posted February 09, 2008 10:13 PM
the universe is conspiring to give me money....so it would appear. but i seem to find legitimate reasons for not accepting it....???
at christmas, my father gave me a generous monetary gift. and upon making the deposit, the bank made an error and credited my account twice for the amount of the check. so i told them. (why don't they pay me a fee for correcting their errors? i'm always charged a fee for mine...)
and today, while walking my puppy, i had reason to change my course and walk a completely different way than usual. as i walked, a number of $100 bills appeared in my path. more than a few! they were folded neatly and it did look as though they had fallen from someone's pocket or bag. no one was around....this was in front of a school, and it's saturday.
i felt a mixture of disbelief and desperation. desperation, because i knew that's what i would be feeling if that were my $$ that had fallen from my handbag. that was the energy i felt. so i called the school (a very small private school) upon my return, and spoke with the owner, who was there, who said she'd ask those associated with the school if anyone were missing a large amount of cash.
Linda Goodman's rule about the energy of money makes sense to me.....and it appears that the universe is sending money.....but i'm just not sure of the means. it also could be a test. in neither of these incidences is the money actually mine. it very apparently seems to belong to someone else. it's somewhat ambiguous...but not really that much so.
what about my lottery tickets...that would be more legitimate, to receive money from the universe in that manner, wouldn't it?
i purchased some incense blends from a botanical store earlier this year....a good luck blend, and a money-drawing blend, as i am launching my new business, and i thought to enhance my efforts with some definitive and positive messages to the universe for success in my business pursuits. is it possible these are drawing good things my way? i never would wish my "good luck" to be at the expense of others though!
some thoughts that won't let my mind rest this evening....i'm thinking these must be tests of some sort....maybe.
don't know. but if the universe is just dropping money at my feet, and i'm not accepting it....well, i hope that i'm not simply turning away what the universe is sending!
though i do know, however, that if it were i who had dropped all those large bills, and someone returned them, i would be so grateful to the universe for that kind magic. so that's what i'm thinking anyway.
maybe they blew in from somewhere, and the universe meant them for me. i just hope that my gain isn't someone's loss. universe, what say you?