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proxieme
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posted December 23, 2002 07:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Berns -

I remember that you took a look at my pic earlier and told me what you saw; today I was messing around w/ my cheap-o digicam, and, I dunno, got a pic that seemed really honest to me, and was wondering what you thought. Here it is (it's linked to from the KF photo album; I'll take it down shortly).
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Eh, just in case that continues not to post...
http://groups.msn.com/lindalandjoints/shoebox.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=264

Granted, I look really tired and puffy (I'll think I'll blame the tendency of my cam to supersaturate stuff), and the lighting/shadow effects're weird, but...it just seemed more like me.
If you have time.
Thank you.

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Bernadette1216
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posted December 24, 2002 12:04 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bernadette1216     Edit/Delete Message
oh sweet Corri...look at what wonderful features you have! A fantastic chisled chin! You have great bone structure!

Lotsa turmoil lies deep deep within those eyes...what is troubling this quiet girl? I can't see it...you are holding it close...

that is all I'm tuning into...and I could be WAY off base here...so, forgive me if I'm wrong..coz I'm not always right with this...depends on my mood I think, and sometimes things going on in my own life that don't allow me to see others..

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taj
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posted December 24, 2002 12:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for taj     Edit/Delete Message
you really do have piscean eyes, corri. soft, limpid, dreamy, neptunian.

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theFajita
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posted December 24, 2002 12:37 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for theFajita     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Proxieme-

You really don't look puffy! You just look beautiful to me and yea, those eyes, so much going on behind them! I can also practically see those wheels turning in your head!

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Bernadette1216
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posted December 24, 2002 08:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bernadette1216     Edit/Delete Message
quote:
soft, limpid, dreamy, neptunian.

my exhusband (who is a pisces) has those eyes..it's what made me fall in love with him....actually, his eyes remind me of Nick Cage..is Nick a Pisces?

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Aselzion
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posted December 25, 2002 05:07 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Aselzion     Edit/Delete Message
Greetings...

Nope Nicks not a Fish, hes a Goat, 1/7/64.

Sorry.. maybe he has something like Asc or ASC ruler in Pisces.

Pax...

A

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proxieme
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posted December 27, 2002 02:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you Berns. I'm not so quiet, though. I can be, but I can also be a motor mouth.

Thank you.

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theFajita
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posted December 27, 2002 07:26 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for theFajita     Edit/Delete Message
Proxieme you always make me giggle- you are just so honest and frank write exactly whats on your mind, I don't mean just now I mean in all your posts. I find you refreshing!

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Bernadette1216
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posted December 27, 2002 07:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bernadette1216     Edit/Delete Message
You are welcome~though I'm not sure how I helped!?

Corri, are you troubled by something? you never answered that part dear...and I'm always curious to know if what I am seeing is true...

you can email me if you like

bernadette1216@hotmail.com

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proxieme
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posted December 31, 2002 12:45 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
Eh, I'm just troubled by everything, in a way.
You know, when I read about how Pisceans have this need to serve humanity and tendency to "feel the pain of the world", I just roll my eyes at the appearing utter nonsense...
but they're there.
(To sound melodramatic...)
I don't know if it's just my sun or if other chart factors factor in, but there's this burning need - not desire, it's a need; like if I don't do something, something in me'll eat me alive - to find the thing that I can do to offer myself up and to serve, to make the world a better place (it sounds chintzy, but it's true). That drive is the blood in my veins sometimes; my hands and heart ache and itch to find their place - I shake and cry, and just want to quench it.
And if I let myself venture into it, the implications of every action and reaction crash down on me at once - they almost crush me. I'm paralyzed from the pain of it.
I have to keep myself busy and occupied w/ nonsense for it not to happen...the only catch being that if I do so, I can't feel the joy and love inherent in the above, too.
When my defenses are down, I can look at the most seemingly disparate people, and feel this overwhelming love for them just b/c they are as they are.
Like I was watching TV, and there was this agency security expert on, and I loved him b/c it was so clear that his actions and thoughts were done in large part out of love for his ideals and his country with its freedoms and his family; his beliefs, while often contrary to my own, were there b/c he loved and wished to protect.
And there was then a vocal and rowdy civil rights advocate opposing him, and I loved him b/c his actions were from love, too. He challenged and argued b/c he wished to keep his ideals and country and the hope of others and their freedom alive and well.
And people in general...I mean, so much of our action is to serve self-aggrandizement and ego and fear, but so much is to serve Love, too.
And I feel so silly, b/c I can look up at the stars on a clear night in the country, or a sunset or rise, or listen to the moving feathers on a flock of low-flying starlings, or get absorbed into the new spring leaves on once-bare trees or a coat of ice in the moonlight on still wintered branches, and I'm lost and helpless in exquisite pain as their existence tears through me. And I don't know anyone else who goes through the same. I have a few friends and plenty of acquaintances around, but their eyes glaze over or they look at me askance as soon as I start in on the above, so I don't bring it up.
So I feel so alone; not literally, b/c there are people there whenever I feel the urge, but in the way that it counts.
Life's terrible Beauty rips me apart, that's my trouble and my pain - nothing concrete and solvable.

Thank you very much for asking, Berns.

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quiksilver
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posted January 01, 2003 05:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for quiksilver     Edit/Delete Message
Proxieme,

I was reading your previous posting and it did strike a chord with me. You talk about "terrible beauty", (I think) or something to that effect.
Yes, I (as a Pisces too) feel this pain. Perfect example: I am at the beach and it's a beautiful, sunny day... . I do a little surfing, hang out till about 5 or so.... then the sky begins to darken ever so slightly. The sun gradually diminishes and then it is dusk. Any other observer would marvel at the beautiful colors in the sky. I on the other hand, grow increasingly sadder and more depressed. The colors are so beautiful that sometimes I cry (but hide this); and I cry out of sadness somehow, not happiness. It is as if I feel it is the last sunset I will ever see. Even though tomorrow will surely come, I do not think of this. All that matters at the moment is that I do no want to leave. Sometimes I have to make myself leave as opposed to just sitting there in gloom. I have always wondered why I feel such sadness when
I must leave. I should WANT to leave, because the whole scene is making me utterly depressed!!! But yet I stay anyway until I really must go. And I only live ten minutes away no less. It's not as if I'll never see a sunset again. I noticed this sense of overwhelming pain also manifests itself in other natural settings as well, such as forests or nature trails. It is especially difficult to deal with if I am not alone b/c then all my effort goes into trying to act normal and unaffected lest anyone catch on to my overall moroseness (is that a word?) anyway, I am not sure if these types of experiences have anything to do with the way you personally feel but I seemed to feel your sentiments in a very personal way as I read your posting...

it seems you are not totally alone as long as there are fellow pisces in the world. but still, what to do about these seemingly uncontrollable emotions???? i am not sure i have the answer.....

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theFajita
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posted January 02, 2003 03:48 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for theFajita     Edit/Delete Message
Proxieme

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Bernadette1216
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posted January 03, 2003 01:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Bernadette1216     Edit/Delete Message
you are welcome Corri..and actually...judging from what I wrote to you back in November...maybe I understand it more than I thought...or more than you thought...

*hugs*

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oh Corri..what a loner you have been...searched for your place in life...have you found it yet? such a quiet girl...not known as the troublemaker in school..not the class clown either..somewhat reserved...and highly misunderstood...you have many thoughts, they come fast but maybe have some trouble getting the message across? bet a pair of sweats and a tshirt is your favorite attire..or a good pair of Levi's...are books are your friend...bookworm? you are a serious type of person...you like a good joke of course, but you are a deep thinker and ponder life's mysteries to the fullest of your extent...this sounds like a very stupid question but are you particular about ketchup? like lots of ketchup?

Corri...what is it...what are you longing for? Something is screaming at me..through the silence of your photograph..but you're holding onto it..now, you called me out...there is something in there, inside you, that you are so longing for...searching searching searching.....

are you an activist in anything? because i sense you are pretty passionate about things, when you support something, you give it 110%..you don't mess around..you say what you mean and mean what you say...and if the next person doesn't understand you, well, that's their fault isn't it? because YOU know what you mean!!

what are you searching for Corri...what is not in your life, that you are longing for..?


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proxieme
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posted January 09, 2003 12:30 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for proxieme     Edit/Delete Message
quicksilver - It's not so much sadness that gets me - although in an odd way a sunset, etc. does seem like the last one that I'll see; I feel like I have to soak it all up because I won't see it again - it's like premature longing, if that makes any sense at all, coupled w/ complete reverent awe; it feels like the essense of whatever I'm looking at at the time gets into me and almost literally tears me apart, and it's not altogether unpleasant...OK, OK that sounds silly, but it's true.
I'm glad to have another Pisces along

Fajita -

(((Berns))) - Thank you, once again. My problem is that I don't know what I'm missing. Well, I think I might, but I'm not sure if it's something I can get here, you know?

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