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Topic: Lol, I have another question
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Radna
Knowflake Posts: 44
From: M, OR, USA
Registered: Mar 2004
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posted April 27, 2004 02:07 PM
 
Since I have been meditating on a regular basis and reaching new heights....my dreams have been more and more disturbing. Discusting things about human nature. My awareness is in the person in my dreams and changes bodies often. That isn't really anything new, my dreams have always been like that or my body changes...it's different for every dream. I guess that my real question is that I want to know why the farther I spiral up do my dreams get worse. I haven't meditated in 2 nights because I had my first out of body experience, lol, I didn't go far, just to go and see my daughter in the next room, but that night my dream was with a woman who found looking at mutilated bodies and horrid things done to them seductive. There must be a balance somewhere, but if I am to be cursed with these dreams as a balance to the levels I get to spiral to, I won't meditate any longer. These dreams follow me into my waking life and I get very moody durring the day after these occurences (sp?). If anyone has any suggestions for helping me find a balance within myself or around me...or something I might be doing wrong in giving me these horrid visions please do so = ) Love and Light
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Eleanore
Knowflake Posts: 497
From: North Carolina
Registered: Aug 2003
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posted April 27, 2004 02:38 PM
I can't tell you why according to some theory I've read or refer you to a book with answers ... but I have experienced the exact same thing. I appears that, for me personally, there are peaks and plateaus in regards to my progress. Everthing is fine and dandy and I'm having inspiring/refreshing dreams, or just peaceful and calm ones, and then begins a cycle of nightmares and horrors in my sleep. I also always have dreams that change perspective, scenes, and even plots sometimes but eventually it all makes sense. I don't know exactly why the negative cycle occurs, but I think it might be that I am working through some of my "demons" on a concious level and then it is represented in my dreams by my subconcious as nightmares. By demons, I mean habits/thoughts/feelings and things that I'd like to change and/or improve. I suppose my subconcious uses nightmares because they usually include challenging battles and things that I fear, and also simply because I'm so conditioned to think of those things as "demons" and, of course, the subconcious doesn't understand sarcasm or jokes. ------------------
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Radna
Knowflake Posts: 44
From: M, OR, USA
Registered: Mar 2004
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posted April 28, 2004 08:42 PM
Thank you El for your reply and advide = )Radna IP: Logged |
alchemiest
Knowflake Posts: 148
From: baltimore, MD USA
Registered: Sep 2003
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posted April 28, 2004 10:33 PM
maybe you are working through your blockages subconsciously while you dream?
Perhaps you have issues that you may not even realize you need to deal with, and you face them in your dreams where they surface as dreadful nightmares. Just like Eleanore said.
Since you said that you had your first OBE a few nights ago, I also have to ask, did you protect yourself when you did so? I'm asking because when people have OBE's, for some reason it is easier for other 'entities' to latch onto their auric fiend while they are in essence out of their bodies. I suggest that if you feel that you have inadvertantly picked up some negative energy from your experiences, you should do a cleansing for yourself. Visualization of a cleansing white light removing all blockages and negativity (and 'unwanted guests'!) from your physical, mental and ethereal bodies works very well, followed by protective blue and violet light, and then white again to seal it all in. Hope it all clears up soon!  IP: Logged | |
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