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Violets
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posted January 13, 2016 09:12 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
How can we do this?

If I went into detail about the karmic aspects between my chart and my son's chart (from both natal and draconic), I believe people's jaws would drop.

The more I learn about asteroids, the more troubled I become when I plug some of them in and see the numerous conjunctions.

A ton of Saturn, Pluto, KARMA, and other not-so-good asteroids.

My son has a difficult chart as it stands, and when I spoke to a psychic about it, she said that he was definitely working out unresolved karma, but didn't indicate that it had anything to do with me.

However, when I look at our charts, it is glaringly obvious that we are to work out our karma together. The karmic aspects between our charts are often double whammies.

We have some pleasant aspects in synastry, and I'm grateful for that but would still appreciate input from people who are knowledgeable about this sort of thing.

Can anyone help me with insight?

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PixieJane
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posted January 13, 2016 10:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Long story short (just so you know where I'm coming from), if my memories (some intense, and some also somewhat shared by my cousin) of other lives are real then my mother had been a wife in a previous life, one of two, and because I was unable to choose (partially why I think I was born Libra in this life, to learn to make hard and uncomfortable choices), I forced a greater sacrifice on both my wives, and it was especially bad for her them, they died in more misery than I did. (And unlike my other wife, she'd known about the other wife as a pirate "friend" told her who is my dad in this life, and she was bitter even before I died, knowing full well why I wouldn't settle down despite the wealth I'd given her and our kids so that piracy was no longer necessary.)

That said, I don't know much about asteroids (and I don't know my dad's chart at all other than he has a Sag sun).

A lot of patterns in this life began to make more sense as I became aware of it, and I've tried to "heal the wounds" between us. My dad (who I think fears me, and may have guilt, over the time he tried to kill my mom when I was 13 and nearly killed me in the process) accepts my mail and packages, but I haven't seen him, heard from him, or gotten any message from him since I was 21.

I've had better luck with my mom, though it's tenuous, but we've been guardedly friendly the last few years (though contact is sparse). Like Dad she didn't reply to my presents and such I mailed her, but after she moved onto the family farm I saw she was wearing the jewelry I'd sent her years before. It was a bit difficult to overcome some of my own antipathy, but as I came to understand our relationship in a previous life AND what shaped her in this life (which includes her natal chart, though I know very little of her asteroids), I've become much more understanding and forgiving of her flaws (not to say I let her get away with her crap).

The last time I saw her, she invited me over with sincere welcome, but I had to go. Nevertheless, I said from the dirt driveway (that went past her trailer) that it was too bad things got messed up, we all make mistakes but should try to rise above them rather than stay mired in them. Then in a deeper voice trying to sound like that pirate from another life I added, "And I'd say that even if I were a French pirate named Jacques, ma Cherie." Then I nodded in the firm way Jacques did and waved saying "Adieu" (as in that was the "last word Jacques had on it, goodbye, and he commends you to God/dess") as I got back into the car.

Perhaps Mom was just baffled but she looked downright unsettled to me. Maybe that's because she thought my behavior was very strange, or maybe I struck something deep within that Scorpio. I heard she got really drunk later, but that doesn't necessarily mean anything.

If she could open up then I think we could heal the wounds we share, but unfortunately her childhood has taught her to never be vulnerable, and her Scorpio (with Leo) won't let her forget that lesson. I do what I can, but I'm limited by that.

So I'd say do all you can to stay open to your son, though it will surely hurt like hell at times for doing so, and remember people change with age. Just maybe the two of you will then be able to heal whatever rifts are between you as long as both of you can still connect rather than fearing the pain the other can bring.

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posted January 13, 2016 10:25 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Btw, I highly recommend this movie:
http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum25/HTML/004012.html

And see it in one sitting, it's so much more powerful that way and you'll be less likely to forget the "echoes" between the lives of the characters. And of course you'll catch even more when you watch it again later.

You might even somehow find it inspirational. As someone with my memories of previous lives I found it...nice. (Not sure of the exact word I want to use to describe it.)

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posted January 13, 2016 10:50 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Thanks, Pixie.

That seems like a really intense memory (and amazing that you can step out of the situation and try to take the high road after your childhood...I often can't do that with my own mom, even though I can see why she was the way that she was).

I have been trying to meditate on it, to see if I can remember anything at all...

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posted January 14, 2016 02:58 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for PixieJane     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Just so you know, I tried a self-hypnosis to recall past lives and it didn't work...though not long after as I was walking all alone passed an abandoned building by the beach and I saw a reflection of who I once was as the pirate...made me jump out of my skin as I thought he was right behind me! (After I realized I was alone I looked at my reflection in the darkened glass and it was normal, but that memory stuck with me.)

It was years later, and I didn't believe in reincarnation, when a witch gave me an exercise to help me clear out some disruptions in my aura (I was trying to astrally project but every time I attempted it I experienced pain, like a shock), and it took me awhile (days, maybe even weeks), but then the jolting pain I was focused on shot up unexpectedly through and out my head and it floored me as vivid memories flooded me of that life (my "internal voice" was even male and thinking in "French," at least for the time and place). It would fade by the next day, but I recall enough.

Unfortunately, it never occurred to me to check the transits and what have you, it might have proved useful. There are times that I think are especially conducive to recalling other lives and making connections to this one, and sometimes I can actually dredge something up, something that doesn't feel like my imagination, but more like "oh yeah, I remember now." (It helps to write it down, and also pay attention to dreams right after.)

Still, I have such a vivid imagination and our brains are incredible in what they can come up with and make seem so real. But I encountered others who recall me from other lives, and I was shocked when my cousin recalled a bit of it without my having told him about it (though his focus was elsewhere, but what he said aligned with my memories, like locations)...interesting enough, he says he has always recalled previous lives and tried to get me to remember, but I never did (I don't recall it, he said he gave up by the time I was 6). He even talked me into having shroom tea in hopes that I'd remember what he did (for what it's worth, he's a natural musician, and playing his guitar while alone helped him to remember). So all in all, I know it's not just my imagination (or if it is then some low grade telepathy is also involved) and that's why I believe now. But it's very difficult for me to remember, most of the time, and I need to relax and just let this life go (stop worrying about all the daily stuff, not feel silly, not likely to be interrupted, etc), and that's hard to do...which is one reason I try to find auspicious times to do so.

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posted January 14, 2016 07:11 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I was also never able to recall past lives.

When I met my husband, transiting Pluto was conjunct my Vertex and trine my Moon, and I started doing a lot of energy healing work.

About a year later I was still into it, and one night he and I were meditating, and suddenly all of these past life "me"s started leaving my body and heading into the light (or so I supposed...maybe they were just leaving, although I tried to direct them to helping spirits).

Some of it was kind of painful, or at least laborious. It went on for days off and on, and there were lots of people who left.

I believe that a lot of them were fragmented energetic bits of my past lives that just somehow hadn't moved on. Most of them, probably.

But I'm guessing, with my sensitivity, that a lot of them were also fragmented (or whole) parts of other people's souls I had picked up without knowing it. It's difficult for me to avoid picking up hitchhikers, so to speak.

So I do sort of understand what you mean. Some of the memories were vivid and painful, and it took some effort to disengage from the person/energy. Some left without much notice.

At any rate, I'm really happy for that experience, because I believe that it did clear my energy considerably (who knows what I need to clear out now at this point, having traveled so much and probably picked up way more energetic residue than I need).

I really miss that transit, because I was very aware of energy, and I knew when something or someone had glommed onto me.

With Neptune transiting over my Sun and progressed Moon, and opposing my natal Moon, square my natal Neptune...etc. I've picked up some hitchhikers and not even realized it until I had our house professionally cleansed, and it was pointed out to me. -_-

I'm off topic quite a bit here, but thanks for letting me spill that. I don't tell that many people about those experiences, but I'm always glad that I've had them.

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Violets
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posted January 14, 2016 07:30 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Also, iQ was kind enough to email me with some insight. He did say that the Pluto square Pluto is generational (which I do know, but when combined with a ton of other squares, conjunctions, and oppositions, it's distressing), and Saturn square Saturn is not uncommon with parents and children.

The asteroids are a little bit weird and disconcerting still. I really wish I could recall something, so that I could use it as a map of sorts, I guess.

iQ did mention that with the pain of labor, I cleared a lot of my karma with my son...

I am fairly sure there is a lot more to our karma, but I've wondered on occasion if that's why my labor with my son was SO intense. It was an unintended natural birth, and I sincerely believed I was going to die in that hospital.

Unfortunately, as I was giving birth, my thoughts were that I was going to die there, and might be stuck wandering the hospital halls in confusion, unable to find the light to move to the other side.

My son likes to help me smudge the house, but that can be very difficult with his Aries stellium. But I think I will start asking him to clear the house with me, as a sort of bonding activity (he also likes my stones and crystals).

We are very close (he has Cancer Rising, and Moon on the cusp of H4/5), but we butt heads a lot also.

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posted January 22, 2016 11:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Yep, iQ is awesome.

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posted January 23, 2016 12:17 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Clearing Karma is something to celebrate.

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Violets
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posted January 23, 2016 10:29 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Violets     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
quote:
Originally posted by Randall:
Clearing Karma is something to celebrate.

Yes, it is. My husband and I were just noting that we must have had some serious karma to pay off to the area we moved to in the Midwest, lol.

We did not have a very pleasant time there, and I noted that almost everyone I came into contact with had asteroid KARMA aspects with myself or my son (often both). I don't think I checked my husband's synastry with them, for some reason.

While we were there, T Saturn was square my husband's natal KARMA.

It really did feel like a burden we just needed to carry while we were there, and we're both happy that we feel like we paid our dues to that area and the people we encountered there.

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posted January 25, 2016 12:19 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Faith     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Wow...

Amazing...

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posted February 07, 2016 10:15 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for teasel     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
I'll have to come back to this when I'm more awake. I've been reading about this again lately, but have yet to try another regression - although I sometimes use the CDs or exercises posted to youtube, to send me off to sleep. I figure it help me that way, as well, even if I don't recall everything.

I had Pluto opposed my Karma as it entered Capricorn. I think that kicked off the big, bad things to come, and my anxiety... although Chiron square Moon and Venus, also conjunct Mars, and Neptune doing the same had a lot to do with it (and Saturn, Pluto, and Uranus hitting all of my cardinal, together, and then apart). I'm still extremely angry with my sister, because of everything that happened, and not only because it hurt me - it hurt ALL of us. And I've lost a lot.

I wonder why things happened with that one man, after all those years of doing my best to avoid anyone who would damage me in the way that he did. I don't want to think about him. He's usually on the web, preaching about something, and gaining a lot of followers via social media, but he's disappeared from the web. And I loathe him, so I'm glad that we don't have contact with each other right now.

I am also concerned, because this is the angriest, and most apathetic I think I've ever been in my life. I always had a reason to be happy in the past. I have my parents, but now I'm scared as to how long they'll be here, and that I'll be alone, and missing them, homeless. I don't see a good future for myself, at this point. But I'm somehow calmer than I was a year ago.

Please don't quote. I don't know if I'll delete. I was going to talk specifically about certain things between me, my sister, and my mother. I miss the way we used to be, but certain things that happened over the past four+ years, cropped up at times throughout my life.

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posted February 08, 2016 01:28 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Randall     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote

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