posted June 13, 2015 06:06 PM            

For about a week or so, things have been "odd". I don't know if it is because Saturn is preparing its way back into Scorpio for the final lessons or if I'm just becoming slightly delusional.

Last Saturday, I took the tram with a coworker and we were talking about random things when I hear the lady next to me say my SC's name. Then, for about a week, every single time I boarded the metro in the morning to go to work, I heard someone mention his name. Every single day. Today, as I walked out of my apartment, I saw a man carrying a bag with this guy's name on it!

Then, a couple days ago, I took the subway for the first time in 2 months at a low traffic hour. All of the other seats were available but a woman chose to sit next to me. She opened at book. I usually don't paid attention to what people read, but on that day, I did. She turned a page and I saw his name.

Yesterday, a man asked me to try one of his product (you know, those makeup counter sellers). We talked for a bit and he told me he was from the city my this man was born in (I live in a completely different country, so the likelihood of meeting someone from that city is very very low).

Last but not least, today I got a message in my inbox from someone named N and said the following: "I want to get to know you better". It wasn't from him, but my heart dropped when I saw this message. It's the first time I've ever gotten such message. My chest is burning 25 minutes later. I thought I was going to get a heart attack. My body temperature was on fire even though this email was not from him because the truth is I gave up on talking to him again a long time ago.

What do you guys think these "coincidences" mean? I thought I had moved on. Why am I still bombarded with "signs" like these? I'd barely think of him if it weren't for these signs. I had reached a point of peace where I no longer thought of him.