posted March 09, 2014 07:55 AM            

So I just recently had a past life regression session, and although everything seemed blurry, I did find some answers. I actually did it twice--first, was to find out if I knew my current crush from a past life and second, was to find out about my most recent past life.

The first one, my name was Esmeralda Martinez. Funny how that was the first name that came up since I usually use it as a screen name on the internet. But anyway, I lived somewhere in Spain, in a place called, Sta. Maria. I believe the year was somewhere in the 1800's. I was 21 and I was a daughter of a nobleman. My family was going through bankruptcy and my dad, whom I still couldn't figure out who, had to arrange a marriage for me to save the family. Sure enough, the guy that I had to marry was my crush. Back then, I didn't return his feelings. He did love me in that lifetime, but I felt nothing for him. I didn't wanna disappoint my father and I didn't want my family to go bankrupt, either, so I married him. I was lonely and I felt chained in the relationship. He tried all his best to make me happy, but I was never happy with him.

I guess now I understand why I feel like I should care for him more than I should. I even go to great lengths to help him with things. I believe my soul is repaying him for saving my family from financial loss back in that lifetime. In this lifetime, I think my soul's purpose is to return the love I never gave him in the past. I am really in love with him. I didn't understand why, but now I do. It's my soul's need to repay him for everything he has ever done for me.

My second session brought me to the 1940's. My name was Claire Ross and I was 33. I lived in a town called St. Louis in Sweden. I lived with my dad, John, in the countryside. The session had me go back to when I was 12. I learned that I didn't go to school. Instead, I had a private tutor. I didn't have no friends because I was isolated. My dad kept it that way for some reason. We lived close to a barn owner and his name was John, too. I also played the violin in that lifetime. But that was pretty much it since I had to wake myself up a few seconds later.

Judging from my second session, my dad in that lifetime had to keep me away from society. I don't know why but he just did. If I compare that to my present life, my present dad actually gives me my freedom. He's the one that encourages me to get out and do things--which I do, a lot. I guess this is the Universe's way of giving me what it owed me in that lifetime, which is freedom.

I got more interesting insights, but this is all I know for now.

posted March 12, 2014 04:46 PM            

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Originally posted by KarmicMoon:
Hi, did you do this through hypnosis with a therapist or meditation? I'm curious because I am thinking of going to see a therapist that specializes in past life regression. I bumped into someone and out of the blue had visions of past lives with him and have been trying ever since to come to terms with what this means. I've been to a very good astrologer who verified he is a past life partner and a psychic who said the same thing. She actually described two past lives that fit with the visions I had and I never mentioned them to her. So, while I've done this through meditiation i had no control over what life came to mind. I think I would need someone to guide me about this particular person, which it sounds like you had?

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I did it through self-hypnosis. And actually, I have the same situation as you--my synastry chart with him indicated that we met in a past life, my composite chart with him showed that we have a 'fated' connection, a psychic told me I've met him in the past, and I just recently got a kabalah reading in which the psychic said that me and him have been together in many lifetimes. I've been told that if you do this through meditation or hypnosis, you gotta accept whatever comes to your mind first. Intuition is the key. You can't try to change things when doing this because that would totally alter the visions and make it what you think happened, not what actually happened.

posted March 30, 2014 01:38 AM            

One of my past life explains it. It was during the puritan times in America. I was walking on a road and there was the public: throwing things at me, shouting at me, spitting & in the crowd I saw my friends & family doing the same thing. I felt sadness, and betrayal. I was tortured to death in public for having psychic abilities, speaking out & just being who I was.

That life has affected me so much in this current life. My earliest memory of social phobia in this life was when I was 4. My mom brought me to summer camp & there was a huge group of kids in the park. I just couldn't go, I begged my mom to take me back home. I cried, when I saw the huge crowd of people, I kind of froze and my mom didn't understand why. So most of my life I have been labelled as extremely shy.

I know that my main lesson in this life is to get rid of my social anxiety. I have taken steps & I find that each year, I am improving. Example during my teen years, i used to dance in front of a public. My biggest break was when I did a solo in front of a huge crowd. I faced one of my biggest fear. I also work as a cashier, which helps me face my fear of people. And I am also in a communication course in College.

posted April 01, 2014 04:41 PM            

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Originally posted by seekinglight:
@SLQ
Do you mind sharing how you actually self hypnotize yourself? Do you use background music and ask questions to yourself? I am keen on knowing my past life, but I was too tense to get myself into hypnosis state.

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posted August 08, 2015 09:42 PM            

I mainly went there because I wanted to know more about a karmic relationship I had with my ex. It's interesting, because I got to see which patterns were repeating in this life.

First past life: I was in a Mediterranean country. My name was Adriana, him Francesco. I worked in a vineyard . He would go to battle...sort of like a knight on his horse. It was his duty, he had to battle for our land like the rest of the men. (Seemed like Spain, but Francesco sounded Italian, but we were speaking in Spanish) He would leave everytime & I remember waiting for him to come back & feeling sad everytime. The main thing I got about that life was that we would always be separated, but despite us being separated I shouldn't be sad or worried because he would always come back. Life's too beautiful to be sad was what I got.

Second life (won't go into much detail): I was a cowboy/white guy he was a native american. I was supposed to shoot him, but didn't. Despite us being from different backgrounds, we got along and a great friendship grew out of it. The lesson of that life was, despite being from different backgrounds, true peace can arise. You can learn a lot from the person that is different from you. Differences help you grow.

I definitely loved my regression session, I cried but it helped me heal and let out repressed emotions. It also helped me let go of my ex.

posted August 09, 2015 09:30 PM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
I know this thread is old but why not revive it. Went to my first past life regression today. It was amazing...Not only did I get to get a glimpse into 2 past lives but I got to meet my spirit guides...They all had messages for me & I got to see them.

I mainly went there because I wanted to know more about a karmic relationship I had with my ex. It's interesting, because I got to see which patterns were repeating in this life.

First past life: I was in a Mediterranean country. My name was Adriana, him Francesco. I worked in a vineyard . He would go to battle...sort of like a knight on his horse. It was his duty, he had to battle for our land like the rest of the men. (Seemed like Spain, but Francesco sounded Italian, but we were speaking in Spanish) He would leave everytime & I remember waiting for him to come back & feeling sad everytime. The main thing I got about that life was that we would always be separated, but despite us being separated I shouldn't be sad or worried because he would always come back. Life's too beautiful to be sad was what I got.

Second life (won't go into much detail): I was a cowboy/white guy he was a native american. I was supposed to shoot him, but didn't. Despite us being from different backgrounds, we got along and a great friendship grew out of it. The lesson of that life was, despite being from different backgrounds, true peace can arise. You can learn a lot from the person that is different from you. Differences help you grow.

I definitely loved my regression session, I cried but it helped me heal and let out repressed emotions. It also helped me let go of my ex.

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posted August 10, 2015 01:08 AM            

I suggest if you will do this thing, keep an open mind. If you're skeptic & are closed minded this will not work that well for you.

posted August 10, 2015 06:00 AM            

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Originally posted by MillyX:
I googled past life regression in my city. Booked an appointment with a specialist, went to her office and that's it.

I suggest if you will do this thing, keep an open mind. If you're skeptic & are closed minded this will not work that well for you.

The session was easy for me because I already meditate alot, my 6th & 7th chakra are open, I'm pretty intuitive. If I did this 2 years ago or even last year, it would have never worked that well. My intuition and receptivity was not developed yet (it slowly is). Information & images were flowing pretty easily.

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posted August 10, 2015 03:54 PM              

I think it was a long time ago, because the walls were stone, the ceiling very high, and the room was dim and lit with a torch.

Anyway, after that, I started having weird identity issues. I made the connection between the past life regression and my behavior just a few days ago, from reading my journal entries around that time. I convinced myself that I didn't want an identity (?) and I used drugs constantly, starved myself, and was extremely submissive in order to 'obliterate' my identity. It was really strange, and lasted 8 months, until a couple weeks ago.

posted August 10, 2015 05:38 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Hi, I did this by myself off a Youtube video. It worked very well. It was highly traumatic - I found out who killed me and it was my dad. I know who he is in this life, too. I was a six year old girl who didn't realize that he was abusing me, even as he was suffocating me. So when I went back, there was this huge feeling of horror and shock, I remember being so sad and thinking 'Oh.. THAT'S what happened...' It was the worst thing ever
I felt like I was being suffocated and after it was done, I was in such shock that I was just lying there with my eyes wide open for what seemed like forever. I couldn't move.

I think it was a long time ago, because the walls were stone, the ceiling very high, and the room was dim and lit with a torch.

Anyway, after that, I started having weird identity issues. I made the connection between the past life regression and my behavior just a few days ago, from reading my journal entries around that time. I convinced myself that I didn't want an identity (?) and I used drugs constantly, starved myself, and was extremely submissive in order to 'obliterate' my identity. It was really strange, and lasted 8 months, until a couple weeks ago.

This stuff is not for everyone

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Oh yes! You can definitely find some traumatic things. I tried the youtube hypnosis regression long before going to a regression therapist. I was asking about a relationship I had with a new guy I was dating. We would always fight, and it was only the beginning of the relationship. When we would drink together, we would physically hurt each other, and I am usually a peaceful person so I did not know where all of the anger was coming from.

I did the self hypnosis youtube video and what I found was traumatic. I think I only lasted a minute after opening that life and decided to open my eyes and stop. I immediately felt anger when I opened the door to that life. Mines was about abuse too, current guy I was dating was raping my 8 year old past self. I didn't want to believe it. That was the last time I did self hypnosis from youtube lol. I was just not ready for that.

posted August 10, 2015 07:16 PM            

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Originally posted by Selenite:
Hi, I did this by myself off a Youtube video. It worked very well. It was highly traumatic - I found out who killed me and it was my dad. I know who he is in this life, too. I was a six year old girl who didn't realize that he was abusing me, even as he was suffocating me. So when I went back, there was this huge feeling of horror and shock, I remember being so sad and thinking 'Oh.. THAT'S what happened...' It was the worst thing ever
I felt like I was being suffocated and after it was done, I was in such shock that I was just lying there with my eyes wide open for what seemed like forever. I couldn't move.

I think it was a long time ago, because the walls were stone, the ceiling very high, and the room was dim and lit with a torch.

Anyway, after that, I started having weird identity issues. I made the connection between the past life regression and my behavior just a few days ago, from reading my journal entries around that time. I convinced myself that I didn't want an identity (?) and I used drugs constantly, starved myself, and was extremely submissive in order to 'obliterate' my identity. It was really strange, and lasted 8 months, until a couple weeks ago.

This stuff is not for everyone

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posted March 20, 2023 07:21 AM            

I did pick up something unexpected - as in, a tie-in I wasn’t aware of, real history. But that’s it, and who knows if I had read it before, and forgotten? I’m more skeptical than I used to be.