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sue g
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posted September 25, 2005 10:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
I posted in SU about a meeting I had with a dear friend yesterday........a profound one for us both I feel.....

So the penny finally dropped for me.......all the illusions of soul mates, romantic love and all the rest of the stuff I THOUGHT went with it has, in part, gone out of the window!!

I have found my soul mate.....and now I am left with REAL love, I hardly know what to do with it......but at least I know what it is now......Oh Neptune, Neptune, you deceiver you......how you have clouded me for so long.........

I think I have been living in a bubble where love was concerned for most of my life.......I always looked and searched deeply.......seek and ye shall find......well I have now found that things are quite different to what I thought they would be..........and you guys have helped me with that...listening to your stories has given me clearer vision......

I am now beginning to realise what..........REAL LIFE and TRUE LOVE is........oh well better late than never.....LOL !!!

I may be exhausted.....but am a little more enlightened than I was a few months ago (I hope)..

Love to all


Sue G xxx

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lotusheartone
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posted September 25, 2005 11:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lotusheartone     Edit/Delete Message
Good Day Sue,

Wow, lots of things coming to the surface, if you ever need me, please just ask.
I Love You,

Stephanie

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sue g
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posted September 25, 2005 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Aaah thanks girl, you really helped with that reading you did for me.......saying that I would learn much from my marriage.....and you were right......I HAVE.....thank God !!!!

For me that is what a soul mate does - he/she teaches....its like being awoken from a long deep sleep......it is very exciting and very challenging.....just the way I like it.....ha ha......

Hope it happens to others........

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Yang
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posted September 25, 2005 04:08 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yang     Edit/Delete Message
to you, Sue G

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sue g
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posted September 25, 2005 04:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Oh thanks Yang.......how are you doing man......hope that Ace of Cups came true ?????

xxx

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pixelpixie
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posted September 25, 2005 08:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Hi Sue honey.
As you've probably seen of late, my posts (before the weekend) about transformation.
The Vertex is a point in synastry that points (through aspect)in part, to profound contact...... meaning the person s vertex conjuncting your planets are significant to you.
I have many many contacts with someone whom I feel an incredible soul connection with. We also get along and understand each other ( at all levels) like we are the same person.. or at least can understand completely where the other is coming from. This, coupled with my own issues with my marriage for a while now, has left me wanting answers and querstioning everything.
The same feelings that had me ready to move out, wee explored.. My husband and I talked about communication issues we have. In a real way.. not fighting. I said something has to be done whether it is moving forward or stepping away.. I need this. We have had a great weekend ( but then, we would.. we were celebrating a marriage as I was in the wedding party) I did love him this weekend and realized when we tried we are quite good.
Alot of factors at work here.
We'll see where it goes, but I did want to say that I think you understand where I am coming from, so if you'd like to chat. I am here.

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 04:40 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
this is a test, I posted two long messages and neither got thro x

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 05:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Third time lucky, hopefully...

Oh Pixie I would always hope to help, support, and share with you, if I thought it was gonna help you (and others),,,I am happy to communicate...what is life, if we cant help each other

I feel you will find your "way" and the stepping stones you have before you will lead to a place youve been seeking (albeit the challenges along the way will at times seem insurmountable). I shall hope and pray for you along the way....I have an understanding...and will support you on your journey

Did I write with ambiguity when I talked of finding my soul mate. He is the one I have been with for 16 years, the third hubbie....did it feel like I had met someone new..maybe I have...we are both changing, growing, meeting in the middle....learning. Maybe we are both becoming "new"

A few months ago I went down...hard....I was going thro a very dark time, even the holiest of saints would have found me impossible. Man and me were sitting in the car watching our son playing on a beach, and he said to me that he didnt know whether he could stay.....it was too challenging for him....I understood. What I didnt expect, was the intensity of the SHOCK his words brought to me....I felt like someone had shot me thro the stomach....I panicked big time. Now after getting rid of two husbands willingly.....this was SO different (could it be true love ha ha)!!

I have never in my life moved so fast on myself.....I got off my arse and worked thro my depression and looked at myself thro others' eyes.....thank life for healing and therapy....angels by my side......:angels: God at my door.

One of my saving graces was/is singing......I do it every day....it keeps the blues away.

So, I went thro a huge change,became less self absorbed.....I am always gonna test life, live it to the full, push the boundaries, but there is a difference now. I have become less selfish, more humble, and able to look outwards.......

I am a person who doesnt miss much, I am observant, quite psychic at times.....but I missed something big......the one who has been my biggest healer, biggest teacher was standing right besides me for the past 16 years.....maybe I did know.......but just didnt choose to admit it.......

Sending love, revelations and understanding to all who seek them

Sue xx

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let ther b light
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posted September 26, 2005 06:33 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for let ther b light     Edit/Delete Message
hey sue
im really happy fr you........for a while there i did think you were talkin about someone new........it must feel lik bliss........sure sounds like you felt that way........
love
diya

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 07:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks let there b,

Yeah I really have to test life, sometimes to my own detriment.........I am glad I listened to myself this time.......

xxx

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lotusheartone
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posted September 26, 2005 10:55 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for lotusheartone     Edit/Delete Message
Gee's guys your words are so beautiful, I have tears in my eyes.
Imaging you all happy and whole.

Love and Light to ALL

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AcousticGod
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posted September 26, 2005 11:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for AcousticGod     Edit/Delete Message
I'm glad you cleared that up, Sue. It didn't appear that anything was amiss your marriage, but your writing was ambiguous. I'm happy to hear about your continuing journey. We've really got a lot to be thankful for.

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 11:35 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks guys...

Yes AG I am an ambiguous person at times.......my blessing and my curse LOL.......

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pixelpixie
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posted September 26, 2005 12:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
I thought it might be your husband you were talking about.
I am soo glad for you.
That's an awesome realization.

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 12:23 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
I knew you knew Scorpio sister........

xxx

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MAGUS of MUSIC
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posted September 26, 2005 12:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MAGUS of MUSIC     Edit/Delete Message

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 12:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
I knew you knew too Aquarius brother........

xxx

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Yang
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posted September 26, 2005 04:33 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Yang     Edit/Delete Message
Not yet, Sue G, not yet...

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MAGUS of MUSIC
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posted September 26, 2005 04:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MAGUS of MUSIC     Edit/Delete Message

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 04:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Well Yang with all them Libra charms, you wont have long to wait will ya?
xx

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 04:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
indeed Magus....

cos I knew you knew I knew...so what do you know that I dont know....cos many moons ago you said something like "if only you knew what I know Sue g"......so....what do you know that I dont know........
xxx

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MAGUS of MUSIC
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posted September 26, 2005 05:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MAGUS of MUSIC     Edit/Delete Message
There isnt much Ive found that you havent long before me, and if I do hold any keys you dont yet, they are the same you will find on your own ,my wonderfully clever freind and sister.

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 05:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Thankyou.......for being........YOU

xxx

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sue g
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posted September 26, 2005 05:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for sue g     Edit/Delete Message
Ooohh if you have time M...could you come over to Sex Magick, ive a question for you......thanks xxx

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