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ilunatique
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posted July 03, 2015 06:00 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
This night i literally got to the point in which I had to search for my small book of prayers around the house and read it loud together with my beloved... as i felt choked and things from the room started to creak right when we started reading


I'm in my bed now and i'm honestly, internally, deeply terrified. I'm trying to ignore this but its eating at me and i cant take it anymore. I know that I shouldn't be scared because inferior entities feed on fear, but it's SO easier said than done.
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I live in a small -new- apartment in the middle of my city. I always sleep in the living room.
I was told not to mess with the bedroom too much...
i didnt know why... now i do.


The weather has been bomb.com. Summer fun and trap remixes on point. These past days it was extremely hot.

The living room is sunny all the time while the bedroom is tight, isolated, always cold, dark. Seems like the perfect place to spend a hot summer night, yeah? Yeah. I went right there.

The first 3 nights were fine, no issues. I would sleep more than normal....i continuously felt tired and with no energy, though.
Then... I woke up suddenly at 2am and a bit for no reason as the room was creaking a bit. I said what the heck and went back to sleep.
The next day, (1 july) i actually couldnt sleep. I was on my phone reading Jeffrey A. Kottler at 2:50am and the room started creaking again. Way louder. It sounded like someone was walking on the floor. That was the sound. Furniture around creaking also. I felt something wasnt good and i mentally said: "Please stop." In the next second, the small desk right next to me and my bed was hit VERY LOUD... I grabbed my pillow and ran the **** out of there to the living room.
On 2nd july I closed the door to the living room a bit disturbed. I thought it would fix it. I called a relative curious and I was confirmed that the reason i shouldnt mess with the bedroom was that someone brought an entity there. No one wanted to tell me so i wouldnt freak out. Okay.

But I closed the door, so he's not going to come after me, right?

Well, i was sure i wont go there anymore. I went to sleep in the living room on 2nd july with my hon and everything was back to normal. Totally thinking that it was all gone and fine.

It wasn't.

My love woke up at 3am and felt watched by a very dark thing (he doesnt remember well, he was half asleep). He went back to sleep though.
Meanwhile, i had a nightmare in which i was haunted. I wont get into details, it took place in the apartment and in the end I was hit in the back. I touched my back and i had 2 holes, bleeding badly. I woke up at 8:40am (which is not normal cause i wake up at like 10-11am) scared and with my back still in pain. I sighed and just laid on the bed wondering if i should go back to sleep and what the heck was that....

and..
right then...
the..
living room....
started....
CREAKING....

this room never...
ever...
creaked...

i felt like getting up and yelling at it but someone was sleepy next to me...
after 20 minutes it stopped making sounds and i calmed down.

This night, we decided to read some prayers loudly and we both got the headaches of our lifes. After the first few words it started creaking again but we kept going.

I.
dont
know
what
to
do

I
am
so
scared

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CosmiqPhuz
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posted July 03, 2015 06:41 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CosmiqPhuz     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Maybe try getting a priest in there to exorcise/bless the apartment.

If that doesn't work, then move out.

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Yeah I agree with CosmiqPhuz.

I'd be out of there like a shot if it was me.

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Faith
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posted July 03, 2015 10:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I had paranormal activity last summer that I don't even want to talk about, because it began with focusing too much on dark energy.
But I will tell you...so you don't feel too alone....it vocalized to me. 'Talked in a horror movie, demon voice, non-English.

It followed me from one house to another and finally stopped when my Christian friends started praying for me.

I don't like religion and don't like having to give credit to it!!! But that was how it happened. I told my Christian friends, they said they would pray, and it just stopped.

My advice is pray, pray alot, and seek help. Definitely.

Good luck

Praying for you.

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ilunatique
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posted July 04, 2015 02:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
The issue is... Im still a student... and i'm not rich. This is the place of a relative of mine. I have been here for 2 years so far..& i cant stay somewhere else

We are both awake now early and honestly... Getting the first train ticket out of here.
Monday we will be right in the train.
Away.
For the rest of July.

We barely fell asleep.. Now we woke up at 9am again both because we heard the sound of someone vomiting close to the couch?? it was terrible but it stopped

I live in a weird eastern european country dominated by churches of gold every 1 km with priests inside which only want money. There are religious ones but heck, exorcizing? They will think im crazy.
I can burn some sage and pray around the house to banish any entity, but i have a feeling it will annoy it more
Worth a try though, i leave anyways
If it follows..... Then i .... Will see
Thank you

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ilunatique
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posted July 04, 2015 06:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Full moon in capricorn was in my 12th house.....
Urgh

EDIT: Doorknob fell when i burnt sage. I'm terrified. Can't wait to get out of here, though.

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posted July 04, 2015 11:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ha!

I didn't expect to start this post with "ha!" but when I opened the screen, the fridge next to me started knocking in such a human-knocking-rhythm, I was alarmed.

Then it just did it again: Knock, knock, knock.

And then I read about your knob falling off and it's like suddenly I'm in a horror movie.

I'm a little amazed that I just said earlier that I feel very susceptible to dark spirits and try not to even talk about them, and now almost immediately I'm revisiting the feelings I had last summer, though I had more dramatic noises to contend with then. This is probably just the fridge...false alarm.

-- Anyway---

I've been praying all day and trusting that once you leave, you will be free and clear of that problem. I don't want to grant it the respect of acknowledging it's a spirit, if it is one.

Sorry you have this inconvenience. I'm glad you have someone with you through the ordeal. Wish you had more help, though.

Keep us posted.

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posted July 07, 2015 02:22 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Charmaine     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I use white sage and frankincense to disperse of negative energies in the home.

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ilunatique
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posted July 07, 2015 05:41 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Well.... Im doomed. I think?

I do psychic readings with unknown people so i can practice my skills and help in any way i can.
Yesterday, a person enjoyed my reading so much that he begged me to send him a picture of me so he could give me a general reading, what vibes he catches from me... Stuff like that. I accepted it in the end because i was curious about what he will feel.

...

...

....
Umm... He was horrified when he started connecting to me. I really didnt expect him to catch the bad entity after me thing. He did. He saw my aura as reeking of negative dark matter caused by someone else.
& hey... I woke up to the sound of continuous buzzzz zzz around the new room im at right now. (This was my first night in the new place) . i thought that theres a bee hive close to my room.... When i actually opened my eyes to look around the bees were actually black and big. Flies. 4 of them. Around my prayer book next to my bed. They actually disappeared now that i acknowledged theire presence.
Back to the reading, yes, it was caused by someone else. But it seemed to him like a really bad spell made me so and now theres this one entity attached to me because of it. & i know who did it because he described me that person.... which apparently hates me really bad.. He said he never felt that much hatred in his life
..... I am so ****** off right now but im just smiling and trying to be calm...

I had sleep paralysis last night. With terrible vivid dreaMs. I woke up with a cold.
Incredible
My cats dont like me close to them. Yet immediately jumped on my boyfriend.
It was the first night they didnt want to sleep with me i thought that my cats will actually help me a bit but they dont like this at all.
I dont feel like eating. Im starting to feel really low and hopeless right now.
I should start cleansing myself. I keep hearing a growl in the back of my head and its getting worse with each day
Im cold

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ilunatique
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posted July 07, 2015 05:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thank you Faith and everyone else
The only day i felt somehow better was the day of my trip.
Im trying to hope for the best and cleanse myself
Or just dump myself in the church
Love

P.S if youre stalking this.... Youre ridiculous and need help. I pity you... I thought you were actually "loving and human". What a bunch of crap so you can look better în the eyes of people who dont know you properly... .I tried to help you out with all kinds of things in the past but it seems it was a waste of time.
Hate will eat you up. It already is. You know nothing about love. Nothing. Zero.

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Faith
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posted July 07, 2015 09:24 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
A little pep talk

Consider that at this time it may be very useful to try and establish and maintain within yourself a strong, peaceful energy.

Mental self-discipline is needed here. Maybe it won't be an immediate remedy, but it will preserve you through the trials. Try and keep your thoughts positive.

Establish peace within, refuse to let your mind dwell in the low places. Forgive, transcend and laugh, to lift your vibration up and away from the low spirits. With every means possible, try and lift your vibration. Gratitude has a very high vibration so be grateful for all that you can think to be grateful for. Play happy, orderly music, the kind that makes water molecules turn into beautiful shapes, the kind that makes plants grow faster and stronger. Figure out where your protection is, and keep your faith there, relax there.

I'm still praying, and hoping everything is better for you soon.

Stay bright


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posted July 07, 2015 01:20 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ReadingTheStars95     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hey, I hope the best for you, and that things start clearing up soon. Wishing you much love, peace, health and wealth!

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CosmiqPhuz
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posted July 07, 2015 09:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for CosmiqPhuz     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Basically, someone cast black magic on you?

You need someone (a witch) who practices white magic to cleanse you.

I dabbled with the idea of getting into black/white magic, but there's too many risks. Especially if your natal chart has spiritual vulnerability.

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posted July 08, 2015 01:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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ilunatique
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posted July 09, 2015 03:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
At least i know who caused it now, and im not surprised at all.

This person fills up my 8th house with a stellium made of MARScjVENUScjPLUTOcjMERCURY and the SUN in another sign. Guess what planet is opposite all of that s hitstorm? His moon. From his 12th.
The most important thing is his NEPTUNE on my PLUTO-SUN... Hmm.. Can you please stop playing and being a manipulative freak?

Spell or not, he destroyed me in all the possible ways and wont stop until i dont have the power to do anything . Has Scorpio NN conjunct URANUS. Gone wrong.
You can hate me. But not to the point in which you are sending hate daily or make a hatred spell to get my vibe all fcked up.

I really wish this would all stop. You know how Libras are all about universal love and balancing wrong from good. Well this one just lost his mind

His SATURN on my MOON

Done with the rant.
Done with this.

--

I have no idea how to cleanse myself. I have no white magic witches as friends...
But I fell asleep thinking of that and i dreamt some scary thunderstorm clouds coming after me and it started to rain and thunder. For some reason in my dreams im scared to death of this. I tried to run away but then i realized that i could move the clouds from the sky away MYSELF... And i did so

It seems the answer comes from me.... I'll go deep in the forest daily and start doing so hum mantras again. Inhale light, exhale all that darkness. Always worked with me.

Things will get better.
When my cats will actually want to sleep with me

I love all of you!!! So so much
Thanks to this little place i already feel much better. Im always getting warm inside when im reading any comments

Im ready to get rid of this dark matter

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Faith
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posted July 09, 2015 10:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

Keep strong!

quote:
It seems the answer comes from me.... I'll go deep in the forest daily and start doing so hum mantras again. Inhale light, exhale all that darkness. Always worked with me.

^^ Great.

--

By the way...

The placements you describe match my ex-soulmate's. I know when that person was born.

I wonder if I have any power to help, since I have Venus-Neptune on your sun-Pluto (I know your chart since you are born just before my son) and can "beam" you with that and my Mercury is on your Aqua stellium.

Well, I'm trying. Praying still.

Keep us posted.

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posted July 09, 2015 10:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
edit - tricky, figuring out ideas with this...

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posted July 09, 2015 01:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for deepseablues     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Ilunatique,

I'm really sorry all of this is happening to you

Have you ever heard of/tried iQ's violet meditation for cleansing/protection? It's really good, some of his clients have been able to stop negative entities from bothering them with this. Make sure to stay off mind altering substances while this is happening to you too, including alcohol if you can as they weaken your auric field and allow for easier entrance by unwanted entities.
http://www.tamsoft.co.in/violet.html

I'm sorry I can't offer more help at this time, I really hope you can detach this entity.

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posted July 10, 2015 12:47 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks for posting the link from iQ.

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posted July 11, 2015 09:25 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
It has helped several people, so it works.

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posted July 13, 2015 03:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Did you try the meditation? Any updates?

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ilunatique
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posted July 13, 2015 05:35 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for ilunatique     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quick update.
(will edit tomorrow and finish)


The entity changed her tactics.

Instead of creaking furniture/floor
(i got used to it, im no more afraid of it and she knows it)
she is now being a pig.

literally.
a pig.
or whatever creature from the depths of hell.

the entity makes crunch crunch noises in front of my bed where my cats food bowls are.
its so eerie and horrible.. the first time i was staring doddering and squinting my eyes seeing that no cat was there eating!
a sound of an animal moving dry cat food continuously and crunch-ing it
for hours.
all night.
i didnt sleep for 2 days.

i moved the bowls away. now the floor is being scratched. and its WORSE
my cats dont enter this room at all anymore

a weird spot showed up in the ceiling right above my bed
i'll post pics

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posted July 14, 2015 02:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Gabby     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
First purchase black tourmaline, fire agate and if you can find one an "eye agate" stone. These 3 are the most powerful protection stones, together they are a powerhouse! I would at least purchase a black tourmaline for your partner since he's experiencing issues also, but your protection is the main focus since the negative energy is directed at you.

The eye agate is hard to find, look online if you can't find any locally...they are only found in one river in the world and it is the actual "evil eye" stone that thwarts off others negative energy directed at you. The other 2 stones are also fiercely protective stones that redirect ppls negative energy either back on them or turns into positive energy for you...depending on how you program them. It's better to turn the energy into positive energy.

Cleanse these stones in sea salt overnight in the moonlight, as you wash the salt off express your intention, the stones will bring protection and turn any negative energy directed at you into positive energy....only love, peace and kindness will be felt by you. This is how you program your stones energy, your directing it's energy to perform a specific function.

Keep these stones on your body at all times, maybe have them wire wrapped so you can wear them. Wash them off with water every few days, and maybe get a small citrine, amethyst or topaz stone also(they purify and cleanse stones) every few days put your jewelry stones in a small cloth baggy with one of the citrine, amethyst or topaz stones gently shake them around together take the baggy with you for a few hours or more, let the stones mix together.
This is to keep your protective stones working at optimal levels by recharging them and cleansing them of the negative energy they are absorbing for you.
You can go back to wearing them as jewelry after you've recharged your stones. Remember to reinforce the original programming for the stones whenever you think about it, ESP after they have just been recharged. Just lovingly re-express your intentions of protection n such to reinforce the original programming.
Please DO NOT try to program a stone while your angry or fighting, sad or upset...your actually putting your energy and intentions into the stone, it's not what you say that the stone is picking up it's your energy it's absorbing.
Stay positive and peaceful. If you accidentally are upset or get upset as you are programming a stone, just hold off on programming it, briefly cleanse the stone again and reprogram when your in a better place emotionally.

Also start burning sage constantly, even sage incense for at least a week...have a window open as you burn it so any negative energy will have a way to exit your home. While doing this let your intentions be known...release the negative energy to a better place, the place it belongs, let it know that kind of energy is not invited into your home and will exit immediately in the name of the one and only true God.
After a week of constant burning or however long it takes before you feel the energy has left and your home is clear...you will need to get some sea salt or go to a metaphysical store and ask for salt to seal your home.

Use salt to keep them out, salt lamps are also perfect because they also put out negative ions that keep us healthy as they ward off negative energies. I would keep some form of salt in every room of the house, even the bathroom/laundry room /kitchen....in the bedroom think about putting something at all entry points and the corners of the room. You could sprinkle tiny amounts along the baseboards of your entire place, just enough to cover but where it is not visible.
It would be good to continue to burn sage at least once a week just to keep the energy fresh and make sure nothing else finds it's way in. But always open the window to give a release point for negative energy.

How is Salt Used to Purify or Protect Against Malicious Spirits?

The ancient tradition “sow the ground with salt” is among the most famous references to how-to-use salt. It is said that salt can bless land, house, person, or a thing simply by touch.

The Christian tradition of salt as a purifier—and even a weapon against demons and spirits—is well established in a long history. Nearly every other belief-tradition, to some extent, believes in the purifying power of salt, including: Muslim, Pagan, Wiccan, Hindu, and Buddhist. Even from an atheist point of view, salt can be viewed as symbolic of purity. Ultimately, it’s the belief in the power of salt that is most useful against spirits.

Circles of Salt

In the most dire of circumstances an unbroken line of salt is recommended for protection from a nasty spirit, preferably in a circle around the person/object being protected. Traditionally, spirits cannot cross a line of salt, and many say that salt transcends physical. Salt—and many gems—are considered living spirits in their own right by many, and for this reason are thought to exist in all realms simultaneously. A ring of salt in the physical world, also exists in the astral, according to some experts. Against truly malicious spirits a border of salt, especially in a circle, is the most effective.

Protecting a House or Property

A house or property is difficult to protect with a ring of salt, since the amount of salt would be staggering. Most traditions, however, believe that spirits have trouble crossing thresholds into homes due to the naturally positive energy of home and family. Usually a line of salt on the threshold and windows is enough to “seal” a A house or property is difficult to protect with a ring of salt, since the amount of salt would be staggering. Most traditions, however, believe that spirits have trouble crossing thresholds into homes due to the naturally positive energy of home and family. Usually a line of salt on the threshold and windows is enough to “seal” a home where absolute protection from a malicious spirit is required. Thresholds and window sills may not be enough for a commercial venture.

In a nasty situation, a bowl of salt in front of mirrors is also recommended, since many believe mirrors are portals to “other worlds.” Like thresholds and windowsills, they should be warded.

Many people seeking to discourage harmful spirits find that a simple bowl of rock salt in the each room is enough, in the same way other people might burn a high-frequency incense such as sage to purify and exorcise.

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posted July 14, 2015 03:16 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Gabby     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Plan on making these things part of your life for awhile, or at least until this person has given up or forgotten about you. Which could take awhile....I don't go out of my house without my black tourmaline and even have all those stones I mentioned hanging in my car. I do saging and blessings on my car as well as in my house.
Heaven forbid this person starts directing negative energy at you as your driving!! It's just better to play on the safe side!

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posted October 09, 2015 06:42 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for frankie2912     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I just stumbled across this...anyone heard from the OP recently? I'm wondering what happened with this situation...and if she's ok.

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