posted April 20, 2005 11:33 PM         

And when we talk to "God" can it hear? And is it all right to show infamiliarity with it? I mean, I'v eread so much about showing respect, and thanking it (by the way, is our higher selve a god? Can a higher self be named Angel? Or did I make that up?)And I do...sometimes I'd spend a few minutes at night before I go to bed just thanking It (can it hear?) but...I mean...do I even know it? Oh dear...see, I've a few people in my...er...mind...There's Angel, my higher self, or whatever appeared when I did that medidtation. There's Sandra, a lady I dreamed, and decided was another of my higher self. And then there's Archangel Micheal (was he real?) who's my protector. Then there's Wolf, my animal guardian (first animal to pop in my head with that other meditation)and then there's my Lord of Karma. (Another meditation) He's more of a grandfatherly type--bet he was the one who made me apology to the guy (long story, awkward, but rewarding, afterwards, anyhoo) do they really exist, do you think? Or did I imagine them up? I've a great imagination...that's waht my astrological report said, and its true too...

What are some of the universal laws that we must follow? And you know how whatever we believe is what is true? Or at least, for us? I mean, that is true to an extent...but if you believed a bird is a dog, well, it's not. It's still a bird...right?

posted April 21, 2005 10:06 PM         

I used to think of god as a cross between a grandfather and a santa clause. One who watched upon his grandchildren, and give presents here and there. You know, one who would give hugs and kisses, and also serve punishments when nesesary.

posted April 22, 2005 06:57 PM         

Oh, and to go back on teh god thing...I don't think there is one GOD, but there is acosmic energy, and it is a bit like my grandfather/santa clause ideal, because it can love (it must love, to have create all these...but then why did it create the bad? Or even allow it to do so?)but its more of an energy then any solid form. A spirit? Maybe? I'd like to speak with it, like, face to face. and I'd cry with it, cry for all the crappy things going on in the world. Then i'd hug it, and give it a kleenex (cuz it cried with me, and would need something to blow it's nose) and then...then...er...then it'll let me go to that New Age store to buy some chakra balancing jewelry. Cheap ones of course, you've no idea how utterly expensive some of those things are! Hmph!

posted April 22, 2005 11:26 PM         

... jay kay .

posted April 23, 2005 12:05 AM         

God is Light, it says in the Bible and what is not of him has no power to do anything.

Please think in terms of physics and adamantine particles - so called the God Particles that make up everything in the universe. An intelligent creative force.

posted April 24, 2005 07:07 PM         

Gia

posted April 25, 2005 10:17 AM         

I had some bad experiences with an Islamic magician about 19 years ago who made very strong talisman objects for large amounts of money. It was not good at all. Beware of people who make, draw or infuse special personal talisman objects for money.

They normally need something that is personally from you to do it well. A photograph or perhaps a letter of consent, money exchange, telephone conversation or something that is you.These things give them a personal energetic link to you which makes you easier to manipulate.

It was not my intention to scare you. I'm sorry.

posted April 25, 2005 06:01 PM         

Fatye. m, I understand what you mean about there being no shortcuts to wisdom and knowledge, in the spiritual sence, but what is it that I should be doing in the more physical way? Should I stop reseraching, asking? Should I just not jump ahead into things too quickly?

I think I do have a tendency to try to push ahead as quickly as I can, but I never ever try to harm anyone. I was more looking into talismans to help my mom with her work (she's a compound 16, which means that no matter what job she has, there's always someone who wants to knock her off) and I wanted some talisman, or chant, or whatever, for protection, around the house, maybe in my doggie's bed corner area. Then a success talisman, for me and my sisters. Do not be selfish--oh dear...I'll try. I'm a bit on the selfish side...

This would be so much easier if I had someone who knows all these things living with or near me.

The thing is, I figured that since I am 15 now, I have as much freetime as I will ever get. Figured when I'm older, I'll hardly ever have the time to research, or find things out, because of work and all...so I'm trying to get as much understood before then...hm...seems a lot more sence in my head then it does in text...and hey! You still haven't answered all the above questions...giggles. Just Kidding, you don't have too...but I am curoius about the whole God thing. Can god really be with me? And what do you think of my karmic debts? Have I paid most of it?

Oh, and Sunchild, I didn't bother it...it was just yucky looking. I'm afraid it might run around the house and bite people. See, I was bitten ten times a few weeks ago by a bug over night (i think) and I swear, I did nothing to anything! lol...I've always been grossed out by bugs...and ycuk! Pick them up? I was thinking of putting a bucket or glass above it, and slip a piece of paper inside, but I thought of its beedy eyes and long twitching antenas, and how far and high it jumps....well...

Well, thank you all