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Topic: Has Anyone Met Their Twin Self Energetically?
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Snake Lady
Knowflake Posts: 50
From: Austin, Texas
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted May 21, 2015 03:33 PM
  
So when I was 14 I met with a person energetically... It came through a movie character, but I knew that it had nothing to do with that particular character, except that facts about the movie character have led me to certain spiritual, metaphysical, and psychological understandings.
It crept up on me, but by the time I realized what I was feeling it was impossible for me to put it aside. It wasn't anything like a regular "in love" feeling where I normally get butterflies and feel like doing nothing but sitting there and thinking about them. I've had a bunch of crushes and actually been "in love" before, but this was completely out of this world. It's like this person and all the energetic associations became my entire world and transformed my view of myself and life. I had no idea what was going on, but I just knew that I suddenly felt so absolutely complete and connected to all of heaven and earth. It was exactly like kundalini, maybe even better. I had been in a stupor of depression for a year or so, probably adolescent hormones, but this just woke up a part of me that I didn't know was ever there.
That experience propelled me into metaphysical studies and a rough transformational journey.
It's been about 11 years since that happened and I feel like I haven't been searching seriously for a life partner on this earth because everyone I meet is definitely not Him. I have been in relationships since, but I always felt like I wasn't in 100% because of the energy of my Twin Soul constantly reminding me of a much more fulfilling feeling.
I'm not sure what to do with this. Sometimes I want to just be celibate for the rest of my life, but then I get lonely for physical companionship and I find myself in another relationship. I feel like I'm deceiving everyone I date, and I'm having a bit of a hard time. I just know I'll never be as fulfilled with anyone else, and really, no one wants to feel like they're taking a "step down" in life. Plus I meet him in my dreams occasionally and that completely upsets whatever good feelings I'm having in my current relationship. Perhaps someone here has some advice about this situation. I'm still not sure of what to make of it. I've found ways to channel the feeling to help other people heal, and maybe that's the only purpose of this. Who knows?
If someone can help me understand more I'd be very appreciative.IP: Logged |
Lei_Kuei
Moderator Posts: 1238
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Registered: Apr 2009
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posted May 21, 2015 05:38 PM
Firstly, Welcome  I actually think it’s a pretty common occurrence to have such experiences at around that age (14). Whole new areas of energy are coming alive in ones body and the slightest thing can trigger infatuations of all sorts hehe. Not just with people, but much as you spoke of… even areas of research and understanding that before hand seemed utterly alien. I’m just trying to add alittle more perspective as my main concern is that you have idealized this dream like person who you love, and nobody “real” will ever measure up in comparison. Perhaps this energetic twin was in some ways a inner reflection of yourself which you encountered and was suppose to be a means for guiding you out of your depression. And yes, what you said about you using the same feeling as means of healing others may also have been part of the mysterious encounter. Nonetheless, your energetic twin may too exist in real world human form. If anything, I sincerely doubt they would want you to be unhappy so you shouldn’t deny yourself opportunities for happiness even if you feel they are not who you are looking for.
Because the truth is there should be no limits to the amount of people you can choose to love with maximum intensity. Btw here is another thread where an LL user spoke of her experiences at 14 and a mystical/twin encounter of their own:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum21/HTML/000667.html Im curious too… what movie character was it? (Though if you prefer not to share that, no problem  )
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Snake Lady
Knowflake Posts: 50
From: Austin, Texas
Registered: Aug 2011
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posted May 21, 2015 10:37 PM
Well I prefer not to say which movie character. Age 14 is certainly a time of opening channels. According to my studies, the astral body is being formed at that time, so emotions are at their height and I have since discovered that I am an empath and a medium. I believe the experience was mainly for the purpose of guidance and strength to make it through the things that were to come. It helped me stay connected with God through this spiritual being.
The thing is that I had previously fantasized and idealized images of lovers and they all came with a specific feeling, that of the astral, emotional realms. I was always analyzing the differences between different crushes and infatuations because I was in search for true Love. There was no way I could have conjured this up in my mind. Even to this day I've idealized spiritualist if people and teachers, but they don't even come close to what I experienced way back at 14.
Plus I've had crushes on movie characters before too! I was at a point where the time span of these crushes was predictable and I wasn't taking them seriously anymore.
I just can't say for sure what it was, but for sure there was and is an intelligence other than my own at work here to elevate my being and that I appreciate.
The feeling is so much more than that of a guide. There are some seriously deep, karmic feelings and attachments involved. My feeling is that this may be from a past life.
It kind of doesn't bother me so much anymore that it's getting in the way of my romantic connections here on earth. I'm starting to feel like I have some other purpose than to get married and settle down with someone. Thanks for your insight. It's good to get another opinion about this in any case. IP: Logged | |
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