posted November 28, 2010 02:54 AM            

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अस्तो मा सद् गमय |
तमसो मा ज्योतिर्गमय |
मृत्योन् मा अमृतं गमय् ||
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posted November 30, 2010 03:31 PM            

A former friend I know has kundalini and is extremely clairvoyant and clairaudient as well as not being able to hold down a job as he's that cut off from reality and spacey. The guy is a major masonic descendant and claims heritage going back to big time power struggles that reak of illuminati in northern europe. My point is, he is one of the most persuasive people I know. He used to joke that he could tell someone to do something and they would do it, and anything he said they would be inclined to believe. While not something I want to admit to, he had that effect on me and with a lot of the people I saw him interact with.. though it wasn't foolproof. He's probably the most openly sexist person I know and is pretty extreme about it. He also used to hold huge raves with thousands of people in the cornfields around where I lived and talked about a friend who called down kalli and was thus possessed for a short period (explaining his spiritual/religious leanings). He's also one of the biggest alcoholics, is into drugs and is good at getting the most strait edge people into drugs (and we're not talking spiritually communing drugs either). What I'm trying to say is it doesn't always raise the frequency of those around them. One of my soulmates who is bipolar to an extreme (something I really just think is poorly handled kundalini), has a very intense presence and everyone that I've talked to who's been touched by him is very obviously changed by him. This worked to my detriment as said soulmate eventually convinced -many- people that I was a psychotic stalker he had a restraining order against and no one would ever believe my explanation of anything and always sided with him thinking I was this demented excuse for a human being, and eventually as I started telling people he was bipolar and he found out, I started becoming evil incarnate who was also psychotic. Seriously, I couldn't even be seen in public anymore. The looks were that bad/extreme and the overt hostility and hatred I experienced from people I hardly know was pretty intense. No, I still don't know what he's said. The little I heard is pretty fantastic. Very frustrating but kundalini is not all about residing in higher frequencies, and with the way my masonic kundalini friend drinks and abuses drugs, I think there's a deeper possession/control element involved, thus how iq talks about MK-Ultra victims have kaali conj moon. I just don't understand it fully yet.

I hope that thing about ascension is true, because the one time I asked about it I saw me meditating on a pyramid with a sphere in my left hand and I once overhead some people on a different forum talking about their quest to 'activate the pyramids'.. whatever that is . After that I was being carried up this mayan pyramid and these people were dancing around a fire inside of the top building. When I reached the top this woman was ritually sacrificed and her heart was placed into me. Pretty scary.. but anyway.

I've had somewhat small interactions with the greys. One contacted me with this incredibly vivid image with visual telepathy and I freaked out and told it not to do that. It then tried to talk but I only got morse code like ringing in my ear. I'm only clairaudient when my kundalini is extremely bad. By the way, bad race.. ableit somewhat framed at times