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Topic: Letting go........
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 21, 2008 12:35 AM
"Wisdom is knowing how little we know".I have begun to realize that my obsession with "finding the truth" has been making me depressed. There is this incessant desire I have, to be everywhere, know everything, absorb as many facts as I can all at once. To know everything, to understand everything from every different possible perspective. In a way, this causes one to stand outside of any group, any place, belonging to everything and yet not really belonging. This is lonely. But I cannot blame any other person than myself for this. I was the one who desired this truth, this path. I wanted to know everything, and I searched inside the rabbit hole. And there is no way we can ever get to the bottom of it!
I don't think we ever can in this dimension! It is no good trying to understand everything at once. I must learn to focus on things once step at a time. Must learn to focus on what's really important. When I, we graduate, from this dimension, there will be time to learn all those things we ever wanted- and see past all the distortions. Perceptions here are limited. Love is really all that matters. And learning to understand what "true love" really means. Everybody has their own path. I feel that no-one is superior. Love is all that truly matters. I'm done with searching; I'm done with rabbit holes. I thought that someone close to me was less aware than I, for not being into spiritual matters, when they were right all along. How we live our life is what really counts. It's no good for one person to try and carry the weight of the world on their shoulders, always tormented by questioning why such things happen in the world. What good is that? I am only amplifying sadness. One day, one day the answers will be clear. Until then, the best thing for me to focus on is health and peace. How can I possibly help others if I can't help myself? When we become peace, we radiate peace. It's time to let go and to stop staring into the abyss. The abyss was starting to stare back into me. Depression is a terrible thing. IP: Logged |
Sag-Cap cusp Knowflake Posts: 42 From: UK Registered: Feb 2008
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posted February 21, 2008 04:53 AM
Take the chakra test first http://www.eclecticenergies.com/chakras/chakratest.php then do some mudras (same site) your root chakra must be blocked. IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 21, 2008 11:33 AM
Hmm. That link is very interesting, thank you. Root: under-active (-38%) Sacral: over-active (75%) Navel: under-active (-19%) Heart: open (44%) Throat: open (50%) Third Eye: open (44%) Crown: open (50%) IP: Logged |
ghanima81 Knowflake Posts: 1360 From: MAINE! :) Registered: Aug 2003
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posted February 21, 2008 01:10 PM
LTT,You and I seem to be vibin' on the same wavelength... It's so hard!! And you know what? Even when you try to let go, more than likely you are the type of person who will keep asking... seeking... looking for more answers! I agree that love is a huge factor of life, of course it is within every fiber of this universe; (if it is a tangible thing) a miniscule light that exists in each planetary flake of dust. ... but is it enought to accept that?? Sometimes I try to live by the mantra IT IS WHAT IT IS .... but is that enough??... Sorry.. kinda rambly today. I know what you mean though. Ghani IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 21, 2008 01:21 PM
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Charlotte Knowflake Posts: 1099 From: Music City, USA Registered: Apr 2004
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posted February 21, 2008 01:52 PM
Mindfulness works! Here is what i recieved on the test:Root: open (25%) Sacral: open (31%) Navel: open (19%) Heart: open (31%) Throat: open (38%) Third Eye: open (31%) Crown: open (44%)
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 12:52 AM
ghanima81,I think what I'm just going to do more on things with good energy, positive vibes. After all, that's what our Infinite Source is. Anything which expresses the opposite is just part of the illusion. IP: Logged |
thirteen Knowflake Posts: 1076 From: Rochester Hills, MI USA Registered: May 2004
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posted February 22, 2008 07:58 AM
Listens to trees: I related so much to your opening post. But i do want to tell you that if you have true desire the information you seek will come. I don't think its good to stop searching but maybe as you said to know all things at once is too overwhelming for one person. I am like you. I desired for so long to know things and i have gotten my prayers answered on so many levels. The world truly is a beautiful place and i sense in you that you are so close to understanding this. I will send all my good vibes to you today for peace and for knowledge.IP: Logged |
Solane Star Knowflake Posts: 5288 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 09:04 AM
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LEXX Knowflake Posts: 209 From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat......... fayte1954@hotmail.com Registered: Jan 2008
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posted February 22, 2008 12:50 PM
LTT
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ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 12:56 PM
Thirteen, the thing about finding the "truth", I have found, is "truth" is so subjective. I mean, look at how many people fervently and zealously claim that theirs is THE truth and THE only truth? Whatever brings them to feel such a thing? Each one of them can't be the only truth. (Speaking of religion). Take conspiracy theories. If you read the latest book, say, from David Icke, their is a chapter which highlights the existence of reptilians from many different sources. A person reading it, reading the various sourced information combined, would feel inclined to believe. But it still is NOT proof. When I watched Credo Mutwa's interview about the Reptilian Agenda, I felt he was sincere and has a very likeable personality. However, if I really think about, there are other explanations to the viewpoint he is dishing out to everybody there so enthusiastically. For example, if he was abducted, no-one knows what that was really for. Perhaps a false memory chip was implanted in his brain to later cause him to say these things, causing negativity and confusion?
The greatest weapon the negative elite may have used against David Icke could be the weapon of misinformation and he might not even know it. IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 12:56 PM
Thank you, Lexx. Love is all! IP: Logged |
Ra Moderator Posts: 2049 From: Atlanta Registered: Jun 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 01:17 PM
ListensToTrees, oh how I sympathize. I have been going through precisely the same things in the last year or so. I have had to 'let go' of so many things, so many 'conspiracies'. It was affecting my personal life, and that cannot be afforded. However, I, like you and so many others, cannot simply abandon the search for Truth, and have chosen to focus upon the spreading of Truth by becoming an example of it in my everyday life. I live how I live, believe what I believe, and when someone asks me, "How/why do you do it?", "What do you think?", I tell them honestly. But, like yourself, I do not jump into that rabbit hole like I once did. There are things we can make a difference in, things we can sink our minds into that are not so ungrounded as alien contacts, weather manipulation, mind control, etc. Find something for which there is absolute proof, and make people aware of it. One of my favorites at the moment concerns energy technology. I mean, when a guy can ride around in a '94 Ford Escort which is powered by water (100 miles per 4 oz.), that is real and it is out there for the world to see. You know what I mean? You may feel alone, but you are not. Walk in Peace IP: Logged |
LEXX Knowflake Posts: 209 From: Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat......... fayte1954@hotmail.com Registered: Jan 2008
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posted February 22, 2008 01:18 PM
LTT, those are things I love about you! You are a sensitive sweet understanding person! You truly care! Don't let it get to you and become jaded. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4 I so want to do this kind of thing again! Such joy! Its been awhile. ------------------ "Still out looking for Schrödinger's cat........."IP: Logged |
thirteen Knowflake Posts: 1076 From: Rochester Hills, MI USA Registered: May 2004
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posted February 22, 2008 01:52 PM
All i can say is: the truth to all the things you mention is out there. You will KNOW when you get to truth. That is why I can't say more. A million people will try to challenge and pick apart every word. It doesn't matter. I know what i know. IP: Logged |
ListensToTrees Knowflake Posts: 2922 From: Albion Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 22, 2008 02:43 PM
Thank you, Ra. Thank you Lexx. Thirteen, this is what I believe: "Wisdom is knowing how little we know". And "Infinite Love is the only truth- Everything else is illusion". Truth which is inside us, sure we can know. But truth outside is like the story of the six blind men and the elephant I have posted here. I'll keep searching, but I'll be more humble about it, that's what I really mean. I will try not to force my beliefs on others, will endeavor to be constructive- as "one man's medicine is another man's poison". Hee hee. Rabbit hole. IP: Logged |
NAM Knowflake Posts: 1963 From: Sunny place. Registered: Jan 2007
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posted February 22, 2008 04:35 PM
Yes, I understand where you are coming from as well, even my dreams have left me or I just don't seem to remember them anymore; seems like for the last two months I have been put on hold once again, but this time I am not freaking out for more answers, I am just doing what is right and waiting...sometimes I don't even know what I am waiting for, sometimes I know, but I still wait and do the best I can with the small tasks I encounter everyday. I will say this though, besides the one thing I would like to experience in this world(lifetime) I am ready to go to the next, if there is even a next IP: Logged |