posted August 21, 2006 01:39 PM         

Prerequisite: The girl in this story is very immatured though she is emotional n wants my companny but since she is immatured so the distance grows until we separate n she is left wondering n wonders till date n thus...this is my (silent-n-never-spoken) reason 2 her.

my reason..

[blue]Yes! this is my reason why i din' use to speak to u that much,
for there u are rite infron of me,
talking to that (loose) guy as loosely,
as u used to talk to me,

You don't know ,
nor can you reach,
till that dark secret,
lying behind that scoundrel's speech.

And you don't even have a hint,
of how it aches,
of how this world's closing in on me,
of what it takes,
to keep these boys of 10,
away from this beast,
whose silent moaning they threaten to hear,

This is my reason why (inspite of myself)
I used to be reticent;
that that day i din' have 'reason' enuf to wish u b'day,
that u eventually stopped speaking,
as I have u locked in my memory,
where u r sitting as stubbornly as me,
with legs folded in poise,
as if u have resigned to my stubborness,
as if u have acquired a part of myself,
but u din' acquire it completely,- Yes!
i did use to sit straight n impassive,
but with more sentiment than u could ever guess,
and waiting for ur words ,
that we may meet somewhere between our different natures ,
somewhere between our different worlds.[/blue]

Though its bin 6 years and i havent seen her.. yet she sometimes comes in mi dreams.. i m in a diff college and she a different college..