posted March 17, 2009 11:21 AM         

My shaman healer friend Steve was there,and he gave me a reading. I have been seeing him for healing work every Wednesday. I had 2 other readings too. They told that love,relationships would be card. I will have a significant relationship coming up. They confirmed that am over my exgirlfriend. I was told that I am on the right path in regards to be a neurodiversity advocate which entails raising awareness and understanding about neurodivergent conditions. I would love my future wife to be in the healing arts and even be my partner in the healing arts. I don't mind if she's neurodivergent or neurotypical. It would probably be best if I have a neurotypical partner to complement me. All I care is that she tolerates and accepts neurodiversity. Maybe she will be my partner in the neurodiversity advocacy too. If she works with neurodivergent/ special education needs children, that would make her more attractive to me. She and I would share similar religous,spiritual beliefs. She definitely has to share my beliefs and interest in Astrology. If she's an astrologer, then that would be even better! I have a feeling that she will end up being one of the biggest teachers in my life.

I bought a Quest Tarot set (book,tarot cards) and Celtic Cross DVD from one of the readers named Joseph Ernest Martin. http://www.questtarot.com/ http://www.aeclectic.net/tarot/cards/quest/

I got an aura photo taken, and it had a lot of white in it. The aura photo reader asked me if I was teacher. I told her "No", and she told me that I am going to be one. She stressed my sensitivity,empathy, intuition,and my spirituality.
I believe that the teaching might be the neurodivergent advocacy. She explained to me that my aura is very dense,and that's why my body doesn't show on my photo. I was wearing all black at the time too. She told me that there were others that had photos that showed dense auras too. Later on, I did notice quite a few people who had aura photos with none of their body showing. I believed that my aura photo also reflected the healing work that Steve has been doing on me, my getting over my exgirlfriend, my regularly going to an interfaith unity church, getting into Eckhart Tolle's teachings,learning about law of attraction, and my desire to spend the rest of my life in neurodiversity advocacy,healing arts,and Astrology.

Here is a website on aura imaging http://www.auraphoto.com/index1.shtml

I was planning on giving free massages in April, but Steve told me that I should wait until July. I will do just that. I know that I have to resolve my problems with insecurity,fear,and doubt before I start. Of course, I have to learn to control my boundaries to prevent myself from absorbing negativity and be overwhelmed by it. I am already certified in massage therapy through 720 hour certificate course back in 2005. In the meantime,I could refresh my education on anatomy,physiology,pathology,and massage techniques. I am preparing myself both physically and mentally too.

I am very glad that I went to the intuitive healing arts festival. It really confirmed what I am doing and what I should be doing. I know that I have to keep going forward.

Maybe I will have my own booth at the Intuitive Healing Arts Festival. Maybe I will even be a speaker there. I know that as a neurodiversity advocate, I have to get over my fear of public speaking because of my history of speech problems which required speech therapy. There is a lot of public speaking that I have to do as an advocate, especially if I am promoting a nonprofit neurodiversity organization. I also have reservations about mixing metaphysical stuff with my advocacy.
Anne Angelheart told me that I am meant to work with the Indigo,Crystal children. However, I don't believe in those concepts.

I expressed my view about the book, THE CARE AND FEEDING OF THE INDIGO CHILDREN by Doreen Virtue http://people.tribe.net/4b0cf8c4-1fc3-4171-92d3-b0915985bf95/blog/cfba5f e9-246d-4845-aee1-23890b5ad04a

I believe that neurodivergents have their strengths any way, but many people just focus on the weaknesses which are misunderstood. http://people.tribe.net/4b0cf8c4-1fc3-4171-92d3-b0915985bf95/blog/fc67cc cf-5577-446f-98be-4672bc9fdf0e

I want the nonprofit neurodiversity organization to be accepted by the mainstream,and so I can't afford to go the metaphysical route in any way shape or form. Being a liberal about neurological differences is already challenging in society where neurodivergence is viewed as disordered by most neurotypicals to the point that many of us are misdiagnosed as having psychiatric disorders, on psychiatric medications,been placed in special education education classes as well as being seen as stupid,lazy,crazy,and/or weird because we don't fit inside the neurological box. Part of my advocacy is to stand up for the rights of neurodivergents as well as to help prevent the psychiatric misdiagnosing of neurodivergents that leads to medicating them with unneeded and harmful psychiatric medications.I stress the need for mandatory psychological and neurological testing to be done to differentiate neurodivergence from serious psychiatric disorders like schizophrenia and bipolar. I don't want people to go through what I and many other neurodivergents have gone through.
http://people.tribe.net/4b0cf8c4-1fc3-4171-92d3-b0915985bf95/blog/452b43 d8-437b-48ba-9af3-f2149ec76394

Astrology of Neurodivergence tribe that I created on tribenet http://tribes.tribe.net/neurodivergence

DANDA (Developmental Adult Neuro-Diversity Association) in the United Kingdom. I want to form one here in USA but for all ages. http://danda.org.uk/

I also thought about possible solutions to help neurotypicals understand neurodivergence like Neurodivergent Empathy Program http://people.tribe.net/4b0cf8c4-1fc3-4171-92d3-b0915985bf95/blog/45c762 ec-0487-4cc0-9b5c-be54e41ecf2d

Spiritual Life Center, the interfaith unity chart that I attend http://slcworld.org/

Raymond

posted March 23, 2009 06:23 PM         

I rarely say anything on this site now days (although I do read it often) but I really wanted to make myself 'visible' for once and say hello to you and acknowledge your path. This planet needs more people like you. I get such a nice, heart-centered vibe from reading your life experiences! That's real cool that you had such a nice experience of confirmation at that festival. I have gone to a couple here in Los Angeles, and they were nice too, but over all I don't do well in large groups - I just can't deal (maybe it's my Chiron in the 11th?!)
Anyway, keep on dreaming and wishing and you'll make it happen. The love ,it's contagious!

posted March 23, 2009 08:57 PM         

May the forces be with you for all the healing you need first before you heal others.

posted April 05, 2009 02:55 PM         

i am a clear open channel for healing energy. all who come to me are healed blessed and prospered and i am rewarded in perfect measure...