posted July 25, 2005 05:08 PM         

Was told by a freind of mine who is a practicioner of Shamanism [prob not spelled rite] that when I was talking to him at a bonfire party a few weaks ago that I "atacked him" when my hand was on his back while I was asking him if he wants me to leave this girl he has a big ting for alone...He was totaly lieing to me at the time when he told me "no its ok, I dont mind, just want her to be hapy, Ill let her make her choice"...I was wondering consously at the moment if he was lieing to me,,,and subconsously knew he was. I was already very very drunk, had atleast 8 shots of Johny Walker Black label...

I wasnt thinking anyhting about trying to burn him or shock him, or give him any negative energy. Nor have I intentionaly tried to harm someone with energy in atleast 4 years.

Is it realy possable that I "burned him" without knowing it as he so boldly claims ? IF so does anyone think this could have happend because I was drunk, had my hand on his back, and maybe my subconsous became frustrated with his lieng,, and hurt him out of anger of being lied to ?

That is the only possability I can think of if he truly did feel "a burn" from me touching him.

posted July 25, 2005 09:04 PM         

Wich was also why I told him to just give me the word and I wont stay in his way.

He was deffinatly mad at me for "moving in on her", and not being like him just idly sitting around waiting for her to "make her choice"...

posted July 26, 2005 01:32 PM         

Interesting topic!

Did you used to practice dark stuff at all? Please dont think bad of me for asking this, cos I know people back in UK who used to practice the dark arts. If you did, he was probably picking up something from your past (even a past life)!

I was at a workshop a while back and the teacher said she took one look at me and though" OMG what is she doing here, she is dark" i didnt get offended at this cos I knew she was picking up a past life where I was a black witch.......ooooooeerr!! Later she said this to me and explained this life was about being a "lightworker" to compensate for the other darker times - interesting stuff hey (I still wear black a lot tho ha ha)!

When you say you havent intentionally tried to harm anyone in the last 4 years - did you used to do this? The reason I ask this is, I can sometimes pick up when someone has in the past danced down the dark side, and another friend of mine can pick up if a person has in a past life (I did and she picked it up).

If you feel uncomfortable talking about this, then theres no prob, but I know a few young men who have dabbled so I have experience of this. Most of them did this whilst experimenting with drugs,

Alternatively, he may be threatened by you. When I sent love and light to my sister in an email she said "why are you sending me light, do you think me dark then" LOL!

Love to all

posted July 26, 2005 04:33 PM         

In this life I have not actualy practiced intentional dark arts [studyed some though, just to get a more 3 dimensional view on the arts] ...But I have intentionaly gone "above" to hurt and punish those who I personaly felt injust...Learned not to do that any mroe the hard ways.

posted July 26, 2005 04:33 PM         

In this life I have not actualy practiced intentional dark arts [studyed some though, just to get a more 3 dimensional view on the arts] ...But I have intentionaly gone "above" to hurt and punish those who I personaly felt injust...Learned not to do that any mroe the hard ways.

posted July 27, 2005 03:42 AM         

I will send you love and light, sure I will, no worries.

Enjoy your studies, and if theres anything I can help you with man, just ask?

Love

posted July 27, 2005 09:33 AM         

Yes, thats what I want to do with these tallents..Actualy I want to get my license for massage therapy even before any school for music. My freind learned alot on how to focus her energy, and channel into one specific spot when she got her license... Hoping it will help me as well.

posted July 28, 2005 01:01 AM         

Fiddle as in violin ! NICE

Right now,,, our band seems to be going in a "clasical metal"direction... But I would like to knwo how to compose any flavour of sound, and learn to blend everyhting alot more before my time is done... I know guitar to a degree,, piano only a little, and will know bass [feels ost natural in my hands] as soon as I have the money to get one.

posted July 28, 2005 03:52 AM         

Yeah we call it the fiddle (hey didde diddle the cat and the fiddle- I love cats too), cos we play folk music or as they call it in Ireland "trad" so the word fiddle would distinguish it from the classical vibe thing of violin - if you get what I mean - maybe at one time peasant v posh person ha ha (I opt for the peasant myself).

Anyway man keep on keeping on, would love to hear more about your music and your magic stuff too - be happy

Love and fun

posted July 28, 2005 01:52 PM         

I listen to all sorts of heavy metal, alot of what they call "classical Metal" now a days. Therion ,Opeth,and Stratovarius are my favorates of that sound these days. Alot of old classical starting with Mozart ,Holst, Brahms, and Beethoven. And sometimes even some more origianl sounds of punk rock,, Dropkick Murphys especialy... Lately been listenign to older jazz and blues.

posted September 15, 2005 11:52 AM         

Are you able to do those Karmic tarot spreads yourself......I am interested if you can explain your method of doing em.......they would come in handy for people who are going thro past life recall I feel...

I hope you got the negative energy exchange thing sorted with this guy??

posted September 15, 2005 12:27 PM         

Am I able,,, I suppose I am. Only done a karmic related tarot spread once, long time ago to try and get a better picuture of the karmic history between a former love and I.. I suppose anyone who knows, and is confident with the Thoth should go about doing such a spread in what ever way they feel best...

Does llog still post around here ? He did the best spread on me for my karmic history..Realy helped me make alot of sense of things.

"""" hope you got the negative energy exchange thing sorted with this guy??"""

Never realy sorted out,,we are still budy's when we are at the same social gathering. I backed away from the girl he was playing "cockblock" against me with... Then when her name came up at a bonfire a few weaks ago,, he goes on a big rant about her being abitch ... I think it was just because she didnt ahve the same atraction and affections for him, as he her. [as I already knew from her telling me when I was providing certain services for her one night].