posted October 03, 2005 06:21 PM         

In my defense I will also inform you that I could have done worse. Far worse, And nothing I said was untrue. And anyting worse I could do would still be in light of truth.

Seeing as how a group of stinging Scorpios wasnt enough to shut your obsurdness up- I decided to pull out only a small piece of my own stinger.

If I didnt even as of now still feel bad for you, and what ever mental condition your lifes hardships have landed you in- I would already be burning you beyond any extents you are capable of concieving.

Lotus- if I wanted to, I could pull the words out, that will have you feeling too shamed, humiliated, humbled, and beaten to ever muster up the nerve to post in this web site again. All in no more then one paragraph.

Before you respond to this- keep your ego in check, THINK, even if it causes you a headache , think real HARD before you blaber off with some more of your useual rubbish, and what ever you do- dont take this as a challenge. Its one last time Im trying to do you a favour.

posted October 03, 2005 06:25 PM         

so, all I ever seeked
was harmony
to help
your fears are still loud and clear
that you lower
yourself
to threatening a 39 year old women with 2 daughters
alone
does this seem right to you?

posted October 03, 2005 06:39 PM         

NOT A THREAT BUDY

Like I said doin you a favour. If you keep up your holyyer then thou, messiah sent here form mother and father games,,,, your either gona have everyone else feeling compelled to tag team you [and no not because theri afraid of holy lotus's ministry of yabadabadoo],,, or you can have me permanently put an end to this crap with a few brief words- all in one shot.

posted October 04, 2005 01:06 AM         

Hi Lotushearone,

You said >>>> sounds like a threat to me
Mother and Father said
whatever you do to me
will come back to you ten-fold

The same universal mother had created me and others, don't you think? And I am sure they are equal opportunity creators.

You had admitted that you are in search of truth like the rest of us. The first truth that we must learn is to be patient. Learn to still our mind so that the energy flows freely thru us. You at times would grumble that we ignore you or don't do much. Not every one here posts regularly. Some have a day time Job. I hope you know that.

You are what I also classify as type A personality.
http://www.mindpub.com/art207.htm

I am not judging. Please. But I am hoping that I provide you tools/whatever it takes to discover your own truths . Just as you seemed to be trying to help us. With what? Well I haven't found yet.

Good luck to you and other fellow knowflakes on their journey.

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Dear God. When you come next time on earth do not come to prove that you are God but prove us that we are god.

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posted October 04, 2005 04:16 AM         

Well written man........

Although I am beginning to feel you are wasting both your wisdom and time........zealouts rarely listen.....

You may want to pop over to Picture a Perfect Hoax, when you have time......karma coming back I would say.....quite disgusting actually ......albeit not in the least bit surprising....and of course very sad.....may God forgive her

Love

posted October 04, 2005 05:00 AM         

Sadly Sunchild edited that message......thro fear I presume....I have urged her to put it back up......

I feel she will be doing others a favour if she does.

posted October 04, 2005 08:46 AM         

ACOUSTIC GOD
i think u really have a way with words........i wish i cud express myself so clearly

posted October 04, 2005 08:47 AM         

ACOUSTIC GOD
i think u really have a way with words........i wish i cud express myself so clearly

lots of hugs n love soogie(i think 'soogie' sounds too cute )
diya

posted October 04, 2005 03:37 PM         

Lotus will only turn it around and use this against you. Like I already see her trying to do. Like its your weakness and fear and not hers and like your the one thats always starting things first. If this is the case then way is she having so much fun stirring the pot of sh!t and old sh!t for that matter. She puts all her time and energy into trying to turn all of it on to others, just so she doesn't have to be accountable for her own actions and i think when you apologize that she thinks everything that she's done is O.K and she did nothing wrong, but only defend herself, so wty bother to change when one can just dumpp it onto Sue g??? Thats just want I see anyways!!!

Love you Sue g and I think you can hold your head up high now and just be proud to know that you have a wonderfully big heart. Lots of love to go around for everyone that WANTS to recieve it!!!

Keep up the good work Sue g!!!

But only when the student is ready will the teacher come!!!

Solane Star
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posted October 04, 2005 03:45 PM         

Hey you know what......I see it a different way.....my Da said to me a few months ago that he admired my ability to apologise.....he said it showed courage and humility.....

I was apologising to my friends here....just in case it was becoming tiresome for any.......as the perurility of it was ridiculous.....and really to be honest I maybe shd have stepped back and not got involved.....that is what the apology was for and NOT for anything I had said, as such....I dont take my words back at all....just the length of time I allowed myself to interact with the situation.....

It was from good intetion...but evenso a waste of my valuable time.....still girl, as the old saying goes.....you live and learn....

Love and thanks

posted October 04, 2005 03:52 PM         

I posted that second message before I read yours....and I totally embrace what you say.....

Jeez I wished I had done that sooner, but hey like you say sometimes its time to go deeper.....my reason was for loyalty to others AND unashamed curiosity if I am being honest........

Thanks for your post, I hope others will read it and follow the advice...cos to my mind its the only way to diffuse a ridiculous pantomine of a situation..

And THAT is why I apologised too, cos I helped fuel it.....silly me......learning all the time....