tuxedo meow Knowflake Posts: 922 From: Texas Gulf Coast, USA Registered: Jul 2005
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posted February 09, 2009 05:42 PM
I answered an inquiry on the free readings area about an Aunts suicide but wonder about my family's situation. My nephew died unexpectedly in his early twenties-poss od or damage from a beating. he went to a friends, lay down on their couch and was found dead the next afternoon. The friend had left him "sleeping" and gone to work only to discover him actually dead when he returned from work. My nephew had been staying in my mother's home mostly at the time. When i came for his funeral and slept in the room he had used which had been a few of ours over time. My mother is an invalid who can barely move on her own and noone else has access to the home after 5pm. When I was dozing off I got a very odd and scary feeling of someone angrily running up and down the stairs to the second floor. I heard the clatter and asked for whatever was making it to please stop. It did stop after awhile. My daughter has been having dreams of my nephew staying in that room and running up and down the stairs because he is angry and confused. I did have a different vision of him barefoot,dressed in rolled up white trousers and a white shirt with his long hair clean and shining. He was in the attic window of his dad's house enjoying his freedom to move about easily. Now I do again feel him back at grandmas and angry. He was not ready to go yet was physically unable to do the drugs and alcohol he did daily. He was a "triple Pisces" and in spite of his addictions, almost my soul mate and a beloved young man (mostly outside the family). any clues or comments? Me and his cousins almost cannot still stand his passing as he was a good deal of our hearts. I want him to be at peace and am unsure what he wants. I am more than 1,000 miles away as is his dreaming cousin yet we are still aware of his ongoing actions.IP: Logged |