posted July 12, 2006 01:25 PM              

I spend my lunch breaks away from work at my friend's shop The Sacred Stone Gallery. It is a wonderfully magickal and healing place to go every day! Never know what kind of lovely people one will meet in there.

Well, at the end of last week my friend gave me a 'heads up' that some man had been asking about me (it wasn't just me, he was talking to her too). She said that he was sort of trying to recruit people (healers) to go along with his idea of healing the earth and humanity given to him by his Master Teacher (channeled info). Mind you, this is a man I had met briefly only twice before.

So just this past Monday he was in my friends shop and I instantly felt uncomfortable. He asked if he could talk to me and motioned for me to go outside. I said I wanted to stay inside and talk with my friend that I hadn't seen in awhile. This did not deter him one bit. He sat down next to the both of us and said his schpeal which was a lovely idea but there were a few things that did not resonate with me (to put it nicely). He said he received channeled info from his Master which I was curious about, so I gave him my e.mail address so that I might read it. I told him up front that I was not interested in joining him, but I think now that the fact that I wanted to read this info has given him a (false) glimmer of hope! <sigh>

This has been buggin me for certain reasons. I'll tell ya all a few.
1) He was trying to tell me that I was here to heal. I told him that this is not my main focus this lifetime. I told him that this life time I am here to be creative through some sort of artistic ability that I have and that this may inadvertently heal people. (I wanted to say that my S Node is in Taurus in the 11th house and that's why it would appear that I would be a good healer cuz I've been there, done that. And that my N Node is in my 5th house hence my current goals of creativity of some sort. But since I didn't/don't really know him I did not say that)

2) He told me he thought I was holding back (because I told him, in a kind way, that I was on my own path). Perhaps I do hold back, but it is part of the personality I chose that would best suit what it is I need to learn here in Earth School. I am also reserved with people I do not know. I also do not just hand out information I know to just anyone because I feel if one really wants to know something it will be them who attracts and finds that info themselves (this does not mean that I won't talk about anything with anyone, it's just I need to know where someone is coming from.)

3) He wanted to 'put me into contact' with his Master Teacher and have me join in on telephone confrences once a month. I have a real problem with this one. No disrespect to his Master, but that sentence of his says it perfectly. 'It' is his Master, not mine!! If I wanted, or thought I needed a Master Teacher I would attract one myself. I don't just attune myself to any old person I think would be a cool person (or entity)!

4) He then went on to say that if one isn't active in doing something for earth / humanity then they aren't fully awakened. He didn't use those exact words, but it was something like that. I am no activist, but I do my own thing to help. I did not defend myself to him because it would have been a waste of my energy! I don't need to prove what I'm doing, know what I mean?!

Anyways, now I have the 'channeled' word document he has sent me so I will read it with an open mind (but not so open my brain falls out) and reply to him my thoughts. I don't think anything I have to say to him, however nicely I put it, will go over well with him. But that's ok because it is not my intention to hurt him or disrespect what path he is on.

If anyone has any thoughts or ideas as to how to pry open someones mind a tiny bit in the least painless way please let me know! I just want him to realize (if it is indeed his alloted time to realize) that just because someone turns him and his ways down dosen't make them a 'slacker' and that there are many paths leading to the same place. And also to show him that it's ok to be a leader without followers.

Thanks for the opportunity to realize through my 'ranting' why I attracted this person into my life!!!

posted July 12, 2006 01:39 PM              

hmmm..his master..there is only one true master..the two in one GOd Mother and Father. ...

your OverSoul..in essence is your Master..ship..of you. ...

did he ask his master..if it was okay for you to join in on the telephone conversation..or is it his idea alone?

just follow your intuition..and your higher-Self to OverSoul..and everything will be fine. ...

posted July 12, 2006 06:12 PM            

Over the years though I have found that if I get into a state of depression I just channel all that intense energy into something constructive, art usually or just a idea for computer game in the future

Listing to music and any kind of sporting activity is also a great way to shake the blues

posted July 12, 2006 07:16 PM              

He sounds like kind of an agressive character,
or maybe he's just really purpose-driven.

I dont understand how the taurus south node,
or the 11th house, corresponds to "healer",
although, a Scorpio NN would certainly
indicate that growth could be achieved
through becoming a healer -
and, in the 5th, would suggest a need
to focus consciously on healing in your art
(not as a possible side-effect thereof).
The Taurus SN is more likely to incline you
to be overly concerned with personal comforts,
and aspirations toward being physically/personally comfortable.
The Scorpio NN suggests a need to be shaken to the core,
and to begin the process of self-sacrifice
(also a strong resistance to this process).
I'd say thats probably why you attracted this man into your life.

But I only see a fraction of the story,
so, I can only speculate,
based on what you have said.

I agree, everyone has their own path.
That might be a lesson this man needs to learn (from you?).
But some people need to question
the foundations of their own,
most deeply coveted values,
and, when they resist this questioning,
they will definitely draw to themselves
people who will encourage them (sometimes agressively)
to begin the process
(or speed it up, if it is terribly slow and plodding).

HSC
(Sun/VenusRx/MC/Uranus in Scorpio)
Virgo NN, 8th house

posted July 13, 2006 09:24 AM              

You are still young! I am like twice your age. YOU CAN do this or whatever you set yourself to do! I feel you can!

THANK YOU for the above posts. I will look into all that!
Later!
Thank you!
Oh yes..
"rant over"...
means;
I am done babbling and going off on a tirade, monologue or tangent at the moment. Time to "Breathe! Breathe! Whew!"

posted July 13, 2006 12:23 PM              

Heart--Shaped Cross ~ Thank you for responding too! I can feel those Scorpio eyes boring into my Soul from somewhere out there... Yes I did take him to be an aggressive character that's why it was a bit uncomfortable, although I am unafraid. He did come up to my boundaries and try to get in, but did not. But he was also very purpose driven, trying to walk the Razor's Edge ( ) in his own unique way.

Please let me elaborate on my Taurus S Node. I neglected to tell you that is is also conjunct my Chiron, hence the corospondence to 'healing'.

quote:

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Chiron conjunct the South Node indicates the native has come into this incarnation with a strong memory of experiences with Chiron. This native may or may not be slated to use that experience in this life, and the North Node needs to be examined very carefully. Since the polarity is Chiron/Neptune, the native may have lived a life of great healing, and they may be slated to live a life of mystical expression this time. The thing to watch out for is that the native may slide into becoming a healer because they know how to do it easily, but their North Node may indicate they are supposed to do something else now. Or, the North Node may indicate a way to take all that inner healing knowledge and funnel it into the work of the North Node.

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My N Node in Scorp in the 5th is very active so I have little problem in moving toward it (N Node conjunct Pars Fortunae, Uranus and Venus.) But I must thank you for every so gently moving my head for a slightly nicer view on focusing consciously on healing in my art (and not a possible side-effect thereof). What I do / am is a make-up artist which satisfies the Scorpio need for transformation & the 5th house need for creativity but now if I infuse my art with healing somehow, it will be even more love-ly! I am here to help.

D for Defiant ~ Yes I agree, you can do this! Try not to worry about the 'hows' and just keep your focus on what you love and you will attract that to you. To go outward you must go inward 1st, and it sounds like you are indeed doing that work!! Right on

Fayte ~ I loved what you said here: 'You are Not your diagnosis!...' I have a friend who needs to hear something like this right now so I am going to quote you to him, thanks!

posted July 13, 2006 01:05 PM              

>>>>>Indeed!
~YOU ARE NOT YOUR DIAGNOSIS!~

These fellows below epitomize that!
I greatly admired Christopher Reeve
Another I admire greatly is Stephen Hawking.

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posted July 14, 2006 03:30 PM              

"Heart--Shaped Cross ~ Thank you for responding too! I can feel those Scorpio eyes boring into my Soul from somewhere out there..."

Who you calling "boring"?

"Yes I did take him to be an aggressive character that's why it was a bit uncomfortable, although I am unafraid. He did come up to my boundaries and try to get in, but did not. But he was also very purpose driven, trying to walk the Razor's Edge ( ) in his own unique way."

I like that. Well said.

"Please let me elaborate on my Taurus S Node. I neglected to tell you that it is also conjunct my Chiron, hence the corospondence to 'healing'."

Ah-ha....

That quote is interesting. I have that book, btw. I could probably learn a thing or two from you... Chiron (from the 3rd house, in Taurus) is the focal planet in a funnel configuration, the only planet in one half of my chart. It is also trining my Asc ruler (saturn), opposing my Sun/Venus/MC/Uranus, squaring my 1st house Moon, and closely squaring Jupiter in the 7th (a very important planet in my chart).

"My N Node in Scorp in the 5th is very active so I have little problem in moving toward it (N Node conjunct Pars Fortunae, Uranus and Venus.) But I must thank you for ever so gently moving my head for a slightly nicer view on focusing consciously on healing in my art (and not a possible side-effect thereof)."

You're welcome.
So, would that be your dragon's head?

"What I do/am is a make-up artist which satisfies the Scorpio need for transformation & the 5th house need for creativity but now if I infuse my art with healing somehow, it will be even more lovely! I am here to help."

That's sweet. Yes, I can see how that would provide healing for people. I wonder if it would be at all necessary to change anything, or, perhaps, just to "intend" the healing more, or even just "tune in" to the awareness of the healing aspect of what you do. Sometimes it is something that subtle, that simple, which makes a world of difference.

Nice talking with you.

posted July 22, 2006 12:48 PM              

release the fears..and feel the LOve and Light..from the Divine within and without..
to GOD. ...