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Topic: Love and Inspiration......
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sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 13, 2005 09:11 AM
I am having a lovely day......unusual in that I have the house to myself.......a rare treat......I can be relaxed and pensive......almost wistful I suppose. Where we live is so quiet, I can almost hear myself breathe.......wonderful.So we were a bit short of money and my man now getting used to the magick asks me to do a money spell, which of course I do........and within a short time the phone rings and its my Dad.......I have sent some money......."oh Dad, says I, you dont have to".......but he does cos he wants to....I dont argue anymore, at one time, I would NOT take anything from anyone,I must have driven him mad....I understand why he does this now...so I am more gracious........more accepting....... We talk for a while and I "feel" him so clearly, his energy.....he is in the middle of a breakdown/thro, but I feel and see a light within him, and I tell him this....he sort of accepts....I tell him how happy I am to know where I am from.....how he has helped me to be who I am......his strength, his humour, his vulnerability and innate sensitivity have shaped me.......I have such a strong sense of myself becoz of him.......I ask him "Dad do you realise this" and he replies "yes I do". After I put the phone down.....I remember something he wrote to me, it was contained in a letter of requests for when his time comes to pass over (always one to be organized and thoughtful). After stating, the funeral arrangements etc he wrote something else. The passage blew me away.....still does......hope it does you: "Above all things have intense love for one another" This is a man that claims to have no belief in a God or an afterlife or in himself - I dont believe him......I find him very inspirational.....I told him so and how much I love him......when I put the phone down, I didnt weep, but felt a warm glow inside of me.........love does that doesnt it? And now I am crying xxx
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Solane Star Knowflake Posts: 1651 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 10:08 AM
Thanks for sharing that Love with us Sueg!!!I feel your heart and soul with this beautiful message of love, as I share these tears of joy with you? Solane Star
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7854 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 10:19 AM
Sue, I'm crying too! What a perfect thing for him to say, he Knows, TRUTH. awe, I'm still crying. Love you sueIP: Logged |
ScotScorp Knowflake Posts: 816 From: St. Louis, Missouri Registered: Aug 2004
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posted September 13, 2005 11:28 AM
Oh Sue! The love that he has.... IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 11:32 AM
Your Dad sounds like a very wonderful man! And you are very lucky to have him! Alot of us do not have that kind of relationship with one or both parents. Also count your other blessing...a place to live at without people playing bass so loud in cars and homes that your windows vibrate and 24/7 on some days and crime like drive by shootings at people and house...meth labs...theft...vandalism... I am not in the worse area now...so no murders on my street..hope it stays that way! I want a country home! But when I did live in the country the Amish teens/twenties would put big speakers on their buggies and play gangsta rap and hip hop! I am not joking! Or have drunken parties on the dirt road across from where I use to live. Then there was the sherrif deputy who liked to shoot his gun into the air at 2 am when he was drunk.Yes..a nice place in the country is one of my dreams... and well..the dad thing will not happen in my world. Did not mean to turn this into a rant.... BUT COUNT YOURSELF A LUCKY/BLESSED LADY!!!!!!! It sounds like you do! I am lucky/blessed too...just not in the quiet home in the country and a dad who will talk to me. IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7854 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 11:46 AM
Fayte, Thanks for sharing, your country home is coming, I SEE you there, inall your beauty and love, caring so much. We're all getting there, that place we're supposed to be. Here, we can buy a 3 bedroom house on 5 acres for 25,000.00. and think your U.S. money is worth more. I rent a 10 1/2 room house for $550.00 a month, with hot water, heat, and electricity included. A miracle in this day and age.Love and Light to ALL IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 12:08 PM
Yes...it is coming....I know that. I saw and dreamt this house exactly how it is when I was 14 years old..including the wonderful man I am married to!(the house we are in now) I know the country home is coming! My husband and I both had the same visions and dreams and drew almost exactly the same place down to the terrain and everything...... LONG before we met! So it is coming..YES! IP: Logged |
AcousticGod Knowflake Posts: 7226 From: Pleasanton, CA, USA Registered: May 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 12:10 PM
Aries are very generous I'm starting to notice. My new boss is that way. Just gives because he feels like it.IP: Logged |
lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7854 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 12:13 PM
AG -- where r u ? lolFayte and dreams really do come true... Love and Light IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 13, 2005 12:40 PM
Thanks friends......you move me with your responses.... Well, I dont know if luck comes into it guys......cos it was a long road for me.......my Dad wasnt always this way......he had a very nasty temper and I was his scapegoat for a long time...... he put me down lots, even after I gave birth and had just escaped death, he almost set upon me, but I prayed so hard for this to come.....an understanding, and of course for the truth to be revealed. I, like him, am a big believer in justice for all...I prayed to God that he would bring me this.....it came......years later....but not too late for me....it is never too late... He is a very complex man, with hates and bigotry, but I can see beyond these....he made me, him and my mam, how couldnt I be grateful to them, they gave me life......my sis doesnt feel the same way.....she said she will be relieved when they "go".......I dont think bad of her for this......just a bit sad.... feel she will react differently when the time comes....I hope I can help her. Oh guys......as Fayte said I am so blessed, but I think at times we can bring blessings to ourselves, by being open and loving and compassionate.......my Dad always spoke out, defended others, listened to people, helped out when he could, looked for the little bit of magic at times, and if I could be just a third of what he is, I would be happy......... I have indeed learnt from his gifts and misgivings........now that is indeed a blessing Love to you all Sue xxx
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fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 01:11 PM
So far my dreams have come true! I can see the other ones are coming...but I know they are not supposed to come until it is time. Little things like getting a date or seeing a calendar or newspaper...clues to the when... Or like seeing my son as he will look at my age...that tells me I am looking at him...and still in body as I can look down and see my body. Or seeing my husband with white hair and my hair is long and white too. Dreams do come true...we just sometimes have to wait awhile..... Here we live in a $24,000 handyman special... knob and tube scary wiring.....1/5 of an acre....houses are not cheap here unless they are a wreck...and not much yard. Like when we first moved here I was trying to take down the old curtains on one of the enclosed porches and as I leaned against the wall...the wall gave way windows and all! There I was in my front yard..ok but very shaken ...but somehow did not get cut! We discovered the paint was covering severe termite damage! There was no wood only sawdust inside the studs and posts! This house is and has been an adventure! But it was all we could afford and it is better than renting or living in the apartment in the really bad part of town we did. Rapes...murders..annd more all within the same buliding or ones literally next door! Yikes! So yes for all the troubles here...I am glad to have a home. But...I am seeing us moving eventually to our dream home! IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 13, 2005 01:19 PM
Aaahh FayteWonderful words you write.......loved the bit about the long white hair........will be right there besides you girl xxx IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 13, 2005 01:23 PM
I think I have seen you in my future Sue... something tells me we will meet...probably on your turf so to speak...but who knows?! I wrote a little more on my last post after you read the first part..... Thanks Sue...and Lotus IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 03:34 AM
I wouldnt be surprised Fayte.....I have a feeling I am meant to meet at few here..........xxxIP: Logged |
delerious Knowflake Posts: 792 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 03:59 AM
sue g, I'm so glad you didn't give up on this place,,,,i desperatly need my pals at LL and we should join the "gray hair" club!!! the older we get and the more sh*t we've had to put up with just makes us wise and more able to stand up for ours-Elfs (my list of friends is constantly dwindling these days due to this) if it wasnt for the wisdom of us older ladies this culture would be in more utter chaos than it already is in!!!!! Read Susunn Weed (((((hugs)))))
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sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 04:36 AM
LOL!!!errr.....excuse me.......I dont have a grey hair in sight and am still very YOUNG LOL !!! No seriously, I decided a long time ago I would never age, so I havent.........but I do agree with you about the wisdom thing.....we do live and learn.....isnt that the beauty of maturing....... My man is 11 years younger than me and I asked our son who he thought was the eldest of the two of us and he replied "mmmm,....I think Dad is coz he is a bit taller than you".......sweet or what..........!!! So D, if you get those fecking gray hairs coming thro, either tell yourself they are blonde or reach for that bottle of colour girl......maybe blue or green might be an option.....myself I would always settle for RAUNCHY RED !!!! Love to you Sue G xxx
p.s what age are you.....if you dont mind me asking
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sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 04:39 AM
.....and I would seriously recommend younger men for keeping the ageing process away........ IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 14, 2005 09:15 AM
heh heh...I have alot of white and grey hairs! Damn proud of them too! I have earned those sparkly strands! Maybe I will hit them with the dye sometimes...but it sure would take alot to do this hair!IP: Logged |
Bluemoon Knowflake Posts: 2747 From: Stafford, VA USA Registered: Feb 2005
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posted September 14, 2005 09:35 AM
I use the reddist of red on my hair. I think I will dye it purple one day. It would be mostly white if I didn't ues the dye. Maybe I need one of those younger me. How about it AG????? IP: Logged |
Solane Star Knowflake Posts: 1651 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted September 14, 2005 09:50 AM
LOL!!!!No Offence Bluemoon, but you would have to get past me first for AG!!! LOL!!! Loving Him!!!
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lotusheartone Knowflake Posts: 7854 From: piopolis, quebec canada Registered: Jul 2005
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posted September 14, 2005 09:58 AM
Many moonbeam strands for me, they are strands of karmic stars, I wear them proudly, through my long dark brown curly hair, they match my eyes.I use to dye my hair red, when I was 22 and 23, love redheads, you're so sexy, lol. Love and Light IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 10:10 AM
Hey BlueWhat sort of hair color do you use on your hair......I use henna, it gives a real shine,but was wondering whether to use something else for a change......any sugestions. Fayte - you would be stunning if your hair was grey, black, pink, blue etc !! Lotus .....lovely words....matching hair and eyes....mmmm....sounds gorgeous... and ladies,ladies, please not fighting over AG...you can share him okay....just keep your hands off Magus okay? xx IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted September 14, 2005 10:33 AM
OOOhh....sorry Sue! But you are going to have to share Magus with me! Hee hee! Hey Magus! We are "fighting" over you! I have not gotten to know AG well yet...but he seems rather cuddly and sensual at the same time! Love you Sue! As far as hair color..I have used henna in the past. I like how it wears away after awhile...and does not look fake. I will post(scary!) a pic of me at LL photo shoppe if I can ever figure out how to do it! You do it too Sue! And the rest of you do it too!! Love putting faces to names! IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 10:38 AM
Oooh Fayte, whatever is mine is yours girl ha ha !!! Yeah I keep thinking of posting a picture, but I am so Scorpio in my ways that a part of me says I wont??? Anyway......you first......an intrigued....and... love you too honey xxx IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6693 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted September 14, 2005 10:40 AM
Oooh Fayte, whatever is mine is yours girl ha ha !!! Yeah I keep thinking of posting a picture, but I am so Scorpio in my ways that a part of me says I wont??? Anyway......you first......an intrigued....and... love you too honey xxx IP: Logged |