posted March 16, 2013 12:30 PM
Interesting topic Faith.
I have a Pisces Moon conjunct Neptune in Sag in my 4th house and I have an Aries Sun in the 8th house...my Mercury and Venus are in Pisces and so is my SN and Descendant.
I live most of my life at the gateway one could say between the etheral and the physical. Ive always known it since I was a small child*, I remembered as it were. I have things come into my mind like downloads, sometimes they are prophetic, and sometimes they are very simple...like this particular person needs some extra love and a phone call from me, or this person is pregnant...or this person is sad....or this person will meet more pain before they find there path so I will feel a need to encourage them to hang in there.
I show up in peoples dreams alot, I have an extensive Soul family from so many incarnations on this world and off...my Spirit thirsts for knowledge and new experiences, so I have so many people I meet and resonate with, people constantly say I feel like I know you and they do and I agree with them if it resonates, I don't tell them right away though, I allow the relationship to grow and then I seem to be able to recall our connection and sort the purpose of it. As all of these experiences are not uplifting as many lower based Energies are able to exist in people as attachments and they are constantly trying to get to me as though they are angry I am here, so Ive learned to be thorn amongst thorns and a rose amongst roses.
My own dreams are intense, I dream every night always have sense I was a kid...I knew I was a dreamer before I saw that Neptune conjunct Moon in my chart.
My dreams have only intensified this year...to the point that what I am dreaming is happening. This is new to me...I don't tell anyone because I don't quite know what the purpose of this Energy is yet, I am not allowed to see where it is going or what is creating, less my Ego change it by observing it. Ive learned to live in the moment in a powerful way that I never knew existed.
When the mind is quiet the heart can hear.This "Psychic" Energy moves through me like I am a channel or sorts...and when I am talking to my closest balance partners/soulmates or my beloved, I share it freely. Otherwise I just use it to have conversations with people, things pop in my head and I know it is the other persons thoughts and so I talk about that subject, in this way I constantly have people tell me that they tell me things they never tell anyone else. I just smile and say, this is true friendship as I believe that real power is showing up with your heart on your sleeve and absolutely refusing to waste one moment of your life hidden behind edginess and armor. And so I am vulnerable and open to those that I know are my balance partners and my love, it is with them that I learn the most when I just go with the flow.
And they do find me a bit like a crystal ball...its kind of funny actually.
Other than that I protect myself against people and their thoughts, as they easily become my own and if I don't meditate and guard my mind and heart as it were, I can easily find my Energy being used by other sources that constantly seek to pull us all into lower frequency emotions and way of living, so they can feed off the frequencies.
I can go on and on with stories...for instance I kept having a dream of someone calling my name out in a gas station and I knew the voice...about 3 weeks later this happened...and it was the same girl and she feels a very intense connection to me and I to her. Simple things like this are the norm for me. Wild ones are like what happened last week.... Im dreaming about arguing with my beloved about the importance of calming his mind (Virgo Moon) in meditation because he needs to cease the worrying when we are apart.... because it uses your imagination to create things you don't want. ...meanwhile he is saying to me what if your thoughts come from your heart....I can't..
Anywho in the dream I said Im not going to argue with you. We are on Earth and you are subject to the same Energies that govern and help us all, if you will not understand it in this reality you will do it in the 3D, as you are not in control there... I didnt tell him about this dream but 2 days later at his yoga class the instuctor for the first time made them do just 5 poses,.... meditation poses...lol that they had to hold for 15 minutes and meditate...and of course he said he tried it but he kept thinking the whole time so it didnt work in his eyes...lol......
I used to react more to what I sensed as a child, it was rough, I thought it was my thoughts and feelings, Ive since learned that my connection to Source is constant and flowing and NEUTRAL, it is what it is. Energy knows no gender or emotion....we have come here to learn and master that part.
I don't feel from internally, internally I am neutral, opinionless and emotionless...
Since I can remember as a child my mother has always said that I see the world through rose colored glasses, because when I do choose to feel I am attacted to the higher vibrations...so I set out creating around me a "rose colored" world and Im in love with it, it keeps my heart light as a feather.....I so feel externally, in this way I am all things to all people and I do not suffer in it any longer, as Ive learned the purpose of the MERKABA and this was huge for me as an empath.
I am truly the observer in life more by learned lessons than choice...as no Aries Energy wants to just observe.
In answer to your question, I do not struggle to explain myself. I am what I am and I tend to listen until my mutable Energy propels me to speak, I can always feel when it is from Love and when it is from Ego...and that is when I go with the flow and let Love teach me something new. Otherwise I do not react to what I sense, I only store it away til the story is complete, sometimes that takes 5 minutes sometimes that takes 5 months. lol
This current transit has been intense for me. It is as though Ive been hit hard but lovingly by something that literally has literally changed me...something profound is taking place in the deeper inner chambers of our hearts for the people who have been able to find and center in that place... It has caused me to cast away everything Ive ever been attached to or am still attached to and swim deeper within myself and I have discovered there is no end to this journey we are constantly moving on the infinitely symbol sometimes toward our Source to ground in all we are and came from and sometimes away to experience new things about ourselves and the Source from which we came from....we are an every growing and expanding Energy just like this Universe that we have been able to observe, only now the time has come to journey back to our own personal Sources and so I feel this Pisces Energy is carrying us all into our deepest inner chambers and for the first time we are discovering the wonders that lie within as what are we, but ever spiraling fibonacci sequences of Energy wave forms. And what is Truth, but the the feeling of familiarity with the Source of life...whether it be personal or impersonal, because it is through our contentment and awareness that we dissolve seperation, allowing beauty that is Divine in Nature as all is around you, to flow in all its exquisites forms. We are all Psychic to me, and more and more of us are remembering this as the curtain that seperates the Soul from the Body tears a little more each day.
Lindaland
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posted March 16, 2013 05:51 AM