posted February 14, 2012 10:05 PM            

I was walking towards the water fountain to refill my water bottle, when suddenly I had a sinking feeling. Basically, my heart skipped a beat. In my "Mind's Ears" I guess, I soon heard a distinct ... deep heart beat. Just one. A second later, in my mind, I heard... best way I can describe would be if you had an energy shield up, and a massive hit drops most of the shield. Needless to say, I focused and visualized a protective shield around me very fast to "reraise" defenses.

Very soon after I felt something come at me. The mental imagery that followed, I'd have to describe the speed of it was like when Neo and Morpheus sparred in the training program in the first Matrix (when observed on the ship), only this wasn't sparring. I didn't get a good look at the figure, but it seemed like it was in dark armor and had dark grey skin, with a sword (I didn't get a good look at it in my mind's eye at the time). Facial feature might be best described as like the Behemoths in the Final Fantasy series (particularly X/X-2, and XIII/XIII-2). I'm alright by the way, as it stopped shortly after. No one else in the gym seemed to notice.

I'm not sure what it was, or if someone targeted me with something, but has anyone else here ever experienced anything like that? For lack of a better term, it was like someone wrote my name in the Death Note or something (in the series of the same name, someone writes another's name in this notebook, and they die of a heart attack immediately, unless a time and/or type of death is specified. Also, in the series, when the Death Note strikes, the viewer hears a deep heartbeat... then the person falls over dead.). And it was like I had an innate shield up that said, "Um, no. (block attack)."

Needless to say, in the end I didn't do sprints tonight as a precaution. I will also add I had a very heightened sense of agitation the entire day, and to be honest, I've had this sense for the last week and a half or so. I think something's up, or maybe I've p***ed someone off or something. Not good mojo if it's the second one...

posted February 17, 2012 08:57 PM            

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Psychic Attack - A Matter of Perception?

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It's a bit of both. It definitely does happen. I've had some serious energy vampires do a number on me, but I don't think most of them were doing it intentionally, but a few I found out, were (online).

We are energetic beings. We do need to learn how to protect ourselves and respect others boundaries.

A simple negative thought, or gossip about someone can effect the person negatively. People often don't realize what they are doing. They also don't realize that their thoughts are also effecting them negatively, if not right away, at some point in the near future.

Sounds like you should look into some energetic cleansing exercises, also how to strenghthen your field, and how to protect yourself from weak or negative people. Because, yes, they do effect you. We are all connected. Remember that they cannot effect you, or hurt you without also effecting & hurting themselves though.

posted February 19, 2012 02:29 PM              

I've tried the white egg technique, gold cloak, which was quite effective. BUT was still psychically attacked whilst out of my body on the astral planes. Whomever was going for my pineal gland, as if someone had thrown a poison dart at my big toe on left foot. The energy went all the way up my leg, which freaked my out, I slowed this down (all in the middle of the night I might add, whilst fast asleep) This woke up and freaked my own massively.

I sent my thoughts out to my guides and family who came to help. I slowed this down until my belly, but it still went up to my shoulder and down my left arm. After them talking to me, and stopping it the remnants continued upwards and I passed out, waking in the morning,very very drained....

Next day, my energy levels were through the floor. I foned few people and tried to stay grounded. I listened to spirit, who told my to lie on the settee, they brought a surgeon, I literally felt his fingers go in my body and someone picking out bits, with what felt like tweezers, or fragments of dark energy/poison that was left. It took my days to recover, I took rescue remedy, which flawed me and walnut remedy as advised from a friend. I slept for a week with a white candle burning every night, I drew a pentagram closing my bedroom door, said a prayer given to me by spirit..

I truly hope no one goes through what I went through. You need to learn grounding your energies, slowing/closing chakras down.

posted February 19, 2012 03:32 PM            

When the scratches happened during the day, it was odd, as they weren't there when I woke up and was awake before they happened. Before, I had put it down to simply dreams or something I did in my sleep. The timing of your reply is interesting as last night, I had another experience with this spirit. I felt a cold draft around me, despite being in a warm room, so I lit an incense candle (I'm still a newbie at this without that many resources, as it's all come to light in the last few weeks, thank you Neptune) and the way the smoke behaved was quite odd.

Wherever I placed the candle in the room, I put it in all different places, the smoke was drawn to me instead of going upwards, there was no drafts in my room, but it would almost stop before it touched my face and almost 'rose' around me to create a silhouette of my body, but then when I asked the spirit a specific question, the smoke seemed to go 'through' me to 'answer'. If that makes any sense. So I have come to the conclusion that this spirit, or whatever it is, is friendly in some way.

The energy it has doesn't necessarily feel intimidating or frightful, it's my own mind which begins to start thinking of fearful scenarios. I think if it was a demon, I would know and be able to sense that.

I like to think that the touch, or the marks I received during the day, were maybe to send me on a more spiritually enlightened path of some kind, maybe to make me more aware of any dormant 'psychic powers' I may have going unused and are under-nurtured. I meditated for the first time in my life last week, which is something I enjoyed, so the whole experience has helped me to try to think more positively, something I don't always do, explore new ideas and sensations and it's made me confront and think about fear in a new way.

Fear being a loss of control over the situation and of the unknown, and that my imagination can probably conceive things which are far more intimidating than what the reality would ever be. So if I sense the energy now, I do feel less bothered by it but I'm also aware, and cautious, of it at the same time, and treat it with respect. I feel like I've been forced to go.

Although, I also sometimes seem to get a slight, but not overbearing or harmful, pain at the bottom of my shoulder blades when this spirit is around. So now I just think I'm developing angel wings, haha.

posted February 20, 2012 06:29 AM            

I would recommend a Violet Tetrahedron Visualization AFTER you do a gold color flush throughout your body and Aura [Gold Egg Visualization].
Surround the Tetrahedron base with a Golden Pentagram and place an upright Golden Pentagram in the Apex Point of the Violet Tetrahedron. It is ok to encase this entire structure in a Violet Pyramid or Violet Octahedron or Violet Dodecahedron etc. Whichever one you can visualize.

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posted February 24, 2012 10:13 PM            

Also, throughout the day, at least 3 or 4 times (that I noticed), seemed like something would "jump" in my vision, like half a piece of paper or part of my workstation monitor. Not my entire vision, just a piece of something just... I dunno, went "out of phase" or something. The vibe I got was a distortion. The word "temporal" came to mind.

I'm beginning to think I've either angered someone who's also, pardon the expression, f****** with time, or whatever may be doing that with time/space/whatever sees me as a threat.

IQ, is violet the best color for this sort of thing? What of gold or white light? Generally if I visualize myself standing in a white circle (with the resultant column where a lot doesn't get it), I'm generally left alone by the little stuff, but more and more seems the "big things" or whatever keeps wanting to "play".

So yes, I've been dealing with this kind of thing for longer than I've previously admitted (since at least 2001, practically right around the time of 9/11, and may have picked up on things and didn't realize it before then).

posted February 24, 2012 10:33 PM            

Best to start with the years leading up to it. Over the years, probably around the time I had the data-entry job (that I left briefly for the move back to my old college town for 6 months), I would randomly see an image of a Native American chieftan, older with the headdress (I suspect Lakota, Sioux, maybe Cheyenne, but unsure) would hold out his hand, accompanied by another tribal member, about mid-30's - early 40's, and would say "Come to us!" ... sometimes it was "Come to us, before it's too late!" On occassion, a female, also Native American, would accompany them. I saw this off and on for years, and generally more so when I came under other attack.

A couple years ago, about a month or two before I started at my current job, I was in the computer repair place I worked at the time, and had a mental flash... (it was a slow day so it wasn't like I was leaving too much undone)... the tribal elders again. And this was a time period I not only was under heavy psychic attack (somewhat mitigated by the fact the shop I worked in was next door to a church and also had a protective aura around itself to boot - most of the staff were strong believers in Christ too), but also a time I was dealing with what I perceived as a betrayal. Yes, this involved a woman I had liked for over a year. But I digress - This time, I saw ... barren land? Desert? Maybe the top of a mesa. I dunno. Anyways, I approach the elders. This time, the message was different:

"You've come to us. Now stay with us."

A circle was drawn into the dirt, not by a stick but by an unseen force in the vision.

"Step into the circle."

I do so, and the elders vanish. The circle began to glow a bright, radiant light. Suddenly, just about every unholy thing I had been encountering flashed up around me. Instinctively, I was about to draw for what I can term only as an astral weapon (this one I visualize as a runed scythe, generally), when the weapon spoke to me:

"No. Watch and wait."

The demons, enemies, and whatnot began attacking. Fire, blades, arrows, black beams...

Nothing got through the perimeter where the circle was. Everything was blocked.

The dark ones vanished. The elders appeared again.

"Remember the circle," they told me. I was also given what appeared to be the heart of a beast, and was told "When the time comes, you will know what to do with this." (The time has come and gone, and I will say that particular attack source hasn't bothered me since).

Since this time, I have used this protective technique. Some of the attackers, when blocked by this, apparently become "sealed" or something and banished. I have had a few attackers penetrate partially, however. Very strong ones, but I was still able to deflect them. Some of them had the appearance of ragged-winged or black-winged angelic beings. The term that come to mind is "The Fallen." Trust me, you do not want to encounter even the weaker ones, and these, in my experience, have not been benign figments of imagination. A few have even worn black armor that, in my mind's eye, evoke the feeling of the opposite of the "Armor of Faith". Like they're wearing "Armor of Sin", the collected sins that permeate the cosmos or something akin to that.

Some of these "Fallen" have hit the circle's barrier and been banished away like other attackers, others have seemingly disintegrated into ashen sand from what my mind's eye sees. The ones that become sand, in the back of my mind, seem to be the ones I expect to return. The ones that appear to be banished, not so much.

posted February 26, 2012 04:02 AM              

Also I was told the pyarmid is the highest form of protection. I tried the white egg, gold cloak method and was still attacked, but then again what can you do whilst out of your body on the astral planes....

At some you have to have faith in something, a higher power and trust that your deceased relatives, guides and doorkeeper are here to help.

I would recommend having a reiki or shamballa healing session. Poss even talk with a medium. You need to feel, sense know IF you have attachements or someone,something leaching your energy. If you meditate you can sometimes (if psychically aware enough) scan your own auric field, but problem of doing this is they are usually out of physic sight, ie: around your back parts. There can be all sorts of hooks and manners of things.

I had some major crystal healing sessions and the therapist felt and sense this 'hole' around my left foot. After the auric repair my left foot went warm. You can do this with a good quality crystal point over weak areas, as if darning a sock.

I used to work with a Reiki master who was 'so sensitive' would pick up everyones ailments and take on their illnesses sooooo much she had to do very strong visualisations before going near anyone. I think she use a 'suit of armour' in the end.

the problem with developing latent psychic ability is that unbeknown to you this means adding more light to your auric field which in turn attracts discarnate and troubled beings on the lower astral planes.

Send your thoughts out to spirit, your doorkeeper and guides and family to draw close and protect you. Do some good grounding exercises and visiualisations..

posted February 27, 2012 06:55 PM            

Basically it was like I had just moved into a house near the San Francisco bay area. There was a brother or two in the dream (which cannot happen in the waking world as I'm an only child), and apparently a different set of parents... at least I think the dad was different, the mother definitely was.

It's getting to be nighttime, close to bedtime at one point in the dream. The one brother already was in bed, but spooked about something. I look around, see nothing, but then the lights go out, but it's not pitch dark because the moon's lighting things up pretty well. I get a feeling, like some sort of "spiritual pressure" for a lack of better term, and see a shadow on the wall, like it was cast from another person in the room. I immediately focus a shield around me (not physically visible even in the dream, I've done this a lot in dreams). I see another teenager, kinda longish (almost shoulder-length) black hair, but then he disappears. I immediately know something's up.

I'm in another room then, and suddenly I see the faint shadow-silhouette, and get that spiritual pressure feeling again. This time there's also like a distored, buzz sound for a brief second. It's the kid again. As the buzz sound happens, it's like he blurs, like a video/computer blur effect. He looks at me, and his eyes are almost completely black.

I forget what he said at that point, but it felt like a warning. Like advice to be careful. The feeling I get about it as I think about it now, it was like a "hold on, because it's about to get real bumpy for you."

Literally though, right after he says that in the dream, I feel the ground shake a bit. Tremor, I figure no greater than a 3.5 - 4.0. (In the dream, it is the Bay Area after all).

Later on in the dream, it's daylight, and I'm looking out the window. I feel compelled to go to the Golden Gate Bridge. I'm also thinking about money at this point and am like "Oh yeah, I'm near San Francisco... I should just go into the city and be able to find a job, yeah shouldn't be a problem."

Well, it's about the time I'm about to wake up, so there's that pressure feeling again, and I think I see another teenager. Only, I get the feeling of a knife or dagger on him. But in the dream, it's not physically visible (like an astral weapon or something). Yep, defensive circle and shield up, and I feel a bunch of little creepy-crawlies come at me. This time, I focus the circle "column" and send out a white shockwave, annihilating them. The kid disappears as well.

After I wake up, I feel another distortion. This isn't a dream at this point, and I feel like I have to focus a barrier... and also focus it into a shockwave. No more attack. (Almost like I have a preference for "area-of-effect" defenses, or just the fact I had multiple hostiles inbound).

Anyways, this is happening way too often lately. I have also noticed most of my friends have stopped talking to me at the present time, and when I last went to the bar, the only person I ran into up until my best friend arrived (the only one that seems to be talking to me regularly at this point), the last woman to break my heart was there, out of character for a Saturday. And effectively blew me off, fine by me in her case really.

Thinking about what an ex-roommate told me once, it's possible I may have not only an attacker or attackers, but also general waves of discord from people unhappy with me for whatever reason (hell if I know what most of these are, apart from me not being in the best of moods lately, because, well, they're not talking!)

posted October 16, 2013 09:22 PM            

It seems the vision of the Tribal Elders returned, and not a moment too soon.

As anyone who has been following a few of my other recent threads can guess, the job's been a pain lately. In fact, there are very very very very strong indicators that indicate that I should leave as soon as possible. Been sensing more malevolent energies lately, plus the "boss aggro" today the moment I sat my stuff down at my desk, plus the revelation that the department I've been doing a project for for a year is very unhappy with my rate of progress (despite me getting critical key data only a week ago despite having been told "yeah you should have had everything" months ago)...

But I digress.

I'm walking on the path at break, and it was heavy overcast today. I see the vision of a Rattlesnake. Then I see the elders.

"Rattlesnake comes to you. Embrace his wisdom."

Then, what I've identified as my spirit totem animals in the past appear, with a few others.

The note I put on my phone, as this felt important enough. This is as the voice came to me, not necessarily the Elder at this point, but what seemed to be the inner voice...

The note, verbatim:

"Seek the wisdom of:
- Rattlesnake
- Scorpion
- Bear
- Hawk
- Eagle
- Phoenix

This is your totem. This your Grand Totem is. Jaguar comes to you at a moment's notice. I have spoken. - the voice within"

The vision of the animals showed up as such once the phrase "Grand Totem" came:

The Rattlesnake, coiled, but it's head towards me, low.

The Scorpion, large, on the Rattlesnake's back.

The Bear, on the back of the Scorpion, standing upright, paws outstretched.

On its right paw, sat Hawk, wings outstretched.

On its left paw, sat Eagle, wings outstretched.

On the combined wings of Hawk and Eagle, held above Bear's head, sat Phoenix, wings outstretched.

Jaguar then came from behind the combined totem, from its left side (my right side in the vision), and walked in front, and stopped, looking at me.

posted October 18, 2013 07:13 AM            

Using white or Gold for a quick flush is a great start. After this, use Violet to raise personal Frequency.
Surround this Violet Shield first with Light Pink and then a Ring of Gold.

Forgive the attacker as well, this rips holes in their Aura and will weaken subsequent attempts to attack.