posted April 09, 2003 05:12 PM         

the missing secret is The Buddha.

the buddha is not one person. the buddha just means intellectual enlightenment coupled with a loving caring heart!

period.

now you'll find those who'll refute this.

why would they refuse this? can you lexigram the word "test" and not fly from egypt in panic?
denial...i hear ther's a river there...

posted April 09, 2003 05:17 PM         

you can become enlightened: the divine aries goddess Linda has given you the keys. i want to help; to push you just a bit
over the threshold to soul's freedom and enlightened mind.

so call this a story thread, but us knowflakes are so witty and giving; mommy schooled us well. jump in when you like.

posted April 09, 2003 05:24 PM         

but a poem moved my soul. allen ginsburg called out to me about the very monster of life that i reject the most; the very monster that makes life painful for all. the poem was called HOWL and it is practically the manifesto of the Beats.

my poem is a response to that; a nod if you will.

i love poetry cause Plato said that Poets were liars who were bad for Republic.

watch me spit some truth here. let this one osirian poet blow your mind and invite you other poets to join the new Beat poet movement. the new Beat is Beatified, not beat down or beat up. the saints are sinners who kept going and that is why i am laying this Ginsberg inspired trip on ya. it's called...

Growl
(c) M. Marques Howard

Hopeful, hopped up, blind in the mind They were killing but not for jesus.

They were murderers for Moloch.

Moloch! Arch Devil, Lord of Owners, Blind and idolatrous, hater of Semites, bloodthirsty killer!

Ice in your veins, spiders and crabs crawling in your skull

You blind and idolatrous King.

You think you own everyone. Earth is jail and you’re the warden.

The most conniving of Devils, ancient Antigod

Full of lies and hatred, you are set upon your throne

And eviler devils put you there. Children died today.

Burning, crushed by stones. Damn, you’re smooth.

Love is Illegal, oh Moloch! In your evil empire

In you’re your nescient empire of false riches and evil righteousness

Moloch the malevolent. Manchild thighs hang from your lip.

MOLOCH. You rule with a skeletal hand. Six score sixty and six

Are your days numbered.

The prophet Ginsberg predicted your reign

And oh, what a reign! A reign of death and deception.

Little children. Women. Moses saw a burning Bush

Lucky us. We get a goofy monkey governor.

Here in Pluto’s Republic things only seem to belong to you.

(parable, metaphor,allegory)

In a dry wet dream Yeshua appeared to me as a Chinese *****

But I knew it was Him by the bleeding gashes, the holes in his hands

And Yeshua said to me;

“My dad can whip his dad. Don’t worry.”

I’m glad I can’t see the future, you jew hating fascist.

I WANT to be surprised. I can see the obvious though. You’re

A crook like Nixon, Moloch. We’ll get our country back from you.

Bush the Terrible, evil as hell, full of dumb hatred,

Even your wife and kids despise you. Most spiteful son of Man.

The Arabs will fall in love with the Israelis just to displease you, you set- up artist.

Your evil long - range plans are too obvious. Your granddaddy

was a Moloch too, you simpering Nazi emperor.

Judah, Benjamin. Simeon. Manasseh. Napthali,

Abraham and Moshe are in heaven, baby,

Glad you lost your invite in the mail.

So while you lie to our fellow Americans, Moloch,

You goofy monkey, usurper of office, liar, cheat, murderer

Coke snorting Nazi

Have a nice day!

War is Hell. You’re in charge.

What does that make YOU, President Einstein?

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moon saturn conjunction (ow..ow...ow...)
venus trine uranus (hey, look at that! that's nice..wow!)
juno in capricorn (oh well...what can you do about that?)

first know...then what? ;)

posted April 09, 2003 06:00 PM         

knew the age of real enlightened love and realisation, the age that fit with his venus so nicely, my venus! the angel age--
was coming.

he waited like a cool breeze for the water bearer to let it all hang out and love again.

the age of pisces and the age of aware aquarius seemed to exist at the same time for a moment, pisces fading, aqaurius awakening intelligently in love with fun and sexy new ideas and happy happy joy joy.

spiritual seekers and emotionl tweekers, all hail aquarius!

it can be that way right now if you want it to.

i styled myself a pagan adept, a giver: i didn't need to rebel. i aligned instead, with moon cycles and mother nature. watched the fat cats dwindle in popularity

venus as a boy, venus of the mind, venus in gemini --

we relaxed and were slack we were all kinds of ways
we waited for people to open their hearts and tune into giving tune into joy.

the avatar of the psicene age, linda goodman
that stoical saint, that spiritual savior, that sharer of bilblical wisdon whom a poet, knowing, called "librarius" just to make it thirteen at the table

linda goodman gave the best head of all! dirty, flirty and true:
linda goodman gave
god-head
in a day of tabloid rags and just enough astrology to keep us paying.

the sage whom i must credit kept on giving.

posted April 16, 2004 01:53 AM         

alkmi?

posted April 17, 2004 09:18 AM         

ah, yes--jeffrey dahmer. i was curious as to anything "abnormal" about his astrological profile. has anyone looked at it?

then i checked your website, and saw the words "mass murderer" [i did not have time to "digest" it all, but i shall return later to do that] he seems to be the only mass murderer that i know of who "repented" of his evilgoing. he did cooperate with the police to give closure to the families of his victims, and to me he seemed genuinely apologetic and remorseful

it just seems so timely, i mean, what are the odds of encountering two way-out-there subjects in such close proximity? [50-50, like always. i drive my daughter nuts with that, since she has quite a lot invested in the study of statistics, but hey, "it" always either will or won't happen]

posted April 18, 2004 07:33 PM         

i guess it's actually getting through. (gushes) so used to people not getting the things i write...goes right over their heads...

thanks so much.

i keep thinking lately about the precession of equinoxes with regard to astrology! this is the kind of stuff that made my head spin, which inspired the sort of mental apiralling into open areas the way Linda talked about --

the whoe thing started when i got Starry Night Freeman software. --

there is this whoe NEW birth chart o got when i looked at the sidereal skies, i mean everything is different!

it's hard to talk about but --

it is like being a rat or a tattle tale so i have to.

this basically has to do with the precession of equinoxes, the aquarian age progressing and advanceing. a lot of people are gtting charts done which simply don't account for the precession. the sun has not been transitting cancer during june 22 -- july 22 for hundreds and hundreds of years. like centuries.

on my birthday 07/08/1969 you think that makes ma a cancer, right? totally objectively not. wrong.

and i went crazy when i looked at this because --

i went throug hmy whole chart. the clincher was the aspects. venus and mars still exactly 180 degrees apart but in gem/sag, in tau/sco. uranus, pluto and jupiter within five degrees of each other but somewhere else in virgo altogether, nmear the beginning not around 25 - 29 degrees.

--

i think the more astrologers -- this is why i have staayed away from this site for months incidentally -- because i felt like i would be confusing a lot of people. it seems the opposite now because -- well...

i wonder if more than a few people know what i am talking about. i feel utterly mercury ruled and i like it fine. it is like putting on new clothes, or new skin. or something.

changes. because it IS disruptive and very "eureka" --

i think a lot of people will feel helped by sidereal astrology. it's such a wee small change!

posted April 18, 2004 07:54 PM         

i read a book about this once--like we are slipping gears or something to shift everything one notch. sometimes i have to wonder myself--my 'scope paints an entirely different picture of the "reality" at times and then at other times it is quite on target. reminds me of an old loretta young show about this woman who was panicked because she had to fly to a family reunion and her 'scope said not to. when she got there, she learned she had been living by the wrong one all her life.

posted April 18, 2004 09:37 PM         

i sent you an email via your website, but it came back because your mailbox was full. better take a few days off and clear it out, eh? ;o)

posted April 19, 2004 11:49 AM         

Love,