posted January 15, 2007 06:04 AM         

Having been raised by a mother who dismissed anything other than Jesus and God, I was curious to "dive into" the occult....(hidden matters) and before long I was studying astrology, tarot, and other esoteric subjects.

I now thank my mother, in part for this, because of her somewhat fear of these subjects it lead my curious mind to probe into such matters!

So far I have had two very strong soul connections, and strangely enough both these men were born the same year....have a similar look to them, both have extreme tastes in music and have rebelled against their upbringings.

Both are extremely anti religion, both are guitarists, both are sharp, intelligent and powerful human beings.

Both were related to me in past lives....one was my son, the other my lover.

Now if I hadnt of known the above, I would probably have felt I was going quite mad when I met up with them.

The first guy, has now left my life...I had to let him go. I didnt understand why the powerful feeling for him. Then I had past life regression only to discover I was his mother and gave him away as a baby. I needed to learn in this life to forgive myself and to stop feeling so responsible for him.

I have no doubt, had I not gained this understanding, the friendship with him could have become quite unhealthy.

The other one I am still working on...

He is teaching me well and hopefully I him.

Had I not discovered our son was my teacher (rabbi) in a past life, I would probably have been concerned when he claimed at three years old "I know everything mum" and then later on "I am only a child, but feel like a man sometimes". We were both Jewish, I his pupil. We both have Hebrew names in this life!

We are so fortunate to have the blessing of knowledge and openness....

I can still hear my mother say "oh our susan you dont wanna go belieiving in all that stuff"

Aaaahhh but Mum I do....

And I am sure in the next life, we shall meet and you will say to me....."you look familiar to me"

I hope so....

posted January 15, 2007 09:59 AM         

Just my 2cents

Happy Knowings.

posted January 15, 2007 03:42 PM         

Very interesting....you too are a very old soul.

Our son is very knowing....he remembers lots of things...well he did moreso when he was around 3 or 4 anyway.

I have replied to your thread on past lives...

Hope it helps....

I am still amazed by what we are only just discovering...

My Scorpionic personality has always wanted to probe into the deeper aspects of life, the mysteries, and my Taurus moon senses a lot...

One of my friends called me a Sourcerer....I beleive in many of the past lives I was such a woman/man and now I am just recallling these lives....

posted January 15, 2007 05:11 PM         

will post~~~

pondering~~

posted January 16, 2007 10:43 AM         

Or the feeling of the recognized energy~~The first time I "saw" Bull man was from the back and I could just feel the connection~~~

And how blessed you are to have taken your own course and forged your own spiritual path....

What wonder you have met with your soul connections, what peace, what brillance of Divine light!!!

I too, moved away from strict religious up-bringing and am so thankful I did!!! When I feel in my heart the truth and see it unfold Divinely in my life~~~this brings me SO much more peace than reading scriputre ever could have!!!

Bless you Sue, through our paths, You, I and others, we WILL bring Divinity back to earth~~~~

posted January 16, 2007 12:02 PM         

Until - I met up with his best friend while he was visiting family in London. We talked for ages esp. about this chap I loved to pieces at school. Suddenly we were arranging to meet up in Bath the following month.

I was seeing someone (again...) but we did meet up as planned and it was like being slapped! We just looked at one another and didn't stop talking all night. After that it was one text after another until I was on a train to Cornwall (his home) to visit him alone.

It was both a deep and profound experience. We were married. And now we are divorced. It is too complicated to discuss but he was carrying alot of baggage (ADD, self esteem issues, was adopted, had a totally neurotic, interfering mother etc etc) and it just fell to pieces when I left to complete my teacher training.

The problem is, although there is much water under the bridge, I cannot help but feel I failed 'us' in some way. There is still a connection despite losing contact. There is some karmic link or debt - I dream about him. None of it in a romantic way...

I know deep in my soul we have shared time together and I also know there is unresolved stuff. Perhaps it will just have to wait.

In the meantime my maternal mother elf (whom I never met in person) visited me in my youth, told me a whole load of stuff about relatives in New Zealand and got me in to no end of trouble! ('but how could she have known all that?')

posted January 16, 2007 01:48 PM         

Maybe we are not supposed to form a union, or relationship, so to speak in this lifetime~~~

Even though the soul connection is so deep and profound and we truely re-cognize it. maybe, just maybe it is our chance to correct karma and~~~~

posted January 16, 2007 02:35 PM         

Without going into details here, I just want to say thank you so much for sharing what you have here. My heart has been heavy for so long re a similar situation you illustrated. In a few short lines you've validated what's been on my heart for some time now.

I read this post of yours yesterday and it sort of overwhelmed me. I avoided it the remainder of the day. Today I found myself searching for your post.

Again, I feel flooded with emotions. Today though, I am releasing a bit of it.

(Just thought of "Jupiter" again. Yeah, that's you.) Thank you.

posted January 16, 2007 03:02 PM         

Maire...are you okay....

So glad it helped you girl....I feel your emotions reading your words....

Here if you wanna continue on with the subject.....

Would love to help, if I can...

to you

posted January 16, 2007 11:59 PM         

Just found your post. I've been working since I left that post earlier today. Work is soo good for my soul. I feel so much more peaceful now.

Although I am feeling better, I would love to process more of what I've been feeling with you. So nice of you to offer your support, truly means a lot to me. Are you okay with emailing? I certainly understand if not. Just let me know.

Oh yes, earlier when I arrived home tonight, I got a delivery! Yes, those beautiful purple cards arrived! Hooray! I've gotta tell you...while shuffling them, Golden Memories fell out Then when I drew one for myself, Guardian Angel was the card I drew!!!! Spectacular! When I went to check email, I received an email from a new friend I made here, with a very protective message within it. Totally on spot I might add. Then I find your post just now...guess those "synchronicities" are already upon me. Warms my heart.

Well, earlier, while I was feeling the cards, I thought of you. I laughed out loud when I pulled "Abundance" for you. So fitting with "Jupiter" wouldn't you say?

I'm smiling broadly as I relate all of this to you. There are no accidents....

posted January 17, 2007 05:46 AM         

And thanks so much for pulling the cards for me....where did Jupiter come from....was that a card you pulled also, or just a "thought". Abundance...wow.....!!!

Of course you can email me,,,,I am writing to a few people at the moment, I am finding it so helpful to give and share experiences....its a very helpful way to heal!!!

Enjoy those purple cards....and here is one for you....hahaha....ABUNDANCE....unreal or what?????? I love the magick!

Would you ask Randall for my address....?

love to you

posted January 17, 2007 06:35 AM         

Abundance, wow, isn't that something? LOL

Jupiter was the card I drew for you from my astrologer's deck. Abundance seems to be defining you these days, yippee!

How do I ask Randall? Do I start a topic asking for it? Is there another way to contact him? I'm a bit lo-tech, I still use fountain pens to write, hahaha

posted January 17, 2007 08:48 AM         

At the top of each forum on the left there are the words "moderated by" ...

If you go into Global Unity and click on that it gives you email address for Randall...

Good luck!!

posted January 22, 2007 06:33 AM         

"""Maybe we are not supposed to form a union, or relationship, so to speak in this lifetime~~~

Even though the soul connection is so deep and profound and we truely re-cognize it. maybe, just maybe it is our chance to correct karma and""""~~~~

* * * * * *

Do they do nightclasses on this.....and if so where....???

posted January 22, 2007 11:27 AM         

Must book myself a course "within" then

feck it, I was hoping for someone to come up with an "alternative"