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Panthera Leo
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posted May 13, 2014 10:56 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Lately I have been considering making a poppet of myself.I was thinking of using it to try and heal myself,bring positive energy into my life and help me develop personality traits that I lack for example forgiveness or rationality.

Anyway I have a genuine wish to turn my life around and become a bit more spiritual.I have attempted to misuse magic in the past and have come to the conclusion I am lucky the universe didn't wipe me out.So I really wish to start over and learn how to do things properly.

I have really always had problems with meditation and visualization.I have always wanted to be able to open my Chakras but couldn't because I couldn't visualize at all when I tried my mind always remained blank.To be honest I haven't practiced a lot it drives me insane.When I was younger I suffered a concussion and a while after that I got encephalitis.I wonder if that could effect my ability to meditate or visualize.I was wondering if it was possible to add chakras to the poppet and could the poppet be used to help me open the chakras?

I would like to connect with my spirit animal.My problems with meditation have also hindered my progress with that.I discovered this method but I am not sure if it really works but I tried anyway.I did attempt it without grounding or centering which I think technically even if it was a valid method it wouldn't work because I didn't ground or center the spell.I am an absolute novice at this sort of thing.I am pretty sure I have heard of grounding and centering but It was late that night and I was lazy and couldn't find what I was looking for on the internet so I just decided to give it a shot because I wondered if my intention and desire to contact my spirit animal would be enough.


On a piece of paper, write the following verse:

Guardians of the dream world,
I call you to my side.
Show me my spirit animal,
My protector and my guide.
Show me the power, the beauty, and the grace
In the radiant eyes of my guardian's face.

Center or ground the spell in whatever manner suits you best, then fold it up and place it under your pillow before you go to sleep. You should dream of an animal, one with which you are probably familiar. That is your spirit animal, the one animal you will always be close to, will always be dear to you, and you will always be able to become with the least effort.

Anyway in part my dream I remember being in this building I think it was a very big store.I remember this woman opening this snake tank.There was a Cobra in it.The woman put a Python in and naturally the Cobra killed the Python.The Cobra reared up and opened its hood.For some crazy reason this other woman who I think didn't like me went to lift this Cobra. I decided to move away quickly because I envisioned this Cobra striking out at me.

Im not sure if that would count as a spirit animal making an appearance because there probably was other things happening around me in the dream.I do vividly remember the parts involving the Cobra.Do you think it may have worked or not ?

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PixieJane
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posted May 14, 2014 06:53 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
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Panthera Leo
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posted May 15, 2014 04:07 AM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you so much for your help PixieJane.Im sorry about taking ages to reply im just a little scattered at the moment.I think the snake symbolism does seem to fit with me.I think a great thing about the snake is that it is really complex and like you said it can be a healer and a destroyer both at the same.It really is an all or nothing creature. I know I sometimes fail to remain balanced and give others good reason to dislike or avoid me I don't blame them for that.What does bother is when people who don't even know me start backstabbing me,judging me and start gossiping about me even when I haven't done anything wrong .I feel like in my real life people think I don't have any feelings at all or that i'm just ignorant or arrogant.The majority of the time i'm just frustrated and feel dehumanized and decide to give others a dose of what they gave me even I know its not right to do that. ALthough I don't think i'm better than else or above punishment either.Sometimes I feel like some people in life are just out to get me no matter what I say or do.I can take no for an answer and don't really care about rejection because I'm used to it.Also since I've been very young I have felt as if I really didn't belong with the people around me so I just became sort of numb to them and just tried to be me because I realised they didn't really care about me and would never appreciate anything about me.Its more like a kill or be killed defense mechanism its just me versus them.For the most its not really personal unless the person really hurt me. I really do hate when people discriminate against others and I hate cruelty,I hate all the petty emotions and I hate watching other people tearing each other apart.All of the things I have just mentioned really do poison my emotions,my mind, spirit and heart.I have played my part in the drama or horror movie of life as well but I also think some people fail to realise how they effect me.I am quite sensitive to my surroundings and people around me and its amazing just how powerful the bad vibes they give off are.Sometimes Its no surprise that I feel on edge after all if thats what they do to each other what will they do to me.I sort of wish people could just be like empaths and be able to read each other.I suppose if if we could feel what we were all doing to each other we won't hurt each other and we could see things from their eyes.Sorry about rambling.

On a more positive note I have Asteroid Asclepius conjunct my Ascendant and Asteroid Aesculapia conjunct my Descendant Perhaps they might help me heal myself and maybe others if I can reconnect with my higher self.

Speaking of death, rebirth Renewal I have Chiron conjunct Hecate,Proserpina and Ostara

Asteroid Anastasia also conjuncts my Mercury.

I think I know what your getting at when you mentioned correspondences.If i'm unsure about something I can always look it up it after all Google is our friend.

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Ellynlvx
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posted May 17, 2014 03:01 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ellynlvx     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I had a lot of trouble when I first started, because of the same things you say.

I would get mad and strike out at people when I felt they had wronged me, and it just got worse and worse.

Finally I realized that everything they put out would come back to them, and everything I put out would come back to me.


Sometimes it's still difficult, I mean we all have our frustrations.

Try to rise above it when you feel that way. I know it is hard, but truly it is the safest way.

You don't want to open anything, if you are already feeling this confused as it is.

Rose Quartz is nice. Try to find a stone that agrees with you, something a little more soothing.

Sometimes I have made St. John's Wort for people I knew to calm them down.

I remember how very confusing it was. I feel for you.

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Panthera Leo
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posted May 17, 2014 03:59 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks Ellynlvx. You probably are right about opening the chakras.I'll look around and see which stores sell crystals.Fortunately I already know two places that do.

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Ellynlvx
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posted May 18, 2014 01:55 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ellynlvx     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surya_Namaskara

Also, I don't know if you have ever heard of this, or know Yoga at all; but if you practice even the opening part, where you face East, and Visualize the Sun as the Centre of our Universe, then think of your Heart in the same fashion, that alone can go far.

I think I first heard of it in a book called "Yoga, Youth & Reincarnation" by Jess Stearn.

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