstone,

But Re-Member

it's a Set-Up

and the Truth is within...

we will never find the answers
we are looking for

til
we
Know ThyS-elf

and OverSoul=God

for we have been fooled,
for a very long time

and some are awakening
from a deep sleep

what's that Pepsi commercial..

hold on, I'll be back...


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posted July 10, 2018 07:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Pepsi!

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posted July 11, 2018 10:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by silverstone:
Star Signs Page 311, 312 & 313 Hard cover. Lotus, as you requested....

Here you go Lotus, as you wanted me to post:


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posted July 11, 2018 10:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'm in tears.
I will get back to all of this..
I promise...
Going through difficulty. ...

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All my love, with all my Heart
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posted July 12, 2018 05:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:

Gooberz--Page 1035

Gethsemane -- The Serpent Circle of Time


how will I ever reach a 4th Dimensional Now
when my mind is so imprisoned
within the pages of illusionary, yet painfully, convincingly real Earthtime

called a calendar ?

how can I ignore the calendar's desultory
and at least intellectually indisputable message
that you have been gone now ... nearly nine years ?

9 .. the number, according to the ancients

of the Alpha and the Omega .. signifying always
one of two paths
either the Final Ending of an event or a situation
or its New Beginning

or both ?

this morning, I awoke
with the sound of West End Avenue traffic in my ears
it was just a dream

only our astral S-elves had kissed once more
but this time it was so real .... you seemed so near

oh ! I am tired of dreaming, do you hear ?
tired of believing and praying
I am weary-weary-weary

of this endless hell of waiting
so grey and dreary

how often have I heard it said, how often have I read
that one may not argue with God's Timetable -- or Cosmic Wisdom
and that the karmic lace for testing each soul
in its own time and place
should not be defied or questioned
for what is Time, but an illusion ?

I know we are being soul-tested, Gooober and I
but Heathcliffe, it's been nearly nine years
and if he doesn't return soon, I truly believe I will die
as Love and Peace died .. from a broken heart

is it always darkest before the dawn ?

true, it is in Macrocosm of Nature
that hour, just before Sunrise, the sky is its blackest velvet
then the Sun's first rays .. rise silently over the hilltops

and this microcosm of the long night of our separation
has never been darker than now
but I see no dawning pink-gold glow, to let me know
that there will ever again be any worthwhile reason for living

what does God -- what does the Universe want of me ?

I have already given Gooober the gift of forgiving
and I've released that visiting entity
which kept him from healing before
I call back that poor, lost soul fragment no more

I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING !

I heard myself angrily shout

.. then came the faintest whisper

everything but the absence
of the last teeny-tiny sliver of doubt

did you speak, Heathcliffe ?
or am I hearing only the lonely echo
of my own dying faith dreams ?

I know nothing is ever what it seems
bit it's so terribly dreary and dark

Heathcliffe ! did you speak .. did you bark ?
please don't tell me more empty metaphysical lies

but Heath was silent

just staring at me, through his wiggly strands of paper hair
with his little beady eyes of wistful wise
******************************************

WHY, WHY, WHY ?


all the lies, lies, lies
still ?
underneath the cool aloof facade
of a hidden secret
left buried so deep inside,
the wounds I caused
because of a sliver of doubt ..
I left feeling betrayed
re-Played
again and again and again
I Face my Fate ..
Relentless
Bold
Beautiful
I am you, and you are me
Iris

Somewhere Over the Rainbow ...

All my love, with all my heart
To ALL. ...


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posted July 12, 2018 05:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
Page 918 in Gooberz, Canto Twenty

and it is the 'I' and the 'O' --- those matching Snowflakes halves
eons ago, due to Original Sin, split into two pieces
which must reunite into ONE complete whole
while the male and female they then guide and control as Body Temples
remain as separate man and woman"


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posted July 13, 2018 04:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
What about OverSoul...

Rise Rise Rise

What was written at Delphi

KNOW THYSELF

NOTHING IN EXCESS

you see, unless you go within
and connect with your OverSoul=God
in Heaven, you will not Master yourS-elf..

you must you must you must

connect

to your TrueS-elf

I've tried to explain it, so many times...

please, Know ThyS-elf

please do the hard work...
to really want to know Truth...

My OverSoul in Heaven
side by side with my Twin
we have never been apart...

when you connect,
there is a never-ending stream
of information, you will not ever
lose that connection, once it is made...

each must find his own way...
Only you have the answers within you...
the journey of the Self, finding
True-S-elf...

things change and alter with time..
future is probabilities...
we can Bring
Peace on Earth
Heaven On Earth

Connect. ...


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posted July 14, 2018 11:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by ballerina:
Life = File is but a dream...


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posted July 14, 2018 10:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I know Goober...
We are never apart..
I want to hold you....
Here and now. ...

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All my love, with all my Heart
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posted July 15, 2018 12:14 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
"more than one ? oh Heath, please!
I have not yet even completed the first"

"you will write Happiness pOem One -- called Gooberz
and then Happiness pOem -- Part two
it has been ordained, as I have said unto you"

"and will all these things to which you say
I shall be enlightened . . . at the allotted time
be told in my Happiness pOem you call Part Two ?"


they shall -- and Part Two shall swiftly follow Part One"

"don't be so certain, Heathcliffe
I'm struggling with the first Happiness pOem
and may never complete it -- let alone another"


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posted July 16, 2018 11:46 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
HADES=SHADE

Shades of Grey were created...

the Universal Laws, Set into Action
for every Action, has a Re-Action...

HADES

SHE-HE HAD HEADS, HEHE
A SAD SEA
DASH ASH
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posted July 17, 2018 04:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
Thanks YourFriendInSpirit!
Ggod to be Home...

continued, page 918

"you will do so, for it has thus been ordained
you are being given this guidance
for the enlightenment of each sister and brother
all those Earthlings who are presently lost in the woods
who have wandered far away from Eden
and must be shown the way once more . . back home"

"I am still uncertain, but we shall see
can you guess what troubles me the very most
through mental telepathy ?"

"what troubles you concerns the longing
experienced by the separate halves
of each eons-ago divided symbolic Snowflake
while they remain lonely and apart
and the deep yearning these separated
Higher Angels feel -- to seek one another
but I must say . .
this required not telepathy . . for your need
is so visible on your features, as well as in your aura"


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posted July 18, 2018 09:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
Spinning...

Rainbow God/dess Iris, number 14 in the Tarot, Temperance...opposites, with equal give and take..compromise, meeting in the Middle 50/50

1 and 0
0 and 1

I and O
O and I
Isis and Osiris

OsIRIS

the 1 in the 0

IRIS was androgyne
before the split in TWO
thus became
Isis and Osiris

Soul form to Physical form

14 pieces
7 for each
within the
Trinity
and the 2 in 1

the World

still spinning


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posted July 19, 2018 05:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
okay, we see through twin births
from Greek Mythology..
Rhea and Cronus

beared twins each time
the titans upon an agreement
with Cronus, whom they forced
to kill all male offspring
so Cronus would remain ruler

but Zues got away
Neptune
and Pluto

from twin births, the girls were shone..
the titans and left and Rhea
than bore the male

Horus, is Osiris reBorn, he was already split in half,
they call her wretched Isis...saying she slept with the Father and the Son...

How else did creation start
but by brother and sister?

1 and 0 the Perfect Number

there are so many generations
endings and beginnings

this is the 10th Generation
as written about
in the Sibylline Oracles...

I'll have to meditate...

Silverstone, it's difficult for me
when you bring in so much information
at once...

possibly you can break down the parts you
are curious about..
and I can work on them in pieces...

I feel we can not go higher than 10 planets..
and that no signs should share a planet

so if we go further
they are the Offspring

for the New Beginning...


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posted July 20, 2018 04:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
What about OverSoul...

Rise Rise Rise

What was written at Delphi

KNOW THYSELF

NOTHING IN EXCESS

you see, unless you go within
and connect with your OverSoul=God
in Heaven, you will not Master yourS-elf..

you must you must you must

connect

to your TrueS-elf

I've tried to explain it, so many times...

please, Know ThyS-elf

please do the hard work...
to really want to know Truth...

My OverSoul in Heaven
side by side with my Twin
we have never been apart...

when you connect,
there is a never-ending stream
of information, you will not ever
lose that connection, once it is made...

each must find his own way...
Only you have the answers within you...
the journey of the Self, finding
True-S-elf...

things change and alter with time..
future is probabilities...
we can Bring
Peace on Earth
Heaven On Earth

Connect. ...


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posted July 25, 2018 06:51 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:

Gooberz--Page 1035

Gethsemane -- The Serpent Circle of Time


how will I ever reach a 4th Dimensional Now
when my mind is so imprisoned
within the pages of illusionary, yet painfully, convincingly real Earthtime

called a calendar ?

how can I ignore the calendar's desultory
and at least intellectually indisputable message
that you have been gone now ... nearly nine years ?

9 .. the number, according to the ancients

of the Alpha and the Omega .. signifying always
one of two paths
either the Final Ending of an event or a situation
or its New Beginning

or both ?

this morning, I awoke
with the sound of West End Avenue traffic in my ears
it was just a dream

only our astral S-elves had kissed once more
but this time it was so real .... you seemed so near

oh ! I am tired of dreaming, do you hear ?
tired of believing and praying
I am weary-weary-weary

of this endless hell of waiting
so grey and dreary

how often have I heard it said, how often have I read
that one may not argue with God's Timetable -- or Cosmic Wisdom
and that the karmic lace for testing each soul
in its own time and place
should not be defied or questioned
for what is Time, but an illusion ?

I know we are being soul-tested, Gooober and I
but Heathcliffe, it's been nearly nine years
and if he doesn't return soon, I truly believe I will die
as Love and Peace died .. from a broken heart

is it always darkest before the dawn ?

true, it is in Macrocosm of Nature
that hour, just before Sunrise, the sky is its blackest velvet
then the Sun's first rays .. rise silently over the hilltops

and this microcosm of the long night of our separation
has never been darker than now
but I see no dawning pink-gold glow, to let me know
that there will ever again be any worthwhile reason for living

what does God -- what does the Universe want of me ?

I have already given Gooober the gift of forgiving
and I've released that visiting entity
which kept him from healing before
I call back that poor, lost soul fragment no more

I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING !

I heard myself angrily shout

.. then came the faintest whisper

everything but the absence
of the last teeny-tiny sliver of doubt

did you speak, Heathcliffe ?
or am I hearing only the lonely echo
of my own dying faith dreams ?

I know nothing is ever what it seems
bit it's so terribly dreary and dark

Heathcliffe ! did you speak .. did you bark ?
please don't tell me more empty metaphysical lies

but Heath was silent

just staring at me, through his wiggly strands of paper hair
with his little beady eyes of wistful wise
******************************************

WHY, WHY, WHY ?


all the lies, lies, lies
still ?
underneath the cool aloof facade
of a hidden secret
left buried so deep inside,
the wounds I caused
because of a sliver of doubt ..
I left feeling betrayed
re-Played
again and again and again
I Face my Fate ..
Relentless
Bold
Beautiful
I am you, and you are me
Iris

Somewhere Over the Rainbow ...

All my love, with all my heart
To ALL. ...


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posted July 26, 2018 01:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
I believe it, to be all true...
and that is just scratching the
surface...
what has been done, goes against
the Universal Laws, that are immutable..
we shall pay, our debt, collectively...
for what we have done...

We Are All One...

we do not win, if we do not meet in the Middle...this is a joint effort
All for One,
and One for ALL. ...

Remember, this is the World of Illusion,
and materially, we have let us, drive us,
More More More, Rome Rome Rome

when does it end!?
there's a Polar Shift a coming... .

the Truth is, we could re-Verse
what we have done, but the masses
choose not to,
there are those of Us,
who live in Harmony, and Balance
Magic!

So, yeh, Silverstone, if we only knew
the Truth, it's down-right insane!


All my love, with all my heart

To ALL. ...


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posted July 31, 2018 07:05 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
I find most often, that the Truth
is right in front of my eyes,
yet I cannot See it, til the alotted
time...

I would think this is something most
people do, the truth is right in front
of you,
but you don't See it!?

The Secret of PlutO ScOrpiO, did you
know, that a scorpion, is also
considered and arachnid, spider-line...
0 the all encompassing...

let's see, what are our symbols...
ram, bull, twins, crab, lion, woman,
scales, scorpion-grey lizard-eagle(pheonix, dove, wolf and tiger, interesting?) half-man-half-horse, goat, waterbearer-man...
twins, woman, and man
animals

a scorpion?

scales?


ListensToTrees, BlueRoamer, and Silverstone
a special thanks to you three, for opening my eyes to what was in front of me

the serpent coming full-circle
in the Mystery of the Sign Scorpio
that will unlock the Truth...

Twlfth Night Secrets
and Spider Line

have not come to Light
for in this mystery
we face darkness, or what we perceive
it to be, and that is the test...
to embrace and LOve all aspects of this
life=file
for it IS, what we created, all together...

there is a 13 Sign, it's been a Secret
it has been hidden...

the records from Atlantis were moved to
3 locations, I believe, one of them
being at the Sphinx...

We turned Our Backs, ON GOD, Our True-Self..
we're lost, and confused, and not at all
amused...or are we?

O O O
GOOber...
it's me, that has taken so long,
I blame, me-me-me-me-me-me-me
tears
tears
tears

all my love, with all my heart
me


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posted August 03, 2018 07:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
Thank-you, sVirgo, Silverstone,
and Randall!

I'm working way too many hours, hehe

So, back to Soul Pieces, and Body Temple's..
has anyone every experienced the change in a body temple, or even their own?
For instance, one day, you just know things,
you didn't before, there pieces to the whole of you, and your Other Half...
To Know Thyself. ...

On the OverSoul level, all this is done,
when you connect to your OverSoul, you are
now participating, As Above, So Below...
One foot here, and One foot there. ...

All my love, with all my heart

To ALL


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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
okay, we see through twin births
from Greek Mythology..
Rhea and Cronus

beared twins each time
the titans upon an agreement
with Cronus, whom they forced
to kill all male offspring
so Cronus would remain ruler

but Zues got away
Neptune
and Pluto

from twin births, the girls were shone..
the titans and left and Rhea
than bore the male

Horus, is Osiris reBorn, he was already split in half,
they call her wretched Isis...saying she slept with the Father and the Son...

How else did creation start
but by brother and sister?

1 and 0 the Perfect Number

there are so many generations
endings and beginnings

this is the 10th Generation
as written about
in the Sibylline Oracles...

I'll have to meditate...

Silverstone, it's difficult for me
when you bring in so much information
at once...

possibly you can break down the parts you
are curious about..
and I can work on them in pieces...

I feel we can not go higher than 10 planets..
and that no signs should share a planet

so if we go further
they are the Offspring

for the New Beginning...


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posted August 11, 2018 06:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
What about OverSoul...

Rise Rise Rise

What was written at Delphi

KNOW THYSELF

NOTHING IN EXCESS

you see, unless you go within
and connect with your OverSoul=God
in Heaven, you will not Master yourS-elf..

you must you must you must

connect

to your TrueS-elf

I've tried to explain it, so many times...

please, Know ThyS-elf

please do the hard work...
to really want to know Truth...

My OverSoul in Heaven
side by side with my Twin
we have never been apart...

when you connect,
there is a never-ending stream
of information, you will not ever
lose that connection, once it is made...

each must find his own way...
Only you have the answers within you...
the journey of the Self, finding
True-S-elf...

things change and alter with time..
future is probabilities...
we can Bring
Peace on Earth
Heaven On Earth

Connect. ...


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posted August 14, 2018 07:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Originally posted by lotusheartone:
why did she call it her second Happiness pOem,

it was to be written with her Twin..when they would Re-Unite...

for each holds a lock and a key...

Twelfth, a system created on 12...by Adam and Eve, the False god, the One of Sacrifice...
12 the Sacrifice the Victum...
Cleopatra, convinced Juluis Ceasar to change the Calendar, to the 12 month Gregorian calendar, this is something that needs to be fixed...
to our natural time piece of 13, but is thirteen correct, giving us 13 months, 28 days a month, 364 days a year, no leap year, no 1/2's...
The Mayan Calendar is something to be studied, but part of the False god...something is hidden there...Secret...

Night, the twelfth Night, 12 days of Sacrifice, for the new Year...when the first
was sacrificed, Osiris, time began, for in his Death he was re-Incarnated into HORUS-OUR HOURS...they were set up...
because Isis saved Set's Life, from Horus's Revenge, for Isis knew the Universal Laws...
but, in this, she was be-headed, beheaded again as Marie Antoinette...
Everything carries over into every Life and Body Temple we reside in...

Secrets, that Adam and Eve, the False God...started creation with themselves...

ah, but the true God made it Through..
one example Jesus and Mary, they were in the set up, of this, the bloodline, they were not poor...but they had no choice but to go along...or suffer Death...12 disciples, 13 the Master-Jesus and Mary, for Mary was his equal, but this had to be hidden..
Jesus did not die on the Cross, this is false to continue the idea of sacrifice, no one can die for your sins, you are responsible for the free-wi11 choices you make...

Now we have 6 6 6, this is the Birth of Jesus, 06-06-0006, a Gemini, Butterfly....
like Minerva and Prometheaus
MINERVA-I AM RA RAVEN

Man is the Beast, plain and simple, Our OverSoul in Heaven is Our Angel form, and here on Earth-He11-Tartarus, we are in devil form, seeking balance with our Angel form...
You must know ThySelf. ...

The Secrets, Isis and Osiris, Are MOther and Father God of this Earth, through the True God, 2 in 1...

Perhaps the manuscript is not finished, for her twin did not keep his promise, he never came back...

ALL are Forgiven
for turning their backs on Our MOther God, betrayed, abandoned, hurt, through Time and Space, She Survives it ALL, LOves ALL unconditionally, and Forgives, and never would ask for sacrifice. ...

Father God, I beseech, you put her back at your Side, here on Earth, as it is in Heaven...

Amen-Awomen


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Originally posted by lotusheartone:

Gooberz--Page 1035

Gethsemane -- The Serpent Circle of Time


how will I ever reach a 4th Dimensional Now
when my mind is so imprisoned
within the pages of illusionary, yet painfully, convincingly real Earthtime

called a calendar ?

how can I ignore the calendar's desultory
and at least intellectually indisputable message
that you have been gone now ... nearly nine years ?

9 .. the number, according to the ancients

of the Alpha and the Omega .. signifying always
one of two paths
either the Final Ending of an event or a situation
or its New Beginning

or both ?

this morning, I awoke
with the sound of West End Avenue traffic in my ears
it was just a dream

only our astral S-elves had kissed once more
but this time it was so real .... you seemed so near

oh ! I am tired of dreaming, do you hear ?
tired of believing and praying
I am weary-weary-weary

of this endless hell of waiting
so grey and dreary

how often have I heard it said, how often have I read
that one may not argue with God's Timetable -- or Cosmic Wisdom
and that the karmic lace for testing each soul
in its own time and place
should not be defied or questioned
for what is Time, but an illusion ?

I know we are being soul-tested, Gooober and I
but Heathcliffe, it's been nearly nine years
and if he doesn't return soon, I truly believe I will die
as Love and Peace died .. from a broken heart

is it always darkest before the dawn ?

true, it is in Macrocosm of Nature
that hour, just before Sunrise, the sky is its blackest velvet
then the Sun's first rays .. rise silently over the hilltops

and this microcosm of the long night of our separation
has never been darker than now
but I see no dawning pink-gold glow, to let me know
that there will ever again be any worthwhile reason for living

what does God -- what does the Universe want of me ?

I have already given Gooober the gift of forgiving
and I've released that visiting entity
which kept him from healing before
I call back that poor, lost soul fragment no more

I'VE TRIED EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING !

I heard myself angrily shout

.. then came the faintest whisper

everything but the absence
of the last teeny-tiny sliver of doubt

did you speak, Heathcliffe ?
or am I hearing only the lonely echo
of my own dying faith dreams ?

I know nothing is ever what it seems
bit it's so terribly dreary and dark

Heathcliffe ! did you speak .. did you bark ?
please don't tell me more empty metaphysical lies

but Heath was silent

just staring at me, through his wiggly strands of paper hair
with his little beady eyes of wistful wise
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WHY, WHY, WHY ?


all the lies, lies, lies
still ?
underneath the cool aloof facade
of a hidden secret
left buried so deep inside,
the wounds I caused
because of a sliver of doubt ..
I left feeling betrayed
re-Played
again and again and again
I Face my Fate ..
Relentless
Bold
Beautiful
I am you, and you are me
Iris

Somewhere Over the Rainbow ...

All my love, with all my heart
To ALL. ...


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posted September 02, 2018 10:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Goober...
I feel you..
I hear you...

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All my love, with all my Heart
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posted September 02, 2018 10:02 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ballerina     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Goober...
I feel you..
I hear you...

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All my love, with all my Heart
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